Even though this longing keeps coming to say hello, I still hope to be able to let go of this longing.
With you I know, that happy turns out to be as simple as this
Aahhh... This warm spring restores me to memories of three years ago. It's been that long but it still sticks in my mind. A sweet girl with a brown hair and hazel eyes haunted my mind. I don't know what magic she did to me cause I can't stop thinking about her.
Not to least how long I sat in the Moidef cafe, next to the table on it there were three empty cups that were then filled with coffee in this morning. If she is here, surely she will scold me. I smile considering that. I didn't want to be dissolved in the thoughts, I immediately saw the watch in my hand that had shown a figure of three. Ah... three hours in the spring. Triple hour. I and her. In the spring. Unseen my memory back at the backlash of the past.
15th of December, 2017
' Let's increase the speed...!' She shouted. I didn't answer but I accelerated my bike straight away. She who was standing behind me put his feet on the pedes of my bike, smiling happily as she stretched out his arms. Seeing her smile so sincerely made me smile too, the more I accelerated my work to make her happier. Sure thing, she laughed and hugged my neck and told me naughty because i accelerated again the pace of my bike and made her almost fall. I laughed with her and we enjoyed the afternoon with a smile. And from her I know it's as simple as this of happiness, just to see her smile. We've always enjoyed this routine. Yups circling the garden next to my apartment is a common thing we do in the afternoon, it can probably be called mandatory because almost every day we do it.
I smiled at the thought of her sincerity. By then we've been officially dating for three months. I was really happy when she said that I was her first boyfriend. She was kind, cheerful, cute, sometimes crazy, and possessive. Please underline the last one. Possessive. From the very beginning we made she say that before. So she warned me not to get too close to all the species named females. I think it's perfectly legal considering I wouldn't like it when she's with another man, so I told her not to worry and warn her exactly as she said it but the difference is she has to stay away from men instead of women. There's been one very adorable incident. I couldn't help but laugh when I remembered her behavior.
When we finished doing a very complicated math exam that was able to drain the contents of my head, she came up to me with a sullen expression and immediately thrust her hand asking for my smartphone. I asked her what was wrong, but she didn't respond and still thrust her hand, but this time when I saw her eyes it turned out that those beautiful eyes were dewy. Looking at it I immediately thrust my smartphone at her, where I might let my loved ones cry. She picked up my smartphone quickly and started fiddling with it - while doing her thing she asked me why I didn't give her my smartphone straight away. I smiled when she finished asking, pulled her to sit next to me, and I stroked her hair affectionately and replied because she doesn't usually check my smartphone so when she asked for it I was a little surprised.
When it was over with her business with my smartphone she returned it to me with a face that kept pouting and to me her expression was so adorable, her chubby cheeks inviting my hands to pinch both. She got and pinched my six pack abs. Instead of feeling pain I was laughing because of the pinch. Unable to resist being amused I succumbed to let go of her adorable cheeks to pinch and bite. When my hand came off, she immediately moved away, but I immediately held her down by hugging her stomach. She looks angry, sad, upset, and disappointed, I don't know what happened to this sweet girl of mine. When she tried to break away, I tightened my arms not letting her loose without telling me what really happened. She finally sat next to me with her flat expression without looking at me. I pinched her chin and pointed it at me.
'Why heumm?' Ask me.
She ducked down and said in a loud voice 'are you cheating on me?'.
i didn't understand ' I'm not cheating. Who told you I was cheating on you?' I asked an angry question.
She shook her head and replied 'It doesn't matter who told me that, after all you've been caught cheating, don't dare to do it again' she said.
I don't understand what she's saying, but I'm patiently trying to understand what she means, 'honey? I don't get it.'
She looked at me with a squint eye 'your cheating name myfirstlove was in your wa right? You chat her use the call dear all over again. Tacky you know, you should thank to me because I've blocked your cheating and not break up with you!!' She said it was full of emotion.
I was stunned to hear what she say 'Honey are you blocking my first love?'.
'Yes.why?, you still like her?' She said with eyes almost flooded.
I immediately told her the truth, 'baby... my first love is my mom.. You blocked her?' Ask me not to believe it.
'Are you lying??' She doesn't believe in
'No i'm swear',
'huh? So that's aunt cindy's number, your mom?', she was shocked.
'Yes, she'll call you in a minute.'
And it's true that before long my speech ended her phone had been ringing and there was the sound of a man singing melodiously. Ehem, what's going on? That's my voice. I smiled and she looked scared. Oh.. she must be afraid of my mama's nagging. That's why I gentlemanly took her phone in her hand which she's only been staring at for a while.
I immediately kept my ears away when I heard mom's voice that was equivalent to 1 million volts. Once I felt safe I got my phone back to my ear which I think is still buzzing until now 'Sorry ma.. , I didn't do it on purpose. Huh what?? I can't hear your voice mom, you know, what ma?, yaa yaa.. Bye my dearest Mom. Love you... ummah!!!' And tuts. connection is turned off.
I smiled humorously in front of my girl who looked at me in fear. Aawww the sweetness of her, did she not see my face that semriwing like no problem in my life. I couldn't help to let her get scared so I hugged her, she hide her face on my chest, and not long I felt my school shirt start wetting and the noise would then start to become a roar of 'huaaaaa... I'm sorry babe.. I'm not believe you... huaaa how about aunt cindy? You're in trouble with auntie because of me ??'.
'Cup cup honeyy.. everything gonna be okay, My mom didn't scold me, she just gave me some advice.
I cover her face with both palms of my hand and wipe the tears on her cheeks.
'Ssst dear, we're being made a spectacle of people in class. My beautiful girlfriend can't cry because it can make my heart so hurting. Let me take you to the bathroom, clean your face and snot' said me then went to stand up and lead her to get out. Passing through the other students who were crowding to watch or make video about us.Huffttt, I sighed quietly, it's common for me when they all start acting silly like that, i let them because my girl accepts their action with pleasure, she thinks they can add more people to her social media + get more followers and make the world know that I'm hers. Ah, and I think I totally agree with her last thought.Tring tring tring ...!
2. You are a memory that I will always remember for the rest of my life.Everything about you, will always be remembered. Even my heart, it will still be yours.~ May i go? - HansaehiStarting from a piece of sushi, becoming a glue for two people who are romantically drunk ~a loverAhh ... it turns out that remembering those memories requires a lot of energyTiring tiring tring ..!The sound of the bells at the entrance interrupted my daydreams about her, just annoying, maybe I should go back to my apartment to make it more comfortable to remember her again. I was pensive again, it was too difficult to erase it from my memory, especially from one of my orgasms known by the name of the heart. Too many memories of her. About her smile, laugh, even cry. Even the memories themselves have been engraved in my heart and will forever remain in my heart. Kruyuukkk sounds my stomach. Ahh ... it turns out that remembering those memories requires a lo
With you filling my heart, that's enough. Thank you, for filling my heart. Even if you're beside me for a while, you'll always be there. And that's enough for me. Once again thank you love.~May I Go -Hansaehi'Sorry sir..... we're going to close our café in 10 minutes.' The café waitress reprimanded me and broke my daydream balloon'Oh, sure. This ... ' I said, give money as stated in the bill And some money sheets as a tip.'Thank you, sir. Happy holiday.' he said with a smile, I smiled back at him for a while and started to leave.My apartment is only 500 meters away from this place, so I chose to walk back. When my feet stepped I went back to thinking. She had filled my heart even to her deepest point, until myself could not reach her again to get her out. But I also don't want to
Remembering you made me suffer an invisible wound. It's poignant, but I love the thrill.~May i go?I opened my eyes but the reflexes closed back when I saw the light that was too bright. I opened my eyes again, this time slowly. Blink briefly to adjust the light. I looked around to make sure I knew where I was lying. The white wall with the smell of drugs that sting my nose, as well as the infusion needle stuck in my right hand, is enough to explain where I am.Hospital. The place I hate the most in the world.'Ahh I'm going home.'Just as the last sentence in my mind was spoken, the door opened, showing a woman with a daster motif of flowers and wrinkles on her pretty face. I hate the wrinkles on her face. Because it's all because of me.Quickly the woman I used to call mama came up to me with a worried expression that was already attached to her fa
'Don't you and your band want to be in the competition next week?''Yes, how do you know that?' I asked him, because I did hide this to her.'I can't tell? So why don't you tell me? Do you be ashamed to have a girlfriend like me? Or.. Oh, I know, do you want to flirting with other girls, huh? Do you-' I covered her mouth that super duper chatty with my hand.'Mmpph mmpphh''Ssttt... I'm off but listen to me talk first yaa ...' she nodded her head. After that I just let go of my hand. But seeing her back wanting to talk I went back to silence her mouth. Sensing her pouting lips I finally let go of my hand. She didn't speak but her head bowed to avoid my gaze. I took her chin facing her towards me.'So I'm going to keep this secret because I want
I chose to leave the hospital the next morning. I didn't expect that God would still give me a child who was so rebellious to her mother, a chance to live. Yesterday when I daydreamed of her, I was swept away by memories we did not realize there was a car that rolled towards the road and almost hit me, lucky the owner of the car immediately turned the steering wheel and just nudged me, but I fell and my head was hit by the asphalt road made me lose consciousness and immediately rushed to the hospital.The administration of the hospital is also borne by the owner of the car. Yesterday while I was busy with my mind, my phone rang and brought news that could calm my thundering heart. My mama texted me that she was fine and just in shock because of the accident I had, and she told me to stay and eat a lot.There aren't many words I wrote to reply to it I was only able to write 'I'm sorry and thank you so much mom, I love mommy so much'. I'm
Ddddukk “Aahhh …”I moaned in pain. My head is pulsing. A basketball hit my head.A grown man and a small child approached me, the little boy of a male and about seven-year-old took a basketball that rolled next to a park chair, took him in his arms in front of his stomach, then returned to the man's side. The man then smiled badly while looking at me."I'm sorry, sir. I'm teaching my son to play basketball. Come on, 'Son apologize,"' he said asking his son to apologize to me. At first the boy looked innocently at his father, then with his sinless face he looked at my face. "I'm sorry, Om," he said.Hah never mind it's also my fault, my inner self-mocking that comes back to be remembered about the brunette girl who continues to haunt my mind, even just by looking at the picture of her that is on the screen of my phone.I sto
But all of a sudden she pushed me to the ground."aw." My ass landed perfectly, luckily the fur carpet around the couch was so thick that it made my ass not too sore."Aha! Let's see this!" she exclaimed after getting my phone."Ah! Sh**!" I swear by the temptation."You're swearing at me baby?" she asked in a seductive tone. I immediately rose from the falling position of my seat. Then immediately sit behind her and hug her from behind. Kissed her neck that eweed a sweet scent."You're naughty!" I said, pretending to scold her. And still holding her body from behind, while my nose was still perched on her fragrant white neck."How abut now? Which is more naughty? Me or you?" she mocked me apparently. I tickled her stomach, made her roll."Ah, that's enough," she said with a blushing face. If I hadn't waited I would
"That's enough, when are you going to start working to win that race if it keeps spoiling me?" she was trying to escape, from the trappings of my arms. "Ah I don't want to. let us be like this first." I'm shaking her body to the right and to the left. she suddenly pushed me until I fell down on the couch, and she who put her hands on the right and left sides of my head, with one leg bent on the couch, almost hit my future. At first I looked into her eyes then checked my future, I made an expression of relief, hufft fortunately still safe I thought. she ducked down and laughed. "Hahahaa... Almost yes babe, will it hurt?" she asked in a plaintive tone. I pulled it to sit on my left thigh. "Stay here, keep me doing my job." I then took my drawing pad which luckily didn't fall when I threw it. Turn it on and start designing something.<