With you filling my heart, that's enough.
Thank you, for filling my heart. Even if you're beside me for a while, you'll always be there. And that's enough for me. Once again thank you love.~May I Go -Hansaehi 'Sorry sir..... we're going to close our café in 10 minutes.' The café waitress reprimanded me and broke my daydream balloon
'Oh, sure. This ... ' I said, give money as stated in the bill And some money sheets as a tip.
'Thank you, sir. Happy holiday.' he said with a smile, I smiled back at him for a while and started to leave.
My apartment is only 500 meters away from this place, so I chose to walk back. When my feet stepped I went back to thinking.
She had filled my heart even to her deepest point, until myself could not reach her again to get her out. But I also don't want to let it go or throw it away from the deepest point of my self. I kept it nice, secretly made her queen in my heart.
Making a reminder for her by always recalling the memory we have made together, turning it all into a memorable memory. Crazy, my inner ejection. Up to it, you also enjoys it, reply me. My inner is unwilling to fight. Oh and I started thinking I was really crazy because I was talking to my own inner.
I live alone in the apartment. I prefer to isolate myself from my family who has a spacious house which is only 10 km from my apartment. It's easier to remember her in here because in here I freely twist my memory to remember our story.
Speaking of my family I have the most perfect family in the world,, that's in my opinion. I have two brothers who are naughty, brutal, but it always makes me miss their behavior, sometimes I visit the house occasionally but that's very rare because I think it's useless. When I'm at home my mind is more focused on her, not just at home. But it seems like she's dominated my brains wherever and whenever I feel guilty about them, because it makes them worry about me, so I prefer the apartment as my escape.
My father was an assertive, but compassionate and patient father figure, even more patient than my less-than-grumpy mother. With my father, my mother's anger would be crushed by my father's affectionate words. From there I learned how to deal with her anger, especially when she in her period. I don't know how many times this has been, my mind goes back to our past.
It was on a clear morning in spring and accompanied by birdsong. And in the seconds the bell will ring, she enters the classroom with a frowning face. she turned and our eyes intertwined. Quickly she stepped closer to me who was sitting on the bench while playing enough games in famous at that time. The closer she got to me, the more frowning her face became.
'Why did you arrive at school faster than me?' She said while pouting.
'Yes I left in the morning.' I said briefly without looking her in the face because I was back focused with the game I played.
she stomped her feet while poking. The sound of her legs is very loud like the sound of an elephant that will shake the earth. But I ignored her because I was too focused on my game that was about to win.
'Why don't you pick me up?' 'YEAAYY!!! I'M A WINNERR!!!' shouted me happy with a big smile and a happy twinkle in the face along with her speech to the point that I hadn't heard what she had said before.
I just realized my happy euphoria when I got a nudge from my compatriot. I asked 'why?' And he just pointed with his chin in front of me.
I looked forward and was surprised to find my beloved girlfriend's face turning murky in the water of a laundry - I showed her my grip. But instead she squealed and walked quickly towards her bench. I came off my bench and approached her. She was resting her head on the table and her shoulders were shaking. 'Is she crying?' - I thought.
I stroked her head affectionately and said 'why baby?'
But the reaction was unexpected. Her tears grew louder, but the good news for me was that she hadn't hidden her face. But... Bad news is coming for her, actually I don't care about this, but I'm pretty sure it's very important to her. Her make up is not too nice, with a faded make up I don't think was what she wanted, was evident when she looked up at her face at the time and I could hear the shock of my friends who saw her, so she quickly bowed her head again with increasingly louder cries.
And because I'm sure she wouldn't like it if the video this time would be spread on the school's social media account so I immediately called for the entire class to come out. 'OKAY GUYSS! I WANT TO ASK FOR PRIVACY TIME FOR ME AND MY LOVE, GOODBYE, OUUUTTT!!!' I said shouting and managed to get all the students out of class all, leaving me with her. 'The charm of the class leader can't lie!' my inner exclaimed triumphantly.
And after no camera recorded us. I sat next to her who was still crying and rested her head on my sandarable chest and started a conversation. 'Why you cry my baby? Who's going to make your tears down? Let me know, cause I'm going to kick their ass!'
She squealed a little and shook her head and said 'don't ...'
'Why not?' Ask me wonder. She looked at me and pranked me cute with her eyes. It's still cute to me even with a messy face and mascara. But the words that came out of her sweet lips afterwards angered me'But I love him' she said. I was ready to shed my anger, but she first silenced me with a kiss on the cheek.
My anger evaporated. I was stunned, it was our first kiss. My consciousness came when she snuck my forehead so hard that I cringed. 'Aduuuhh'
'Ish! You know, the person I love left me this morning, didn't pick me up. Even though I've waited a long time in front of the fence of the house until my feet tingle and I almost came too late to school. If my brother hadn't sent me to school, I would have been late for school.' The story at length. Now I understand who she's referring to.
'But you said I didn't have to pick you up this morning.' I said.
'Yes it was because last night I was mad at you!!! You don't want to accompany me to the salon!'
'Yes but I-' actually I wanted to accompany her to the salon, but at that time I was practicing basketball with my team. Because soon we're going to face a tournament. But before I explained everything, she cut me off.
'Iiiish!! Anyway it's all your fault!!' she cut me off and said that while puffing both her cheeks.
'But-' I stopped saying my own words this time because I saw her eyes were glazed. I think I know what happened to her. She must have been in his pre-menstruation period. Because usually she's a girl who's patient to listen to my explanations. And it's times like this that I have to be a super-patient man.
'Hufftt' I exhaled for a moment, then continued my saying 'Yes, I'm wrong'
'What's wrong with your expression? You're not willing to say it?' She said With suspicious squinting eyes.
'I say it with all my heart, baby.' I said with a big smile until my eyes squinted. She laughs at the fun but suddenly her laughter stops.
I don't understand why she was screaming, which I knew afterwards my eyes were closed because of the sparkle of thousands of flash lights. Not knowing what happened, I last saw a lot of people swarming around me, and slowly things went dark.
Remembering you made me suffer an invisible wound. It's poignant, but I love the thrill.~May i go?I opened my eyes but the reflexes closed back when I saw the light that was too bright. I opened my eyes again, this time slowly. Blink briefly to adjust the light. I looked around to make sure I knew where I was lying. The white wall with the smell of drugs that sting my nose, as well as the infusion needle stuck in my right hand, is enough to explain where I am.Hospital. The place I hate the most in the world.'Ahh I'm going home.'Just as the last sentence in my mind was spoken, the door opened, showing a woman with a daster motif of flowers and wrinkles on her pretty face. I hate the wrinkles on her face. Because it's all because of me.Quickly the woman I used to call mama came up to me with a worried expression that was already attached to her fa
'Don't you and your band want to be in the competition next week?''Yes, how do you know that?' I asked him, because I did hide this to her.'I can't tell? So why don't you tell me? Do you be ashamed to have a girlfriend like me? Or.. Oh, I know, do you want to flirting with other girls, huh? Do you-' I covered her mouth that super duper chatty with my hand.'Mmpph mmpphh''Ssttt... I'm off but listen to me talk first yaa ...' she nodded her head. After that I just let go of my hand. But seeing her back wanting to talk I went back to silence her mouth. Sensing her pouting lips I finally let go of my hand. She didn't speak but her head bowed to avoid my gaze. I took her chin facing her towards me.'So I'm going to keep this secret because I want
I chose to leave the hospital the next morning. I didn't expect that God would still give me a child who was so rebellious to her mother, a chance to live. Yesterday when I daydreamed of her, I was swept away by memories we did not realize there was a car that rolled towards the road and almost hit me, lucky the owner of the car immediately turned the steering wheel and just nudged me, but I fell and my head was hit by the asphalt road made me lose consciousness and immediately rushed to the hospital.The administration of the hospital is also borne by the owner of the car. Yesterday while I was busy with my mind, my phone rang and brought news that could calm my thundering heart. My mama texted me that she was fine and just in shock because of the accident I had, and she told me to stay and eat a lot.There aren't many words I wrote to reply to it I was only able to write 'I'm sorry and thank you so much mom, I love mommy so much'. I'm
Ddddukk “Aahhh …”I moaned in pain. My head is pulsing. A basketball hit my head.A grown man and a small child approached me, the little boy of a male and about seven-year-old took a basketball that rolled next to a park chair, took him in his arms in front of his stomach, then returned to the man's side. The man then smiled badly while looking at me."I'm sorry, sir. I'm teaching my son to play basketball. Come on, 'Son apologize,"' he said asking his son to apologize to me. At first the boy looked innocently at his father, then with his sinless face he looked at my face. "I'm sorry, Om," he said.Hah never mind it's also my fault, my inner self-mocking that comes back to be remembered about the brunette girl who continues to haunt my mind, even just by looking at the picture of her that is on the screen of my phone.I sto
But all of a sudden she pushed me to the ground."aw." My ass landed perfectly, luckily the fur carpet around the couch was so thick that it made my ass not too sore."Aha! Let's see this!" she exclaimed after getting my phone."Ah! Sh**!" I swear by the temptation."You're swearing at me baby?" she asked in a seductive tone. I immediately rose from the falling position of my seat. Then immediately sit behind her and hug her from behind. Kissed her neck that eweed a sweet scent."You're naughty!" I said, pretending to scold her. And still holding her body from behind, while my nose was still perched on her fragrant white neck."How abut now? Which is more naughty? Me or you?" she mocked me apparently. I tickled her stomach, made her roll."Ah, that's enough," she said with a blushing face. If I hadn't waited I would
"That's enough, when are you going to start working to win that race if it keeps spoiling me?" she was trying to escape, from the trappings of my arms. "Ah I don't want to. let us be like this first." I'm shaking her body to the right and to the left. she suddenly pushed me until I fell down on the couch, and she who put her hands on the right and left sides of my head, with one leg bent on the couch, almost hit my future. At first I looked into her eyes then checked my future, I made an expression of relief, hufft fortunately still safe I thought. she ducked down and laughed. "Hahahaa... Almost yes babe, will it hurt?" she asked in a plaintive tone. I pulled it to sit on my left thigh. "Stay here, keep me doing my job." I then took my drawing pad which luckily didn't fall when I threw it. Turn it on and start designing something.<
"Wait!"The voice of a woman I used to hear quite often because the woman I like always brought me here every two months, made me stop my move."Mas Williem why here? Don't want to go inside first?" Auntie Em stepped on her feet towards me. In her hand he was holding a garbage can, ah surely Auntie had just returned from the back of the house after throwing away some garbage bags."Where are the kids? Why is Auntie Em throwing garbage alone?" I asked wondered, because usually the kids must always go wherever Auntie Em goes."The kids were sleeping, they were just working today, and after having a big dinner party, they were exhausted and ended up asleep." Auntie Em explained."Wow it must be so exciting." I'm sure the kids must have had a great time earlier.I'm trying to take over the trash can in Auntie Em's hands. "No, your hands will be dirty, mas Williem better come in first, Auntie
I was back in my seat when AuntIe Em served me the dish. Oh yes why me and my girl call Aunt Em, it's because all the kids in this orphanage call Aunt Em, mom, so me and my girl to call Aunt Em, auntie, and of course this is agreed aunt Em."Have a drink, son," said AuntIe Em, allowing me to drink."Thank you Bi Em." I sipped a cup of tea served to me. The scent of jasmine briefly fill my sense of smell before I sip the tea."It has been a long time since you two did not come here, at first the children of the orphanage were very sad because of the loss of the figure of the brothers who invited them to play and learn. But luckily, some weeks you're not here, there are new people who entertain the hearts of the children here by inviting them back to play chases,