Chapter 244 Reid

Reid's POV

After leaving the cell, I couldn't face my mate.

I know Eric was an evil man. I know he's done horrible things to my mate.... But this is just something I've never done before.

I feel more like I'm one of them now. I feel like I'm the monster now. I feel disgusting, my skin feels like it's crawling, like I need to crawl out of it and hide.

I head straight to my office, needing to be alone, and needing a shower. I'm so thankful I had that bathroom put in.

I quickly make my way to my office, shutting the door and locking it. Making sure no one can enter. I barely make it to the bathroom before I drop to my knees and throw up into the toilet.

I continue to throw up, emptying every last bit that was in my stomach.

I slowly stand up, flushing the toilet before I turn toward the sink to wash my hands and face. I turn the water on, then wait for it to get warm.

My eyes find their way to the mirror. I look at myself for a moment before I can't any longer. I rest against the sink as