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Day 46
The rain pours down heavily on us.
The universe is weeping.
Weeping for losing such an innocent cute little angel.
Marisa died yesterday.
Her death crushed Ramon. I have never seen a man weep so hard. It was so bad I started crying too. I couldn't help it.
It's her memorial service today.
I'm sitting right next to Ramon at the front row, my hand in his. He's still and rigid, his face blank of any emotion. You can't even say that this is the man that cried like a baby on my shoulder last night. Right now, he's cold and his mind far far away from planet earth. I squeez
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