Chapter 12 I close my eyes tight as I sit on the edge of the bed. I cover my mouth using my hand and look at Luke before rushing towards the bathroom and throw up to the sink. I sigh and remember my conversation with Pearl. “We don’t have a choice but proceed with your pregnancy. We’ll have to pretend to be each other and do our work. You can tell me what I would do and I’ll guide you to handle the resort too.” “I’m sorry I caused this.” I said and I can’t even look at Pearl but she was cool about it and gave me a smile. She shook her head and hug me, “No. I’m sorry I asked you this. And congratulations. You’re having a baby.” I came back to reality when I notice that the bathroom door open and Luke was peaking at me. I gulp as he step a foot inside and walk towards me… He look at me hesitant before opening his mouth to talk… “A-are you pregnant?” I smile and nodded, I didn’t really know how to say that to him but I’m glad he found out, it’s hard keeping it a secret especially
Chapter 13 I slide my hands to Luke’s hands as we’re having our morning walks. He raise his brows as he looks at me and I just look away and pretend this is nothing. It’s our third day here in his rest house and he always make sure I get my daily walks and sunrise. He’s really sweet and I don’t know what will happen if he’ll be back to work. I kind of feel lonely already but since I have work too I’m getting by with his business. I look around and gather all my courage to do this thing without being caught, I’m scared that if Luke will find out about this, he will doubt if I’m am really his wife. “Is this all you need miss?” “Yes, thank you.” Luke is back to work again and I’m alone in his rest house and I have been thinking for days to start painting again so here I am putting the things I bought to the garden… cabin, since no one will come here, and of course I ask the maids to clean it up. “This feel so good.” I smile as I let my imagination and hand do the work. I smile as I
Chapter 14 Part 1They say that when someone you love becomes a memory that memory becomes a treasure. I hate it… simply because I didn’t know you will only become a memory now.I...I feel dizzy. Did I eat something wrong? I was fine this morning but suddenly I’m feeling under the weather. My heart is racing like I’m in a marathon and every step I take becomes shaky and blurry… Is there something wrong with me?“Miss!”I heard muffled voices and steps coming to me. I clench my teeth and try to open my eyes but it feels so heavy and I feel so weak. “Miss! Stay put, we’re here.”Huh? What is happening right now? I wanted to ask but I can’t hear my voice nor open my mouth to speak. I notice something is gushing down to my thighs that made
Chapter 14 Part 2“Ana.”My brow creased as I open my eyes, did I just heard someone said my name? Wait… where am I? It took me a while before looking around in the surroundings and that’s when I realize I’m in the hospital, and the memories of yesterday came running back into me.My heart start beating faster as I try to move my fingers and when I look at it that’s when I felt that someone was holding it. My heart skipped a beat as I saw who it was… It’s Luke holding onto my hand like it’s my precious life… but when he felt that I moved my finger he looks at me with a shocked expression… wait, was he the one to call me by my name? That can’t be happening right? Maybe I was just hallucinating… yeah, maybe I am because if he found out my identity he would have been angry at me and he
Chapter 15“Thank you so much.” I said again and again while still on the floor crying my eyes out.“Love.” Luke called me and even though I can see the tears in his eyes he manage to give me a smile. “Everything will be okay now.” He said and hugged me tight.It took as a while before we stop crying and hugging each other to the side of the NICU before managing to pull ourselves together.We look at the big window in the NICU to see our baby again before leaving the floor. I wanted to stay so bad as I want to be there, I just feel lonely leaving her again but we need to eat, change and I have to take my medicines, what happen earlier made me eager to heal more so I would be there and be strong for our baby. I know Luke has been putting up so much pressure in him and I feel sorry for him,
Chapter 16Part 1I hate this… I love the color black but I hate wearing it when someone of the family died… it brings back the memory of what happen at my grand parent’s funeral that up until this day I still remember how Luke was there to comfort me but it was also a sad moment after that… because that was the day I doubted of who I really wasI was sitting on the living room when mom and dad arrive, Pearl is in the kitchen getting water and I can’t help but notice that mom looked pissed and she stop when she get closer to me and she throw her handbag at the table that made me jump because of the sound it created. “I-is something wrong?” It’s dumb for me to ask that but I have to. I don’t feel like watching
Chapter 16Part 2 TW: Suicide Luke’s POV“Welcome back, Sir.”I just nodded to the employees when they greeted me. I can’t say it’s good to be back because I really wanted to stay at home and take care of my wife instead of working… but the responsibilities got me and I’ll just think of this as a way to let her have her own space.She needs to be alone as she always requested and even though it hurt to see her in that state, I need to let her mourn… I’m also mourning but what made me heartbroken is seeing my wife being like that.“Sir, you have a visitor.” I just sat in my chair when secretary said to the intercom. “It&rsqu
Chapter 17Part 1Ana’s POV“I love you.” I lost it when Luke said that. I just felt like he’s saying goodbye. I shook my head and cry my eyes out as he chuckle while bandaging his palm that got slash by the knife earlier.“I’m so sorry.” I said again and again while I watch him.“Don’t worry to much. It was just a small cut, it didn’t go deep, but Love.” he looks at me seriously. “don’t do something like that again, or else I’m going to lose it. We already lost our daughter, I can’t lose you two. We only have each other remember? And you’re going to leave me too? We promise to be together in sickness and in health and all the problems and the stru