DAWN
My heart is throbbing against my chest with each second that ticks by with him confining me with his body, and his eyes on me, not diverting it away for even a second.
“Will you like me to show you?”
He mumbles again, and I wriggle my head which for some odd reasons he thinks its funny because he chuckles.
“Why cupcake? You don't want me between your thighs like the last time? I can still remember the way you pleaded for it…”
My stomach tightens, and I have no idea how I'm feeling right now.
Actually I do, and it's hitting the asshole in front of me, and at the same time I can't stop my body from responding to his words.
“I can still remember the way you held me so tighter to pull me closer to you like I was going to let go, I can remember the way you whimpered beneath me, and the way you had begged for more. For me to go deeper and drive you higher to your climax. I can remember the way
RYDERWith every other second that ticks by, I let out a whiff of my breath knowing that I'll have to go out very soon enough, and just like I've always done, just like it always happens. I will become someone else, someone that I love to be. Someone that one grown used to be.I gape at my knuckles, gazing as the black clasps wraps tightly around it, and I know that very soon, it will be blood spewing out of it.Blood of whoever is ready to face me out there. The blood of whoever is willing to take me on out there. The blood of my opponent, and I'll enjoy every last second of feeling it against my knuckles, having them at my mercy. I will enjoy every damn second if it because that's what I do, and that's who I am.Grabbing my bag off the bench, and dropping it next to my leg, I stare at the mirror before making my way out of the room. Each step that I take increasing my thirst for blood. For a fight that will leave
DAWNI wince slightly as the bright ray from the sun shines against my skin, hitting my eyes, and I let out a sigh before rolling to the other side of the bed. My eyes opening slowly on their own though I wish that they don't have to.I stare at the blank space in front of me as the memories of last night comes crashing down, memories of me walking out of school with my friends, me setting my eyes on Ryder, me leaving school with Ryder, me reading every single damn insult that every one of them seem to have piled up for me, been an emotional bitch in front of Ryder which I wish didn't have to happen before his eyes, Ryder bringing up the request once again, me finally accepting after realizing what he wanted it for, and then here I am, in the bed and in a room that I have no idea whom has been here before.After Ryder left last night which I'm glad happened because I finally had my own peace of mind, and my own privacy though
DAWN."What the hell are you talking about?"My voice comes out far worse, and so small than I actually wanted it to, and that seems to boost some kind of ego that Ryder have cause he smirks up at me."What do you think I'm talking about?"He whispers, his voice going dangerously low before he begins to lean down towards me while I keep moving back, my heart racing so fast that I can't even count the number of beats it beats per second."Stop or I swear I'm going to do something to make you stop."He laughs at that, shaking his head and raising his brows at me. "And what would that thing be? Scream? Oh please baby, scream as much as you want, I'll love to hear you scream. "He winks, his face now only inches away from mine, and my heavy breathing fills the air between us, I'm not sure how he's not able to hear the rapid rise and fall of my fast beating heart."I
DAWN."I'm sorry that had to happen. Are you sure you're alright though?"Ryder asks for the uncount time ever since he arrives back inside the room to meet me sitting alone, almost at the verge of tears he says even though I know that I was nowhere near crying. He only said that for a reason that I don't know."For the last time Ryder, you don't have to keep saying sorry over and over again. I'm fine and what the hell happened to your ego? I think it's bruised or something cause I can't even count the number of times you have said sorry to me this morning alone. "I smirk at him, crossing my arms against my chest as I stare into his eyes, and he cracks, shaking his head at me."Oh shut up kid. I'm only trying to be a gentleman, and trust me that I'm so not good at it, I can feel my body rejecting it. ""That's because you're a fucking asshole and don't call me kid.
DAWN.I can't stop my heart from drumming so fast against my chest, neither can I force my eyes away from him. It's almost like he has me trap, just staring into my eyes, and I'm lost in the brown gray of his.He starts moving closer to me, hairsbreadth by hairsbreadth, and all force in me yells for me to stop what's about to happen. What I know is coming but somehow, I convince myself that it isn't what I'm thinking. He isn't about to do what I'm thinking, even though I know just very well what's to come.The door opens halting his movement, and my stare as I push him away from me immediately, jumping off the island, and turning back to see one of his bodyguards staring at the both of us, holding a large black box which I presume is mine in his hands.“Sir…”He is quick to regain himself as he bows for Ryder, while nodding his head a little at me for a reason I don't
DAWN.He stares at Ryder with a smile across his lips, seeming so happy to see his son as if it's been so long since they have seen each other.“Zayn.”Ryder says, before stepping forward, and stretching his hand out to shake his dad's. I don't know how the hell that's comfortable with them, but it feels weird that he's shaking hands with his Dad.I guess they get along really well?“I'm glad that you are here, I thought you wouldn't make it. “Zayn says, before he withdraws his hand, and goes in for a hug with Ryder hesitating for a little before giving in, wrapping his arms around his Dad.I'm guessing Ryder isn't the type that likes intimacy.Really? He isn't? Don't you think we should reconsider about that.I feel my inner woman smirking at me, and I roll my eyes. I wasn't even thinking that way.“I promis
DAWN.I gulp in as the maids drags trays of food to the dining while I slowly take a seat beside Ryder, staring across the dining room.It looks so huge, and I'm sure it's bigger than my room back home at my aunt's.Speaking of my Aunt, I hope Bryan and others have already informed her that I'm fine, I can't stop thinking about what Bryan said concerning her landing a complaint at the station if I don't make it back home today. Too bad I won't be able to make it back home today or anytime soon either.I know that she would have tried to call me several times after that call with Bryan which is why I purposely turned off my phone. I just don't know what I'm going to say to her if she calls, and I pick it. What will I say? Where do I say I am? I don't have it in me to lie to her anymore, that's something I have been doing for ages and also, besides they are going to find out about everything soon in the news.
DAWNI glance around, my eyes landing on Ryder who doesn't seem to be the least affected by what his father had just said whereas, I'm getting heater in all kind of wrong places.“Dad, I think that's enough of making the poor girl uncomfortable. They are still very young, and I don't think neither are ready to go down that lane yet so calm down your nerves old man.”I'm glad when Minerva says that, and she gives me a small smile which I mutter thank you to before grabbing my fork and staring at my food.“Well, I guess that would do for now, but I will be asking more of that later ok, for now let's just have lunch.”He smiles at me which I politely return before taking a sip of my water once again when I feel a hand on my thigh once again and judging by the way my body reacts to the touch immediately, along with the fact that Ryder is the only one within reach of my thigh to tou