011 What's the meaning of this

Ava Della Sanchez

I couldn't believe my ears, I felt like I was dreaming…"no...no….this isn't happening" I thought to myself turning towards Nickolaus, "Why should I sleep on the couch when the bed is enough for the two of us?" I ask my heartbeat, doing a thumbs up, that it shouldn't be up to this level. I don't know at which stage I might be forced to lose my sanity and give up on us.

"I don't care your mere presence disgust me and I can't stand you near me anymore," He said with a disgusting face like I'm a piece of shit. For some moment I feel my feet glued to the ground, as the sound of his speech repeats in my head, my heart reverberating so hard. I wanted to cry but suddenly lost my voice, I wanted to walk away but hell no! There is no way I'll keep on going into his demands. If I want this marriage to at least work out then.. I need to be up and doing.

I suddenly got back my courage and ignored him, finding my feet back, I walk to the other side of the bed and sat on it, I was