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13. Failure
Naomi D.I'm in Austria. Wrote some of this last night and the rest this morning. We were still tired from the drive over which took from four in the morning till 6 in the evening, We stopped several times though. it's raining a lot, but starting next week it will improve. The view is beautiful though, I shared some on my stories.
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Alpha Brax. Double Trouble at The Blood Rock Pack 14. Sleepover
Airk’s povSeeing how much Brax enjoyed what I had done made me feel proud. This was the first time I had ever given a blowjob, and I must have been doing something right for Brax to react the way he did.He called me perfect.Despite how much I wanted to take things further, part of me felt relieved that I had an excuse to leave his room. Brax was used to having sex, and I was probably just one of many people who had made him have an orgasm.But he would be my first. Being naked around someone took trust, and while I trusted Brax, I still felt really vulnerable.Maybe because I was lying to Brax about my feelings for him. What if I shouted out that I loved him while we were having sex? That always happens in movies—people finally admitting their feelings while having orgasms.Goddess, I was really clueless about relationships. And now I was going to talk to Argo about his, as if I knew what I was talking about.I knocked on Argo’s door, and he opened it, smelling the air and giving me
Alpha Brax. Double Trouble at The Blood Rock Pack 15. Mine.
Argo’s pov Fucking dick! Airk doesn’t get it. I like Hazel. No, I fucking love her, and Mila is just a friend. Not even a friend, more like a colleague that annoys me. So what if I like the way her ass bounces when she works out or I enjoy seeing the way her tits spill out of her top. After Darian walked me out of the dining room, I expected to be scolded for my behavior, but he didn’t. He just walked with me until we reached our room and sighed. "I get it. I used to know guys like that. Hell, I used to be a guy like that. Someone who pretends to be perfect and has everything together. But most of the time, those are the most insecure guys." I shrugged my shoulders. While I appreciated Darian trying to talk to me, I was still pissed off. "He’s a fucking douche. I got attacked by a fucking rogue, and yet I’m still the one that gets sent away. He shouldn’t even be here." "I’m happy you’re okay, though, and so is Elora." "And are you okay? You know that you can talk to me or Airk. W
Alpha Brax. Double Trouble at The Blood Rock Pack 16. Date
Mila’s pov Training went well; Argo had laid out a plan, and I just had to follow it, so it wasn’t hard to do. I did notice that my group was falling behind in some areas, but as soon as Argo was healed, I would make sure I spent more time on them. At the end of training, I saw him walking around the pack, looking like he didn’t know what he was doing, before sitting down and watching us from a distance. It couldn’t be easy for a person who works out every day for hours at a time to suddenly not be able to do much more than walk around. No. I stopped myself. Why was I feeling pity for him? Of all the encounters we had together over the last few days, most of them were awful. Sometimes he would suddenly open up to me, and I could see why people found him charming, but most of the time he would either insult me or get on my nerves. stupid, pretty boy. His words from the hospital kept repeating in my mind, and I wondered what kinds of things she would do to my body if he had the cha
Alpha Brax. Double Trouble at The Blood Rock Pack 17. Ride
Airk’s povEvery night, I slept in Brax’s room. Either he asked me or I just showed up. Partly because I didn’t want to stay in my room and see Argo. We talk most nights in his or my room, but he needed to apologize to me first.When we were little, whenever we fought, we just pretended nothing had happened. It was just back to business as usual without ever mentioning the fight again.But we were adults now, and I couldn’t let his hurtful words slide. We both needed to apologize, but if I said sorry first, he would just brush over his side of our argument.I did feel guilty seeing Argo so frustrated. He wasn’t able to train, and that was usually his outlet for his anger or hurt."Are you thinking about Argo again?" Brax asked, stretching his arms before wrapping them around me.While we had spent every night together, we hadn’t done much more than kiss and touch each other. I think Brax knew I wasn’t ready, and he made sure that when he did touch me, it was because I asked him to.My
Alpha Brax. Double Trouble at The Blood Rock Pack 18. Falling
Brax's pov Being with Airk felt natural, and sleeping with him kept the nightmares at bay, but I knew it couldn’t last. ‘He could choose us; just tell him everything,’ Hudson said, but deep down we both knew that wasn’t fair to Airk. Airk should be able to meet his mate and have the life he deserves. If he chooses me, he’ll always wonder what it would have been like with his mate. I’d be keeping Airk from his destiny, and there is no way I could do that to him. ‘But you’re falling for him,’ Hudson said. I laughed at my wolf’s words. Falling? No, I had already fallen so hard that it felt like I had fallen from the tallest mountain and landed at the bottom. There was no more falling; I was already in love. According to my rules, I should stop seeing Airk, but when I watched him sleep in my arms this morning, I knew I couldn’t do that. Not yet. I needed more time with him. Deep down, I knew that our time together wouldn’t be long, but I wanted to have as much time with him as I cou
Alpha Brax. Double Trouble at The Blood Rock Pack 19. Out Of My System.
Mila’s povThe date went fine, and at the end, Eli gave me a hug. I think he actually wanted to give me a kiss, but I leaned in to give him a hug instead. I don’t know; the whole thing felt so awkward.Eli is nice, like really nice. He’s an Alpha, he’s handsome, and for some reason I barely feel any chemistry with him. Of course, it’s nice to be wanted, but he’s not the person I wish wanted me.My stupid, stupid, stupid heart, or maybe my vagina—I don’t know, but some part of me desperately wants Argo to want me. And it’s dumb and it will never work, but he keeps showing up in my dreams, and I hated it when he didn’t speak to me all week.He annoys the crap out of me, and he’s such a jerk, but I feel drawn to him in a way that I don’t feel drawn to Eli or anyone else.Ugh.What’s wrong with me? Eli is perfect on paper, but he’s boring.Argo is impossible on paper and in real life, but I like him anyway. Stupid. So Stupid."What the fuck are you staring off into the distance for? Longin
Alpha Brax. Double Trouble at The Blood Rock Pack 20. Deserve
Argo’s pov What the fuck did I do? I didn’t think that was the problem. What the fuck was wrong with me? The whole week I tried to stay away, and the whole week I was miserable. It wasn’t just staying away from Mila that made me fucking annoyed; it was everything. I hadn’t realized how much I depended on working out and talking to my brother. When I was younger, Elora got depressed, and her friend tried to kidnap her. It was a whole fucking thing, but I never really got it. How could someone feel so fucking miserable that they wouldn't leave their bed? My mom told me she had dealt with depression too, but it wasn’t until I left the fucking hospital and could do fuck all that I understood what they meant. Everything I felt I put into training, and what I couldn’t deal with on the mat, I dealt with by talking to Airk. Without training and Airk, I was left with my own fucking thoughts and all the frustration and pain I didn’t want to think was coming up to haunt me. Things got fuckin
Alpha Brax. Double Trouble at The Blood Rock Pack 21. Brother
Airk’s pov Tonight was perfect. Just perfect, and then I came home and everything changed. "Argo is in the hospital," Darian said. "Elora is there now. You should go." "What happened?" Darian sighed, "he’s in a bad place. He could use a brother. A friend. I won’t speak for him, but I think he hurt himself on purpose." Hurt himself on purpose? What could have happened that was bad enough for Argo to hurt himself? He was always the invisible one. The one that climbed the highest, fought the biggest guys, and was fearless. He couldn’t have hurt himself on purpose; they must be mistaken. "You should go," Brax said. "I’ll drive you if you want." Darian shook his head only slightly, but it was enough for me to see. "No, that’s okay. You need to be up early tomorrow." I replied. "I’ll drive him, then I’ll take Elora home. We just wanted someone to be here at the packhouse to tell you." "Mila is here... She could have told us about Argo." Brax said. "Yeah, but she was already sleep
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