~Jada
I couldn’t sleep that night.
My mind was whirling, pouring over every word Kael had said to me. I’m not sure if it was his intentions to make me confused, but if it was, he succeeded. I never knew his family had died...or gone missing. I’m not sure what he had meant. All I know is he has on family left, and is left alone to be an Alpha. Is that why he has Silent’s?
Tomorrow we are revealing our secrets to Niko. Part of me wonders what I should say, considering no one else surely knows about this. Niko will be surprised. I would surely make it to the next round…
~JadaI’m not looking forward to today.Last night, I was left staring at the ceiling until some ridiculous hour of the night. I couldn’t get Kael out of my head. This morning I woke cursing myself. I know I’m not allowed to be thinking about him like I am. I’m here to become a Silent, where my job will be to protect and serve him. Nothing more.But is that why I dreamt about him last night? It may have only been fleeting, but it was all him. Those dark, sultry eyes...tall stature...soft, rousing voice.I need help.
~JadaI freeze. They freeze.I’m not sure what is worse. Being caught rifling through someone's stuff, or being the one to catch a stranger doing so. Especially when by the looks of them, they are a Silent. And a Silent I’ve seen before too. Those eyes are tied to a night not too long ago, that I would like to forget.It’s the Silent that interrogated me that night. Who made me admit what I’ve been keeping to myself. It was part of his job, however, I swear I unmistakably saw him feel some kind of pity for me. I saw it in his eyes.B
~JadaMy first thought is I have to tell someone.My second thought is questioning what I’m meant to do. It feels improper to be watching his scandalous act take place, but I’m so stunned on what to do. All I know is this shouldn’t be happening. It is forbidden to have a relationship with a Silent or Trainer. And yet here I am, witnessing Baylee making out with Niko.I have to interrupt. It might not be the best thing to do, but what if this is a mock situation? What if I’m meant to intervene and stop Baylee from getting eliminated? Is this my chance to protect her?
~JadaI have no idea who Sinful is.By the way he looks at me, he clearly assumes I should. But just because I don’t know he is from first glance, doesn’t mean I’m not terrified the moment my gaze lands upon him. It doesn’t mean I don’t see something in those strange, lavender coloured eyes that could frighten even the bravest souls.It’s because he’s immortal. I can tell. No one looks like that, asserts that aura and confidence without being of high power. But what an immortal is doing on mortal soul, I’m not sure.I watch Sinful ca
~JadaWaking up the morning of the new week left me queasy.There is no way today can go well. Already, someone else I didn’t know so well has been eliminated from the competition last week. I had convinced myself it would be me, considering what I had revealed last week between Baylee and Niko. When I wasn’t sent home, I was left up late at night wondering why it wasn’t me.Baylee has been ignoring me. In fact, she’s been ignoring everyone, going cold and distant to even her closest friends. But none of them had glares sent their way when passing her in the hall…
~JadaMy plan was set for tonight.I’m assuming it won’t be difficult to get in, if it’s anything like my sects residence. By the first hour of morning, everyone is in the room should be asleep, which leaves the perfect time to put my plan into fruition. Luckily, I was able to sneak the kids - whose name I learned was Jake - room number thanks to a very impressionable girl hanging around the library.Tonight, I’m not exactly sure what I’m going to find out, but hopefully it will keep me in this competition. He seems to always be hiding something, and I’m hoping it’s dark and intriguing.
~JadaI shouldn’t agree to this.Jake is a strange kid, and I know that. Like me, he has discovered he wants more from this competition than to win it. He wants to know about the Alpha he could potentially be serving, like me. However, I’ve never gone about sneaking into his estate. I’ve been very obvious about what I’ve been doing.Problem is, I promised Kael I wouldn’t no longer pursue anything but this competition. He hasn’t written back, and I cannot be sure he even got it and read it, but I can’t possibly go back on it…“Listen,
~JadaThe moment he opens the door I regret everything.What am I thinking? Alpha Kael trains Silent’s, and here I am, trying to distract him with cupcakes while Jake sneaks in. There is no way this is going to work. Not when he in no way wants to see me, and I’ve snuck out. No matter how I rationalised this in my mind, seeing him makes this all seem incredibly foolish.He appears at the door himself, not having anyone else to do his bidding. Either he doesn’t have staff here during the night, or at all. He seems to prefer solitude, and with all his secrets, it makes sense.