110 - Unexpected Encounter

The tears did not want to stop falling down my cheeks, it hurt so much. I can't even describe how much my heart hurts right now, if this heart wasn't God's creation, it would probably be out of shape by now.

Every tear drop that falls and makes a small river flow on this cheek seems to come directly from the spring so that he never wants to stop even though many, even very many tears have been shed.

'I knew all this was going to happen, but I couldn't believe it would happen so soon ... Hilbert, you—'

I clamped my mouth tightly shut, it felt like I couldn't continue what I wanted to say, all the heartache and disappointment combined in my chest and made something that felt so great tear my heart.

What a pain.

Even though I had long expected and predicted all of this to happen, still my heart felt so painful after the day came when I heard for myself the promise of lifelong love that Hilbert said to the other Alpha woman.

It was the same promise that he had made to me, but it turned