Gianna
The thought of being with someone always scared me. But with Jarek, it feels like I am meant to be with him.
All my doubts and fears seem stupid because accepting my feelings brought a feeling of liberation. The suffocation I felt trying to fight off these feelings is gone, replaced with the peace that acceptance has brought.
"Good Morning, Charlie." I run my hand through Charlie's fur as he snuggles beside me, making small noises.
Smiling, I spoon him and sigh, feeling content with life. Well, at least for now. Charlie is a savannah cat. I found him when he was abandoned on the side of the road. He was such a tiny baby, and there was no way I could have left him there. Since then, he has been my baby and my best friend.
"My handsome boy." I kiss him and scratch his ears as he begins to purr loudly.
After our morning cuddles, I get up to freshen up while Charlie decides that he is not in a mood to honor this wor
JarekSitting on the bed, I look at Gianna talking to Charlie while brushing his fur. She is talking to him as if he is her baby. Even he seems so innocent that no one could believe that he was the same cat who was ready to attack someone who tried to touch Gianna's things.It is really funny how Charlie is aggressive with others, but with her, he seems like he is an entirely different cat altogether.My wolf can sense he is protective of her, and his aggression is related to his protective nature. Even I have noticed he is wary of people around her like he is assessing them if they are a threat or not."I am going to take a shower, and then we will go on a walk." She kisses his head as he rubs his cheek against her while purring loudly, "Be a good boy.""I am going to take Charlie for his walk before coming with you because he needs to burn his energy. Otherwise, this little beast will bring down the entire clubhouse before
GiannaMy eyes turned saucer when Jarek shifted into a wolf just within the blink of an eye. I don't know what is more surprising, to see a man turning into a wolf, or to find out that this is the same wolf that visited me that night.But even before I can ponder over it, I grip Charlie tightly in my arms when I watch Jarek charging towards the man who was holding me.And then everything happens so fast that I don't even have time to blink when Jarek tears that man limb from limb, and within seconds all that is left of that man is nothing but shreds of flesh and bones.Instinctually, I take a tentative step back to get away from the mess of slaughter that is before me. When a twig breaks beneath my foot, this gets Jarek's attention as his head turns in my direction, causing me to halt in my steps.Spitting a chunk of flesh, he looks at me while low growls vibrate from him with each intake of breath. Slowly, he begins walking
JarekEvery bone of my body protests when I walk back to the clubhouse. After being in my wolf form for two weeks, shifting back into my human form was painful. Every time we shift back, it is painful as our bones rearrange themselves. However, it is not an unbearable kind of pain that we go through during our first few shifts, yet it hurts as if we have been beaten up really badly.Calming my wolf was extremely difficult, and I traveled far away from here, so I didn't accidentally hurt anyone. After being in the wild for a while, my wolf managed to be calmed enough to let me get some control but still, he refused to shift back.My memories are hazy. The last thing which I clearly remember is tearing off that bastard's shoulder, and everything after that is foggy as whenever my wolf completely takes over, he blocks me.Charlie greets me as soon as I step into the back area of the clubhouse. He curls his tail around my legs while meo
Gianna True happiness is the one you feel within your heart... the kind of happiness that is not bound to any reason. You feel simply happy, that's it. This is what I am feeling. I have never experienced this kind of happiness in my entire life, and it is scary. Sometimes everything seems like a dream, and I am scared that I will wake up and find everything is gone. "What is going on in your mind?" Jarek wraps his arms around me from behind and snaps me out of my thoughts. "Nothing, I am just feeling happy." Shrugging, I place my hands over his arms and run my finger over his tattooed forearm. From how much I can see, his right arm's skin is covered in some sort of a tribal tattoo. I don't know much about tattoos, but for the moment, I have seen his tattoo. I loved it. "Gianna, can I ask you something?" The seriousness behind his words causes me to turn to look at him. "Don't ever hide thi
JarekLeaning down, I check my reflection in the side mirror of my bike. Untying my bun, I comb my fingers through my hair. Then after staring at myself for a moment, I decided to retie my hair into a bun.Normally, I am not very conscious about how I look, but today it is different. I want to look good; I want to look good for Gianna.That day when we were attacked, I planned to take her out. But since it didn't happen that day, I will take her out with me today.Since she came here, she has never stepped out of the clubhouse, and I want to take this as an opportunity to take her on a... date?Date? What the fuck is going on with me? I am Jarek. I kill and torture. I don't do all these romantic shits.My eyebrows pull together in disgust as I realize how weird all this sounds.Shaking my head, I throw my leg over my bike and kick off the side stand. Maybe a ride on my Dyna is what I need to fe
Gianna I love you are the words that are the last step of anyone's relationship, and it defines the strength of the feelings that two hearts carry for each other. This is what I thought until I met Jarek. But now I realize how hollow these three words are because I don't think I could confine my feelings in these words. What I feel for him is so consuming that I feel like one day it will replace all of my other emotions, filling my heart with just nothing but him. "Jarek, one day, you will completely ruin me." My lips upturn in a small smile, "And what the funny thing is, the only person to blame will be me." Glancing at him, I touch the side of his face. For some reason, I feel grateful to the stars for bringing him into my life. "If you know what power you hold on me, then you will understand if someone is going to be ruined, it is going to be me." He smiles back, brings my hand to his lips, and plants a kiss on my palm. "You are my
Jarek A growl forms in my chest as my wolf comes forward while I feel myself being lost in the feeling of Gianna's soft lips against mine. Gianna stills in my arms when the deep rumble resonates from me as my wolf is on the surface. "Don't be afraid." Pressing my forehead against hers, I whisper, "We can never harm you." Rubbing my hand on her back, I try to calm her while controlling my wolf. "It's him, right?" She places her hand over my chest, which is vibrating with a low growl, "Your wolf." She looks at me with curious eyes. There is a hint of fear hidden behind her curiosity, which she is trying to hide from me. "Is he unhappy?" She frowns as she stares at my chest as if she can see my wolf beneath my skin. "You are driving him insane, beautiful." Running my knuckles across her cheek, I smile as I honestly tell her what she is doing to my wolf. My wolf wanted to claim her as her mate as soon as he saw her. And now, when
Gianna"What?" Raising my eyebrows, I look at Jarek.He is sitting across the table and just staring at me while smiling to himself. Honestly, it is making me conscious.Picking up the fry, I dip it in the sauce and eat it while waiting for Jarek to snap out of whatever zone he is in."You are beautiful. Do you know that?" He speaks so abruptly, causing me to choke on my fry.Damn, what is he? I am not the kind of girl who blushes or feels giddy when I get attention from any man. But whenever he compliments me, I get all these weird happy feelings bubbling inside me, which is so crazy. And I love them."So, you are with me just because I am beautiful, is that so?" Arching my eyebrow, I tease him."Of course, I need a beautiful woman with me to balance out my ugly face." He shrugs and pretends to look serious."Ha.ha.ha." I roll my eyes at him, "You know that you are handsome and what effect you have on wo