Emma's pov
Alex and I arrived back at the packhouse a little after 10 and even though it was late I still didn't want the night to end. Tonight has been incredible, the best night of my life. Alex has been a gentleman and made me feel like a queen the entire time and best of all we finally kissed, it was sweet and passionate and honestly the best kiss of my life, there were no tounges involved just our lips and yet I wouldn't change a thing.
I don't know if he took it slow because of me or if he wanted to himself but either way, I don't care, I loved every second of it and I wouldn't complain if it happened again nor would I complain if it went further. After Jay I didn't think I would want close contact like this with another man so soon but when it comes to Alex I just can't help myself I want it all, I want him.
Jeez, when it comes to this guy I just can't help myself, I just hope he feels the same after our date, that he wants more, that he wants me becau
Emma's pov "Jay?" I fall back on my ass and cover my eyes with my hands, this can't be real he can't be real! I look up but I can still see his face, he leans his head to the left and a slow evil smirk spreads wide across his face, please let this be a dream, please! I squeeze my eyes shut while covering them again with my hands, I pull my knees up to my chest and my body rocks back and forth of its own accord. My heart is pounding so hard it physically hurts, my hands and back are dripping in sweat while all the air is leaving my lungs leaving me struggling to breathe, struggling to think. "Hey fatty!" my head shoots up but he's still there. "This isn't real, your dead!" He straightens his head as he takes a step closer to me before getting down on his haunches so we are eye to eye. "do I look dead piggy?" he winks at me and I want to throw up all over again. I go to scream but he has already sensed it and his hand quickly comes up and covers m
Emma's pov The moment I realise Jay has gone and Alex is on his knees in front of me I throw myself at him wrapping my arms around his body and almost pushing him over but right now I don't care because the moment I'm in his arms I feel safe and protected. "Alex, is that really you? please tell me your real?" please don't let this be in my head. "it's me, sweetheart, I'm real, I'm here and your ok!" oh thank moon goddess. I hear my dads voice but I can't make sense of what he's saying, I'm only focused on Alex and his arms that are wrapped around me. Too soon he tries to peel my arms away from him but I'm not ready to let him go yet so instead I tighten my hold on him "Please don't leave me!" Alex looks at me but doesn't say a word and I'm scared that he's going to pull away from me at any moment but he doesn't, instead he scoops me up in his arms and carries me to the lounge before setting me down in front of one of the love seats.
Future Alpha Logan's pov "what the fuck is going on in this place lev?" "I'll be fucked if I know brother!" he looks just as confused as me with this whole situation and it's annoying the fuck out of me, I just need someone to be able to explain all of this to me. "How the fuck did someone get onto the Alpha floor and into Emma's room without being noticed and how the fuck can Emily just disappear from your room in the middle of the night?" "I don't know but I think we should speak to the guards on the main doors, anyone that comes in the house or up the main stairs needs to pass them." it's the best option we have right now so we both quickly head downstairs not wasting another second. The thought of Emily missing stirs feelings in me that it shouldn't. If I'm being honest over the last few weeks I've been experiencing weird moments around Emily and I don't know why, at first I thought that maybe she was my mate or eve
Emma's pov We make it to Alex's room within a few minutes and the moment he shuts and locks his door I feel more relaxed. I already feel more relaxed by just being with Alex but being in his room with him makes me feel safe and protected, whenever I step foot in my room I feel anxious and scared, have done since the day that Jay attacked me. I'm mentally and physically exhausted so I go over to the couch and lay down hoping I can get a few hours of dreamless sleep, just one good night's sleep is all I want. "what are you doing sweetheart?" Alex looks genuinely confused as he talks to me. "going to sleep, it's ok if I sleep on here isn't it?" "no, no sweetheart you're not sleeping on there, you're taking the bed and I'm sleeping on there and don't bother arguing with me because it won't work!" His tone and the look on his face is more than enough to convince me that I'm not going to win this and honestly I don't have the energy to argue so instea
Alex's pov I wake up fucking boiling hot but surrounded by the most incredible scent and it doesn't take me long to realise the reason why, Emma is sleeping on top of me, her legs to either side of my body with her head tucked under my chin and its the best fucking feeling in the world. She slept on me like this in the hospital after the attack and it felt incredible then but it feels even better now. Maybe it's because of how much we have progressed since then or maybe its because I don't try to deny how I feel about her anymore, I love her and I love her sleeping on me like this and if I had my way its where she would sleep every night, its where she belongs as far as I'm concerned. She stirs in her sleep and her hand finds its way to my hair and she starts to play with my hair in her sleep. Somehow I find myself gently rubbing circles on her back and she hums out in her sleep and fuck I can't help but find it cute and I'd be lying if I said I didn't fi
Alex’s pov I stir from my sleep and I'm instantly beaming when I realise that Emma is still laying on top of me and she's playing with my hair in her sleep again. She has slept on top of me all night and I fucking love it, the only problem is that my cock seems to be following the same pattern that Emma has, she has been sleeping on me all night and my cock has been hard all night, fuck my life! Thankfully Emma hasn't moved down at all and won't feel anything when she wakes up, I try a few mental tricks to rein in my arousal but nothing is working and I know it won't, not while Emma is still laying on me but there's no chance in hell of me moving her so instead I just pray that she doesn't notice anything when she wakes up and that my hard-on will fuck off and sooner rather than later. I feel Emma start to stir and I keep still while she wakes up because I don't know how she will react to being on top of me. "Good morning beautiful." She slowly lifts her head
Emma's pov Waking up to Alex's handsome face was without a doubt one of the best moments of my life. Unfortunately for me the moment quickly turned to one of embarrassment and shame. Why the fuck did I climb on top of him in my sleep? The minute I realised what I had done I could hear Jay's voice in my head, the memories flooded my mind so quickly that I felt sick and I needed to get off Alex before he thought the same, I couldn't handle that. Of course, this is Alex and he wouldn't allow me to wallow in my self-hatred and for that I am grateful, I hate how quickly I can allow my emotions to overtake me, how quick I allow Jay to still control me even when he's dead. The craziest thing is how well Alex knows me already, how he knows what I want or need without me saying a word, how he always knows all the right things to say or even that he knows when I need pushing to do something or to talk about something, hell most of the time he knows what I need even bef
Alex's pov After a long chat and a lot of heartfelt words from myself, I think Emma may finally be starting to think differently about herself, well I hope so anyway. Why can't this girl see how completely and utterly crazy I am about her and how much Nate wants her wolf too. I've told her I love her before but I think her confidence has been so beaten down by Jay that it just doesn't allow her to believe me and it tears my insides up to know how little she thinks of herself. After there are no more words left to say I cup her cheek with one hand and start gently rubbing her back again with my other hand before pulling her into me, it doesn't seem to matter how many times we kiss I still get struck by fireworks every time our lips meet. I flick my tongue across her lip for her to open up but she doesn't so I do the same thing again but again she doesn't let me in, I open my eyes to look at her only to find her smirking the little minx is playing with me, well t