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Chapter 44
It's my fault, it's my fault.
It should have been me and not him.
The thoughts repeatedly play in my head as tears stream down my face. Tonight has been the worst night of my life and I wish, more then ever for someone to tell me that this is all a bad dream. That I'll wake up and he'll be fine.
All he wanted to do was to protect me but I couldn't do the same for him. I couldn't protect him. I couldn't protect my best friend.
He called out for me. Oh my gosh he called out for me and I should have answered, maybe then he would have stopped. This is all my fault.
"Hazel!" I jump off my chair when I see Sam and Avery coming my way.
I rush towards them, literally throwing myself to him and wrapping my arms around him.
" Hazel, hey hey are you okay?" I shake my head, burying my face in his shoulder.
I can't stop my bo
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He mentioned Roman and I was already agreeing.He took me to the coffee shop close by, which was a walk away and the only place I felt comfortable talking at. Thankfully he had an umbrella ready, so we didn't get wet. The coffee shop smelt like coffee, obviously, but the earthy colour theme with the dark floor, brown and creame white walls and a hint of orange here and there. The place screamed cozy and comfy, just what I liked.He chose the booth at the back with a window seat, sitting opposite me. A waitress came by and we both seemed to order our own different hot beverages and nothing more. I took a good look at him and one thing came to mind. He looks just like Roman." You wanted to talk about Roman." I speak up, not wanting to drown in the silence." Yes, Roman hates me." I blink at him, surprised by what he just said. " You don't have to say anything to that, we both know that it's true.
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