Renia's POV
"Will you stop doing that?" Raphael asked or rather demanded. I really can't say which one it was but I think he was demanding. I paid him no heed though.
The doctor's word keeps ringing in my head and it gets me mad each time it replays. I mean...Twins? Frigging twins? I don't even know how to handle one kid and I find out that they are two of them.
"Okay...that is it! What the hell is your problem?" Raphael yelled.
"You. You are my problem, Raphael. I mean it was just once, that one time and you managed to put not even one but two kids in me. I mean how the fuck am I supposed to handle two kids?"
"How is any of this my fault?" He asked.
"It is your goddamn fault, Raph," I yelled.
Renia's POV.I let out a yawn and shut my laptop. I stretched a bit and I couldn't help myself, I dropped my hand on my stomach and rubbed it soothingly. I didn't think I would accept the fact that I am pregnant so easily but I have accepted and I can't imagine myself not pregnant.I don't know if that makes any sense.I have been working nonstop since morning. My mind has been going a thousand miles per minute and my imagination was running wild so I just took advantage of it and penned all my ideas down and I sent them to Damien once I was done. I couldn't take the risk of not penning my ideas down because the moment I procrastinate I will surely end up forgetting about the ideas I had in the first place.I walked towards the refrigerator. I don't think
Raphael's POV.It was just nine pm and I couldn't believe that I was already at home. Ever since I got married to Ren, I have never gotten home this early. I always come back around twelve o clock at the midnight and most of the time Renia would be fast asleep and if she wasn't then she would be lying awake on the bed and try to talk to me again but her attempts of getting me to talk to her always failed. I prefer spending my time with Susan than with her, that beautiful face of hers makes me mad... she looks so much like her fucking mother that it was almost disgusting. Seeing her face just reminds me of what her mother did to my father. It was that same hazel eyes and red hair that led to his downfall and death. If she hadn't led him on... she should have just let him go, she should have told him that she was engaged to marry and asked him to stop pining over her but I guess she loved the attention more. She must have been in love with the fact t
R E N I A'S POVI turned over in bed and let out a groan. My hair was all over the place and I am pretty sure I tied it up before going to bed. I sat up from the bed and smoothened my hair a little bit while finger combing it too. I didn't get a good rest last night, I kept tossing and turning. I just couldn't find the right way to sleep or maybe, just maybe I couldn't stop thinking about last night. I was having a really good day before Raphael got back home. He just showed up and ruined everything. He denied being with another woman yesterday when I could smell her perfume on him and trust me I know that smell, it is the same smell that is always on his anytime he comes home. I wasn't surprised when I perceived the perfume again and I wasn't the least bit surprised when he denied being with someone else.But I was very much pissed when I found out he remembered. He remembered every single th
Raphael's POVWhen I woke up this morning and decided to make breakfast for my wife as a Peace offering I didn't think it would flop so much. My stupid self should have known omelet was going to make her nauseous. I remember reading it in a book somewhere that some food sets pregnant women off and I do remember seeing omelet on one of the articles I read but it slipped my mind.I held her hair when she was throwing up and tried to calm her down. I expected the throwing up phase but then the way she threw up worried me. It felt like she was going to puke the baby out too and I got even more worried when she wobbled on her feet and refused to eat anything and went back to sleep like she did not just finish puking her guts out.So yeah, I called her sister. I couldn't call my mum because I haven't broken the news to her yet and I plan on changing that very soon. Lucy stayed w
Renia's POV."Really Raphael? You brought her to dinner" I exclaimed and he just shrugged like it was nothing. Let me catch you up on what was going on. It is dinner night, you know the dinner that Raphael planned. The one in which he invited my family and his mother. Yes, that dinner, and guess who else is here. BINGO! Susan, that is who. Raphael's mistress or lover or whatever the fuck it is she is to him. "You did ask me to invite her." He said."Do you not know what sarcasm is, Raphael?" I asked him. "Is that a thing? Enlighten me please, Genius." He mocked but I ignored it anyway. "You have to tell her to leave," I demanded."Why?" He asked. "This is a family dinner, my parents are going to be here and your mother will be here too," I said"And so?" He asked. "Don't you get it, Raph? You can't bring your mistress to a family dinner.""Why not? After all, she is family too." He said and that was when I realized what he
Renia's pov."Since when?" Lucy asked.We have been in the bathroom for over twenty minutes now. I, trying to stop myself from crying and Lucy was trying to stop herself from actually killing someone. "It has been a while." "Is that why you left for Paris?" "Yeah, one of the reasons," I answered. "I am going to kill him." She declared. She was not trying to hold her anger anymore. Truth is Lucy has a bit of an anger issue. She doesn't get mad often but when she does it is impossible to reason with her. I remember my first day in high school and a senior tried to bully me...it is safe to say one of them went home with a broken nose and the other was suspended. "You are not going to do anything to him, Lucy," I said as calmly as possible. "Are you kidding me, Ren? He is cheating on you with that fucking bitch and he had the gall to bring her to a family dinner and you are telling me not to do anyth
Renia's POVThe weekend passed by in a blur. After the very interesting and enlightening dinner, I avoided Rapheal like the plague and it was entirely too easy so I figured he was avoiding me too. My mum and Lucy have been texting me constantly and I tried to reply to them as soon as I get the text. There was that one time I replied to my mum's text thirty minutes late. Let's just say it wasn't pretty. She was already on the edge and was on the verge of driving over to make sure I was okay. So yeah, ignoring them was not an option. It was already Monday, the day of my appointment with the doctor. I was nervous as hell. I read up about pregnancy on google and well I was getting worried already. I was underweight...like really underweight, especially for someone carrying twins. I also checked my blood pressure with my Apple Watch and it was a tad bit higher than normal. I don't know how accurate the readings were but I am about to find out at the hospital today.
Renia's POV.I don't remember leaving the hospital after what the doctor said. I don't remember what happened after what she said. I couldn't help but think about how much of a shitty mother I am. My kids were still inside of me and yet I can't even take care of them properly. Underweight, premature birth. It seems the only thing I can do right in my life is getting good grades and excel in my jobs but when it comes to the matter of family then I just fail at it. I managed to get myself married to the one man on earth that hates my guts more than anything and now, now my body can't even carry my babies properly. "You need to snap out of it." The sound of Raphael's voice brought me out of my thoughts. I took in our surroundings and saw that we were already back home and Raphael was out of the car already. He had the door to the passenger seat opened and was standing right outside staring down at me."Sorry?" I asked. "I said you need to snap out of it." He said. I rolled my eyes at