DIMITRI My frustration has mounted to the roof four days later. Lynexia is still a shell of herself and it's driving me crazy. The light in her eyes has snuffed out. Worse, I don't know what to do about it. For the past four days, all she has done is take breakfast. She doesn't laugh at my jokes, she doesn't reply to obvious annoying remarks that I intentionally say to piss her off, and she doesn't smile. She just stares at the space and zone out. It's killing me. Anytime I tell her that it isn't her fault, she just snorted at me in disbelief. Letting Lynexia stay at the shadow pack is to win her back not to make her into something else that she isn't. So today, I plan on taking her out even if I have to drag her out of bed or worse, throw her over my shoulder. She can hate me all she wants but my heart can't see her like this for another moment. As I walk out of my room, the first thing I do is check on Lynexia. She is still sleeping so I don't wake her up yet. I mak
LYNEXIA Dimitri keeps me on the edge through the drive to our surprise destination. No matter how much I probe him about it, he doesn't give in. Instead, he teases me even more. I don't understand why he does this but I like that he keeps me guessing. It has become this fun little game between us. My anticipation has overflown by the time we get to our surprise destination. My mouth gapes open the moment I set my eyes on his surprise destination. Even all my guesses don't hold a candlelight against this ethereal and beautiful garden. It is a place we used to visit as a kid with Gavin and the twins, Dephyr, and Julianne. This garden holds a lot of good memories that flood me like a tsunami. My lips curve as they play like a slideshow in my mind. "You don't like it?" Dimitri asks huskily from behind me. I am halted midway through so I guess he thought I am not pleased with it. "I do love this garden." I coo, glancing behind at Dimitri. "I can't believe it still exists."
DIMITRI The moment Julianne appears between the trees, emerging from the darkness without Lynexia by her side, worry clogs my throat. They have been gone for far too long but Gavin and I didn't go look for them because we were busy setting up the tents for the night while giving the girls a much-needed space to catch up. I leave the barbeque grill and march towards Julianne. "Where is she?" I ask, glancing past her before meeting her gaze. "Why isn't she with you?" Confusion crosses Julianne's face as she looks around. "Isn't she here yet?" She asks then continues. "I told her to head back. She should be here before me." But she isn't which can only mean one thing. She has lost her way. "You left her all alone in the woods?" Gavin says with an incredulous voice behind me. "You know how bad she is with direction." Gavin's voice dips a dangerous notch. Julianne stammers. "I...I... didn't...I thought she would be..." I don't wait for her to finish. I push past he
DIMITRI "It's fine. I am here now." These are the words I whisper to Lynexia's ear as she shivers uncontrollably in my arms, her fragile body, flushed against mine, her delicate hands barely wrapped around me as if afraid that I might disappear. Her breath has steadied and the tangible fear I smelt on her from earlier has diminished slightly. If today proves anything, it is that I will do anything humanly possible for this woman in my embrace. The love of my life. My Luna. My queen. I will burn the world to the ground just to protect her. I will destroy anything and everything that hinders her path. Today, she wakes up a beast inside of me and he doesn't have a limit he won't go for her. We are on the wet ground, the blood on my hands smeared her shoulder where I gently pat her. After a long stretched moment with me humming into Lynexia's ear while she curls in my arms, she finally raises her from my body enough to meet my gaze. She splays over my shoulder for support. T
LYNEXIA The moment Dimitri steps out of the bathroom, the silence tightens around me like a vise. The men' voices rushes into ny head, haunting me. The memories of what happened threatens to drown me over. Their hands groping me, their slimy eyes roaming around my body, and their cackles when I scream for help. I can't seem to get it—them out get away no matter what I do. I cover my ears but I still hear them throbbing deep inside of me. I shut my eyes but I still see their glassy eyes at the back of my eyelids. I feel their touches no matter how hard scrub my skin to the point of leaving welts. Tears clouds my vision, trickling down my cheeks. I'm in a great state of despair. I don't know these men from anywhere yet they do such inhumane things to me. They would have gone further if it wasn't for Dimitri that saved me. Not that it makes anything better but I'm thankfully he showed up in time. I don't think I would be able to live with myself if they had sex with me force
LYNEXIA As Julianne opens the door, her eyes meet mine, and I see the guilt from the other day etched clearly on her face. Her eyes are swollen as if she's been crying. I manage a small smile. "Hey." "Hey." Her voice sounds hoarse probably from all the crying. Her lips tremble as she curves them into a smile. "Can I come in?" I gesture inside. This is awkward. I never need permission to enter Julianne's house because I grew up here but after what happened between us that day, things are meant to be uncomfortable. As I walk into the house, Julianne follows me closely from behind. I take a deep breath and turn to face her. We lock eyes for a moment before she speaks. "I was actually making a meal for you." She says with a light voice, trying to diffuse the tension between us. "I was going to bring it to you as an apology gift. Didn't expect to see you here." She attempts a weak laughter at the end. "I assume it's a feast." My voice edges along the line of sarcasm. "
LYNEXIA My heart races as Dimitri's black SUV grinds to a halt in front of Julianne's house. The engine's sound fades replaced by deafening silence. Dimitri emerges from the car, his face tensed with worry and his muscles taut beneath his shirt. He is followed by a man swathed in protective gear from head to toe. Not an inch of his skin is visible to my eyes. Dimitri's light blue jeans and grey shirt are stained with black ink that matches the smudges on his face and hands. As I race towards him to meet him in the middle, he raises a hand and warns. "Don't come close, I may be infected." "That makes the two of us," I say, throwing my arms around his shoulder. His fabric cools against my cheek a stark contrast to his familiar warmth surrounding me. His breath caresses the scalp of my head. When we pull apart he asks. "Are you okay?" I nod. Concern lines his features, but he doesn’t pry further into my well-being. "Where is she?" I understand without context who
LYNEXIA Just like Dimitri said yesterday, we left for the Moonstone pack early this morning. The whole drive is tense and neither of us exchanged more than two words throughout. Dimitri seems to be lost in thought as he drives us to Moonstone pack and I don't try to interrupt his thought process. There are some things that he would like to get through with alone and this is one of them. Besides, trying to make him feel better will seem like an almost fruitless effort with everything that is going on. Saying that everything will be fine is a big lie because, at this juncture, I don't think I'm sure of how this dire situation will turn out. Not to talk of him being an Alpha and having to watch things go down the hill. It fills even me with guilt and I'm not the Alpha so I wonder how Dimitri will feel about this. But I show him that he isn't alone in this by intertwining my fingers with his. The way he squeezes onto it as his life depends on it is a good indicator that I did