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Chapter 06
"I thought you won't come." I said when I heard footsteps approaching me. I was sitting at our usual spot.
"And what made you think that?" He questioned me as I felt him take a seat beside me. Knowing that he was my teacher only made me like him more because he was risking it all for me.
"Nothing, it was just a thought." I shrugged, not knowing what to answer because that’s what I felt. There was no reason behind it.
"I tried so hard but I couldn't keep myself away from you for more than a week." He sighed making me smirk because he did try to avoid me but failed.
"Is that so Mr. Brown?" I wiggled my eyebrows, nudging him in the stomach with my elbow. I heard him chuckle.
"You do know that you are adorable, right?" He cooed making my cheeks hot. I bit my lip, turning away my head.
"So now we are on speaking terms?" I tried to change the topic but he wasn’t letting it go.
"You look more adorable when you blush." He spoke making
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