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Chapter 34
"Whoa! Man, Mr Brown is wild!" those were first words of Mateo when he met me in the cafeteria.
"What?" I frowned.
"Those hickeys I'm talking about." he said sitting beside me. I blushed but covered it with a frown.
"Mateo, can you please try and keep your nose out of my business." I spoke sweetly though I wanted to just strangle him to death for making me embarrassed. I had no idea there were hickeys over my skin until Keith decided to lend that information to me.
My day was going bad. First, we forgot to take my clothes to Ryan's penthouse so we had to drive back to his mansion which ended up us being late. Then in sociology I was paired with Haley for our project and I just wanted to cut Mr. Bright's balls but I decided against it, then I had a little argument with Keith in the bathroom because he had seen my hickeys, just because I'm a forgetful person, I forgot to cover them and Ryan didn't even remind me to, which I was going to talk about to hi
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