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XIV. Funeral March
“Helena you don't have to do this. This is your shop and it may ruin you.” I huffed, worry evidence in my voice.
“Shush, don't worry about me or the shop. I'll be alright besides, this is your wedding you got to decide what you want well, in this case, what Arya wants.” Helena said with conviction while looking sheepishly in Arya's direction.
I huffed glaring at them. “This is childish,” I argued, running my hand through my hair.
Pinching her nose, Arya slanted her eyes in an annoyed glare. “It's not, it's taking back what's yours.”
I sighed, shoulder slumped in defeat. I'm tempted to go with their plan. But the question is, would it makes me happy? Will it take all the hurt Brad had inflicted on me? Will my insecurities go away?
“Will it take the pain away?” I asked no one but it makes Helena and Arya mum.
It's a rhetorical question but deep inside I'm also wondering if it could help me sleep knowing I made them feel a fraction of what I ha
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