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Chapter 16 - Learn to let go of control
“You’re okay?” Ryo asks glancing at me from the driver’s. She looks so content holding that steering wheel. I can tell she loves doing these random trips. She looks so happy right now, I wish I felt the same way. I smile at her but I can feel my face fighting me. I don’t like this at all. I don’t like not having control.
“Yeah. I’m okay.” I say stopping my body from moving uncomfortably in my seat. I’m lying with my mouth but my body is telling the truth. We’ve been on the road for about an hour now and I haven’t been able to calm down. I keep stopping myself from checking the GPS. I have this constant feeling of wanting to know. I want to know everything.
I want to know where in the hell we’re headed. The fact that I’m not driving is not helping at all. Ryo is a great driver and I feel safe. I’m just not used to being the one in control. I hate that
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