Pieces began to fit together. That was how he’d known my name. He’d
probably come that night to check out his would-be staff. But that didn’texplain his possessive staring. Maybe he was the type to think of women asobjects. Maybe he took the definition of owner to a whole other level. Thethought made my skin pebble in goose bumps.And underneath that, panic crept into my gut.I could not be this twisted up over my boss, the head honcho, the guywho would determine my fate at the club. Freaking out over him would endin serious consequences.I placed a hand loosely over my belly, encouraging a deepdiaphragmatic breath to calm my growing anxiety.Hudson tilted his head and studied me. “I’ve heard many things aboutyou. And witnessed your work.” He paused, moving his gaze up and downmy body once more, scorching my skin as he did. “But none of what I heardor saw prepared me to find you wearing this ensemble.”The color drained from my face. I wasn’t sure where he was going withhis statement, but from his tone, I felt chided. “Excuse me?”“I would think a graduate of Stern looking for a career in managementwould be more appropriately dressed.”As quickly as I paled before, now I flushed, equal parts embarrassedand enraged. Sure my top was revealing, but he hadn’t seemed to mindwhen he ogled me only a moment before.Or maybe his ogling had merely been wishful thinking.Shit. I’d imagined it all, hadn’t I? That whole knowing he desired me—god, how had I so completely misread him?Even in my error, I couldn’t take his criticism without responding.Whether Hudson owned other nightclubs or not, I had no clue, but he wascertainly wrong about what acceptable attire was. Eye candy was expectedat a club. Hot girls drove in customers. “What I’m wearing is quiteappropriate for a club staff.”“Not for someone working toward manager.”“Yes, even managers. Sex sells, Mr. Pierce.”“Not at an elite club. Not at the kind of club I intend to run.” Hisauthoritative tone resonated through my head, but then he lowered hisvolume and the words resonated through my bones. “You must know thatwomen have a difficult time in the business world. You need to work to betaken seriously, Alayna. Dress sexy, not like a floozy.”I clenched my jaw shut. Normally I’m the type to argue well past thepoint of winning or losing—I’d had several heated debates in more than oneof my graduate classes—but now I found myself flustered and at a loss forwords. Hudson was right. I had ideas for the club—ideas that requiredpeople to trust my business savvy. I’d learned at Stern what it took toimpress people and, to my credit, I’d hesitated when I’d purchased thecorset, wondering if the open middle that revealed my midriff from theinsides of my breasts to my belly button was too revealing. His wordsvalidated that fear.Worse, I realized that what I’d thought was desire was something somuch different. He wasn’t claiming me, he was judging me.My stomach dropped. There went any chance at promotion. How couldI have been so stupid? Dressing for a guy instead of my career? Stupid,stupid, stupid!I looked to David and discovered he was equally petrified at thetransaction. “Um, yeah, Laynie,” he said, attempting to recover. “Is thatnew?”It didn’t matter what David said. The glimmer in his eyes told me heappreciated my outfit. But he was with his new boss. He had to keep itprofessional.And truthfully, I cared more about Hudson’s opinion at the moment thanDavid’s. David was a category one attraction, after all. The kind of guy Ididn’t emotionally invest in. Hudson, on the other hand, was…No, I wouldn’t think about him like that.I ran my tongue across my dry lips. “It is new.” I hoped I didn’t soundas ashamed as I felt. “I apologize. I misjudged.” I also sort of hated HudsonPierce. Even though he was in the right. He was an asshole with wanderingeyes, just like all the other suits I’d ever met.“I’ve got that lace pullover in my locker,” Liesl offered. “It should tameyou.”“Thanks. I’ll take it.”Liesl whispered in my ear as she brushed past me toward the staff breakroom. “Though, if you ask me, you look damn fine!”“Now that that’s taken care of...” Hudson turned his attention to David.“I’ve changed my mind about returning this weekend.” David visiblyrelaxed. But Hudson’s next statement had him stiffening again. “I’ll be backtomorrow. I can’t be here until nine. Could you spare time for me then?”I fiddled with the napkin holders, even though I’d already stocked them,not sure if I was supposed to be part of the conversation or if I should getback to my duties.“Of course,” David said, even though nine was when the club openedand wasn’t really a convenient time to have a meeting.“Good.” Hudson turned to me and I froze mid-napkin shuffle. “Alayna,you’ll be here as well.”Still ruffled from my disastrous mistake, I was uneager to accept theinvitation—the demand, rather. But I’d have to get over my rough start if Iexpected to continue working with him. Not even sure he expected aresponse, I gave one anyway. “Yes, sir.”Hudson narrowed his eyes, so I couldn’t be certain, but they seemed tohave dilated. He scrutinized me as if deciding something—whether to fireme, maybe, or give me another shot. After several painful seconds, hesimply nodded. “Tomorrow.” Then he turned to leave.David and I watched in silence as Hudson walked toward the clubdoors. At least, I watched, too distracted by the hint of tight rear end underthe bottom of his suit jacket to notice what David was doing. Damn,Hudson looked just as good from the rear as from the front. If he was goingto be in the club a lot I was going to have to start wearing panty liners.The minute Hudson’s gorgeous backside disappeared into the entrancearea, David let out a sigh, reminding me of his presence.I stared at him, wide eyed. “What the fuck?”David chuckled. “I have no idea. I’ve only met with Pierce once beforetoday and we haven’t gotten much into anything besides me explaining ourcurrent business operations. He’s certainly odd, though.”“Well, what do you expect, growing up with all that wealth and pressureto succeed?” Why the hell was I defending him? The man made me feelanxious and intimidated and humiliated. And maybe a little bit excited. Oh,and horny as all get out. I wasn’t even going to acknowledge the fixation Iknew I would have on him if I didn’t get myself under control.I took a deep breath, hoping to release the strange knot in my stomachthat thinking about Hudson created. “I don’t know what I’m saying. I guesswe’ll just have to wait and see.”“Don’t worry, Laynie.”Remembering he was the one I was almost sort of dating, I met David’sblue eyes, straining to recapture the certainty that he was perfect for me.Misinterpreting my anxiety to be about my job, he continued. “Piercehas too many high profile assets. He won’t want to spend too much of histime on the club. I’m sure he’ll let things run pretty much as is with maybesome minor finessing. And as long as I have a say in it, you’ll have a moresignificant role.”David grinned, more at my chest than at my face. “Want to stay andhelp close tonight?”His playful change of attitude provided the assurance I needed. “I wascounting on it.”AT FOUR A.M. the club shut down for the night, and David and I workedquickly and efficiently, splitting the managerial duties between us. When allthe drawers had been counted and the money dropped in the safe, hedismissed the rest of the staff and sat behind his desk to finish up thereports. I perched on the desktop and swung my feet as I watched himwork.David glanced over at me and smiled before returning to his monitor.“Thank god you were behind the counter earlier. Who knows what elseHudson would have said about your outfit if he’d seen those pants?”I glanced down at the black slinky pants that were so tight they gave mecamel toe. They made me feel sexy, and for some reason that made methink of Hudson’s dark expression when he’d first laid eyes on me. Theexpression I’d since convinced myself was imagined.“Great. Now you’re telling me I have to throw these out too?”“Well, just don’t wear them while you’re working.” He stood so hecould reach the printer on the corner of the desk behind me. “For therecord,” he said as his arm brushed my waist. “I don’t disapprove of thisoutfit in the slightest.”I, on the other hand, wanted to burn the whole ensemble. It had causedme nothing but trouble all night—drunk patrons thinking they could touchme and say things to me that they otherwise wouldn’t.But I’d worn it for David—for the moment when we’d be alone. Thiswas it.I put on a fake pout. “Too bad your opinion isn’t the one that matters.”David leaned in close. “My opinion doesn’t matter?”“Actually,” I said, grabbing his jacket
”“Would it be that bad if he did?”“Yes. It would be utterly, wonderfully, horrible.” But mostly it washorrible how not bad that idea sounded.While trying to empty my mind of Hudson blowjob images, I surveyedthe club. The place was slow, even for a Wednesday night. From the bar, Ihad full view of the ten bubble rooms that circled the perimeter of the upperlevel. The bubble rooms were The Sky Launch’s highlight. Each room,round in shape, featured a glass wall overlooking the dance floor on thelower level, and had private access much like box seats at a stadium. Theyall had a curved seating area around a table, and fit eight peoplecomfortably. The bubbles provided a relatively quiet and discreet area whilestill being very much part of the club. When the occupied lights were on,the outer walls of the bubble rooms glowed red. Only two were lit up. Ashame. If the club had the kind of notoriety it could have, those roomswould fill within the first ten minutes of being open.“G
“Oh.” I thought about saying I’d been to an amazing spa, but really, didhe care? And besides, talking was difficult with that thing he was doing tomy skin, burning it so thoroughly with his caress.His phone rang and he let go of my hand. I pulled it to my lap, needingthe warmth of my body once it’d lost the warmth of his.“Excuse me,” he said, taking his phone out of his pants pocket andsilencing it without looking at the screen.“You can take it if you need to.” I could use a few minutes to gather mythoughts. Because, what the hell did he want with me? Not only was notknowing killing me, but the more time I spent with Hudson, the easier itwas for me to think about him and his amazing gray eyes. And his hardbody. And his smooth voice.“There can’t be anything important enough to interrupt thisconversation.”And even smoother lines.I opened my mouth to say something, but was interrupted by the dooropening. Sasha entered with a tray of food and drinks. I watched as she setd
Semantics. But I understood what he was attempting to do, separatinghimself from me and my job at The Sky Launch, so I nodded.“This wouldn’t affect your employment at the club.” He removed hisarm from the couch and sat forward. “Maybe hire is not the correct term.I’d like to pay you to help me with a problem. I believe you’d be perfect forthe job.”The whole conversation had my head spinning, but he had my attention.“You win. My curiosity is piqued. What’s the job?”“I need you to break up an engagement.”I coughed, wondering if I heard him correctly, knowing I had. “Um,what? Whose?”Hudson leaned back, his dazzling gray eyes flickering in the strobelights. “Mine.”OceanofPDF.comCHAPTER FOURHUDSON TAPPED one long finger on the table in front of him. “Closeyour mouth, Alayna. Although it’s quite adorable to see you flabbergasted,it’s also very distracting.”I closed my mouth. A million questions circled through my mind, tooquickly for any to take shape. And somewhere behin
As he often did, he answered my unasked question. “I own the bank thatholds your loans. I looked them up today. It would be very easy for me tohave them written off. No actual money would exchange hands, if thatmakes you feel better.”“That’s an awfully generous payment.” Too generous. And just like Ijumped to buy a lottery ticket whenever the pot got particularly high, Iwanted to jump on his offer. But nothing that paid that well ended in good.“It’s worth it to me to see this project succeed, Alayna.”My answer was no. I’d already decided. It had to be no. There was toomuch risk at entering into an arrangement—any arrangement—with him.But I couldn’t help but want to know more of the details. “What exactlywould you want me to do?”“Pretend we’re a couple. I’d invite you to several gatherings where mymother would see us together. I’d expect you to hang on my arm andbehave as though we’re madly in love.”“And that’s all?” I couldn’t imagine it would be that hard to pretend to
CHAPTER FIVEI WOKE up right before noon the next morning when I heard my phonebuzz an incoming text. It was plugged in on the nightstand next to me, but Iwasn’t ready to wake up, having gotten to bed after six.Lying with my eyes closed, I grinned into my pillow and recalled theevents of the night before. The things Hudson had said to me, the way he’dkissed me, touched me—my heart sped up at the memory. Had all of thatreally happened? My obsessive relationship disorder made it really easy forme to imagine that things happened between me and others that actuallyhadn’t. It had been several years since I had fallen into those old habits.Now, was I doing it again?No, I wasn’t making it up. I couldn’t make up a kiss like that. It hadhappened. And I had wanted more to happen. But in the morning withdistance and fresh eyes, I could see so much better how it shouldn’t happen.As much as I wanted him, I was already thinking about him way more thanwas healthy.I went through the st
I took a long swallow of my water, contemplating how to react to hissudden statement. Old connotations of the word “enable” stung me. Was heinsinuating that I wasn’t well? And how was I not responsible for myself? Iwas living and working in the Big Apple—if that didn’t take responsibility,I didn’t know what did.Ever impatient, Brian didn’t wait for me to choose my response. “I can’tlet you throw your life away at a nightclub. You are too vulnerable to workin that type of establishment.”The Sky Launch. Brian had never liked me working there, not from dayone. But he’d accepted it because I’d kept out of trouble. Had he nowforgotten? “I haven’t had any issues since I’ve worked there.”“You had school to keep you occupied. You need something morechallenging to focus on.”Never mind that I’d worried about the exact same thing myself, I waspissed. “Brian, I know how to handle my triggers. And what do you knowabout it? You never went to any support meetings.”His voice rose unco
CHAPTER SIXTWO HOURS TURNED out to be barely enough time to prepare forseeing Hudson. I spent a long time in the shower, shaving my legs andunderarms and cleaning up my Brazilian, chastising myself as I did sincethere was no way Hudson was going to see my lady parts.Then I stood in front of my closet for what felt like hours. I’d be goingstraight from Hudson’s office to the club to meet with David then a full shiftof bartending after that. I needed the perfect blend of smart and sexy with adash of fuck-me-please—for work, of course. Finally I settled on a beltedteal and black shirt dress. It was shorter than I would have liked for thebusiness part of my plans, but still longer than most of the dresses I wore atthe club. I pulled my hair into a low ponytail and kept my makeup tomascara and lip gloss. I looked good—fresh and natural.Having been too distracted to ask Hudson where Pierce Industries waslocated, I had to Google it. Turned out the offices were near the OneWorl