“You’re so bad at this. Let’s just stop.”
“Once more. I’ll beat you this time, I swear.”
“That’s what you said the last three times.”
“For real this time.”
“That’s what you said last time.”
Ben groans and drops his controller on the coffee table. “You’re just too good. I’m not as bad as I used to be. I beat Jo the last time we played.”
“She probably let you win.”
“She didn’t.”
“She did. There’s no way you can beat her with the kind of skill you have. You have a long way to go, buddy.”
“Buddy?” he grumbles. “Now I’m buddy?”
I turn off the console and turn to him. “What do you want to be?”
“Something that rhymes with that.”
I work my brain a little…what the fuck?
I roll my eyes. “In your dreams.”
He narrows his eyes. “You know, people who have a thing for bad boys have one thing in common.”
“What’s that?”
“They like it rough.”
I can only stare at him.
He leans in. “And do you know what people who like being manhandled in bed have in common? Many have a da—”
I press my hand to his mouth. “I get it.”
“You do?” his muffled voice comes from behind my palm.
I nod. “But you’re wrong.”
“Am I?”
I nod again.
He takes hold of my hand and pushes it aside. “What is it that you like so much about bad boys, then?”
“I didn’t say I like them.”
“But you did. You said you like them so much that you have to go to extreme lengths to ensure they don’t tempt you. What’s so tempting about them?”
You know what? I should have just kept beating his ass playing video games…
I reach for my phone and take a look at the clock. My eyes widen at the numbers on the screen. How is it two a.m already? “You should probably get back,” I tell him.
He leans in to take a look at the time. “Yeah, I should,” he says, but makes no move to release my hand. Seconds later, he adds, “I don’t want to go.”
I look at him. He is looking at me, his gaze steady.
I swallow and try to act like his gaze isn’t setting my skin on fire. “Shouldn’t you get back and ensure your brother is not setting the house on fire?”
Besides playing games for the last couple of hours, we have also talked about a lot of things. He ended up telling me a few stories about his brother’s reckless antics.
“He can do whatever he wants. It’s his house,” he says. Then he tugs my hand and my body follows, pressing up against his side. “We only postponed one thing on my list, you know.”
“What list?” I ask, getting breathless at our proximity. It doesn’t help that his eyes openly move from mine and land on my lips.
“The one where I was going to kiss you, make love to you, then ask you to be my boyfriend.”
Oh. I swallow as my mind takes an express trip to the gutter.
His eyes narrow as I keep looking at him, speechless. “I’m not making another mistake, am I?” he asks.
I shake my head fast. As if I’m afraid he’ll decide this too is a bad idea and stop it.
“Good,” he says. “That’s good.” He slaps my thigh lightly. “Get up here.”
I obey instantly, swinging my leg over his lap and straddling him with both my knees sinking on the cushions. In my new position, I have to look down at him while he looks up at me. My heart pumps faster in my chest, and that seems to be sending a whole lot of blood to the south of my body.
His hands rest on my thighs then trail upwards to my hips. “I’ve been thinking about that night for the past eight months. I was thinking maybe you could give me something else to think about for the next six.”
Fuck, he sure is straightforward, isn’t he? I’m not complaining though. He is saying all the things I’m thinking.
Maybe I should return the favour and show him what I’m thinking.
I lift my hands to his shoulders, which I grip as I lean forward and join our lips in a kiss.
I met Ben about nine months ago. I was attracted to him from the first time I saw him, but then again, I don’t think that makes me special in any way.It’s hard to imagine not being attracted to the guy. Gorgeous, tall, with all that black leather he wears. He’s the type of guy everyone wants even when they know they should stay away.It didn’t help my case that the first time I saw him, he was riding his motorcycle. It was like the stars aligned on that single night to ensure I met a guy who embodied everything I was trying to stay away from.One I would have a lot of trouble staying away from.It’s funny that after spending the past eight months trying to prove that I’ve grown past my tendency to make horrible relationship decisions, it has taken less than five hours to break my streak.At least back then, I was able to keep my hands to myself for an entire month.But now? After he told me all that stuff about wishing I had given him a chance to prove himself? There was no way I was
I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing. It goes silent only to begin again a few seconds later. I groan, rubbing my eyes as I try to locate it by the sound of the ring. Right. The bedside cabin. Rolling towards the end of the bed, I stretch my arm out and reach for it. The caller ID reveals it's Jo calling. Sliding my finger across the screen, I receive it. "Yeah?" My voice is groggy as hell, scratchy. "Did I just wake you up?""Yeah, I uh… what's the time?" I ask, at the same time pulling the phone from my ear to check. My eyes widen at the numbers at the top of the screen. "Almost nine," Jo's voice comes across the line at the same time I mutter a curse and jump out of bed."Shit," I mumble, looking around my room. I was supposed to be moving shit out by now, but I'm not even done packing!"I'm at the door. Forgot my keys at Jude's.""Oh. Right. Be there in a sec," I tell her, hanging up. I look around for a pair of shorts, pull them over my boxers, then grab a t-shirt and p
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I frown as I take the stairs to the ground floor the next morning and hear two voices in the kitchen. One is my sister's—soft, high, and excited. The other is masculine, lower…I rush down the remaining steps when I recognise Jared's voice. What the fuck is he doing in my kitchen so early in the morning?I come to a halt in the kitchen doorway and blink, not believing what I'm seeing. Daisy and Jared are sitting at the table, having breakfast together as if it's something they are used to.I rub my eyes and walk into the room. “What the fuck?”Daisy looks up, a wide grin on her face. “Morning, sleepyhead. Jared came by to see you but you were still getting your beauty sleep so I told him he could wait.”I shift my gaze to the guy sitting at the table beside her. Since when did Daisy become friendly with him? Just a few years ago she was the kind of kid who locked herself up in her room whenever I brought friends over. Is puberty obliterating her shyness? “You didn't have to come by s
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While I wait for Daisy to get back, I check the email I received from Steve. It contains a quick brief of when the tour will be happening and the locations. There’s a long list of my expected responsibilities. I’ll be working under the tour manager and will be assisting whenever I’m needed, and it all looks mostly like running errands and menial tasks, nothing complicated. I look at the tour stops, and basically, if I agree to take this job, I’ll be travelling across the country and into the next and the next…I’m already getting excited even before I see my pay. It’s a per-day wage and by the time I’m done with the calculation, I’m fighting the urge to just call Steve back right away and let him know I’m in. With what I can make on this gig in the first four months and what I’ll get on the truck, I’ll be able to cover at least three-quarters of Daisy’s surgery cost. The rest shouldn’t be so hard to make up. I’ll ask Mum if there’s a payment plan we can–My thoughts grind to a stop
I cannot remember the last time I was this excited and nervous at the same time. But then again, my life has been some kind of shit-show for the past several years. Not just that, but I haven’t felt this strongly about a guy since–well, since high school. It scares the living daylights out of me, but knowing that I’m not alone in this makes me feel that I’m not way over my head. I get off the taxi I took from the bus stop and walk into the hotel I’ll be spending the next two nights in. Tomorrow will be my first day at work, and it also happens to be the last day before the tour officially kicks off. The day after tomorrow will be the Sea City concert, and then we’ll be on the road. I go through check-in and then go up to my room, thoughts of Ben already filling my head–no surprise, really, since the guy has pretty much set up camp in my head. It’s just that at this moment, it’s really hitting home that I’m going to see him soon. Soon as in about an hour’s time. That’s when he’ll b
By the time it’s ten o’clock, the bar has lost its restaurant-y vibe and now looks more like the drinking hole it was meant to be. My companions have also adhered to the change of atmosphere, and all dishes have been cleared from the table to make way for more drinks. When I came along, I thought this was going to simply be a dinner with maybe a little more drinking than usual, but as everyone kept asking for more drinks, it’s slowly turned into a drinking party. Nobody seems to be in a hurry to leave, and I wonder whether this is how their dinners go normally.I usually don’t mind free drinks, but there’s one problem here.I was hoping to have Ben to myself by now. The longer I sat next to him during dinner, the higher my anticipation got. Having him close to me but not being able to touch him was a stimulation of its own kind. But once the drinks started pouring in steadily and the place got louder, that spell got broken. Maybe that’s also because for the past ten minutes, he has