Chapter 11

Ethan:

If I said my mind was at ease when Kim told me she was going to be visiting the doctor then I was lying because the moment she left the house I was restless.

I know how her sessions with doctor George used to look like. It was heart racking, I would watch my little sunshine cry in pain, she hardly got any sleep and it caused her to battle with her health. I wanted her better and she eventually did and I dreaded going to the hospital because it only reminds me of the time she was in pain.

I hated that this time around, I was the one causing my little girl so much pain and I couldn't do nothing about it. It was these stupid feelings that I wish I could let go off but only grew stronger for her.

I feel guilty, I feel bad.

The only reason I had Anna come here even when I knew that Kimberly didn’t like her was because I wanted a space between us. I want the feelings gone.

The reason why I had left Kimberly for a year, aside from the fact that I wanted her away from the harm tha