CHAPTER 12

PATRICIA POV

I'm not that perfect and I don't claim to be, I have a lot of insecurities when it comes with my physical appearance, sometimes I easily get jealous of many ways.

I overthink everything, I have trust issues and make me think that I'm not that good enough to live this kind of world.

That's who I am living in the dark side of mine make me weak all the time.

I'm not afraid to admit it, but you know what? I've been totally changed not because I fall for the right person in a wrong way that couldn't be ever be mine, but because the situation itself on how I can handle this situation for so long and to be strong to face the reality and how I can overcome it when suddenly that day will come.

What should I do? run and escape? I tried to close my eyes to relax but it's not helping. Even I close my eyes the reality would still remained nothing change after all.

There's a lot of what