Chapter Six
Sabrina’s POV
I can no longer stood straight and walk like a model, I’m so drunk and I’m loving it!
I’m hitting the dance floor with Xander right now together with his friends except Yael. He was just sitting at our table and he was looking at us, dancing in the wild.
He probably think I’m a bitch as I continue rubbing my ass on Xander. I smirked at the thought and continue my dancing. Damn! Everything is a blur to me now with the alcohol’s effect but I’m loving it!
From time to time, my eyes are fixed on Yael’s dark and deep eyes while dancing flirtatiously with Xander. I can see the desire on Yael as he watches me, continuously licking his lip as his eyes wanders on me whole.
He looked seduced and that’s exactly what I wanted. I. want. him. seduced.<
Chapter SevenI’m riding my car and a few meters away from the club. I can’t gear up, my head is occupied with a lot of thoughts that I am out of focus.What should I do now?I regret that I’m still a virgin when I execute this plan! I thought it will be better if I am, I thought it will affect him more if one of his friends will pop my cherry! And now, I failed!Damn it!My virginity never mattered to me, my life is already a mess even with or without it. All I want was to get even, all I want is to take my revenge because…Fuck it.I decided to stop my car and slammed the steering wheel to release the frustration I feel inside.Why can’t I fucking move on in my life? Yael is like a ghost, he keeps on haunting my mind, clouding my head. Why can’t I take him out of my life?!I groaned and looked around, I think I stopped at a park. Outsi
Chapter Eight“Stay right there! Don’t come closer!” I panicked. I don’t want to-- I don’t want him to see me like this! I might just jump on him and let him do me in this place!He stopped, but only because he was shock from my sudden outburst. He continues stepping closer again, but slow.“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” his voice is deep with a hint of concern. It’s messing with my head more!“Just…” Damn, I can’t stutter now! “Just get the hell away from me!” I shouted but Yael kept on walking closer. My body tensed and my wetness throbbed even more as I saw him clearly now.“What’s happening, Sabrina?” he asked curiously.His voice is not helping with my episode! It’s making me want to orgasm more, to reach the edge stopped myself from getting.I closed my eyes, gripped th
Chapter Nine“Get the fuck out!”I was woken from deep slumber, flinching with Spencer’s loud voice. What the hell?Turning to the clock, I saw the time is three in the morning. Why is my brother still up? My head aches, I only slept for two hours, damn it.I decided to check on him so I went out of my room. I peaked downstairs, holding to the wooden railing. Spencer is not on the living room but he was standing on the doorway.Facing someone I couldn’t see.Who will visit this late? Ugh! Another of brother’s desperate bitch?“I swear I’m fucking gonna kill you! Stay away from us!” Spencer shouted again.Who’s making him agitated and angered like this? I’m sure its not some girl, he never acts like this towards his bitches.I heard a murmur and I think the other person talked calmly. I could not hear it.&ld
Chapter TenSabrina’s POVMaybe it’s time to introduce myself properly.I am Sabrina Montezar. I have a brother, my only sibling who is a year older than me--Spencer Montezar.My parents were never home, they are too busy managing our business and mostly out-of-town. We own an international fashion industry and International Engineering Company.Both of them handle these business with their expertise. Mom and Dad comes home once a year, and I can only bond with them during those times.As me, my brother and Yael know, yes, I am sick.I have a personal doctor, Dr. Goose. My disease is undefinable, I am the first case of this and science held no theory or cure for this.I have this strong urges to pleasure myself. This is not adisease I got since birth, not genetically passed down on me,
Chapter 11Sabrina’s POVWhat is this feeling?My heart keep beating fast and uneasy since I heard Xander said that. Am I nervous? This is the plan , so why am I feeling this weird?“You okay, baby?” Xander whispered in my ear.We’re now seated on a VIP table inside the Docks. Xander were beside me and his hand were rested above my legs since the moment we came in.I feel how territorial Xander is of me.And I know he is being like this because of Yael’s bold gazes to me. Yael was seated in front of us. We’re not in a circular sofa but more of two-one-two chairs.“Yep.” I smiled at him.“You’re not having your drink. Penny for your thoughts?”I looked at my glass of alcohol and yes, I haven’t drink a drop from it. I bit my lip and looked at Xander a
Chapter TwelveSabrina’s POVWhy?When Xander went out of the bar. I quickly asked suggested that we go to a hotel and start our business.But why?We’ve been making out, into foreplay for a while, but something is wrong!“Kiss me more, damn it!” I demanded to Xander.He did. He deepened the kiss, he’s been showering me with expert kisses, expert fingers, but I can’t feel myself being mind-blown! Fuck, orgasm is even out of reach for me!My body is not reacting!Why?!“Stop!” I pushed him and covered my face, frustrated.This is part of my plan, so why is my body reacting like this?Xander gave way and stopped, slowly sliding to lay on my side as he sigh.“What’s wrong?” he asked softly.I exhaled
Chapter ThirteenSabrina’s POVI tried playing safe and stopped myself to assume that Yael is indeed following me but the next days, I always spot his car around.Even at home.“What’s troubling you?” Xander asked as he caress my hair softly with his hand. I’m leaning on his chest and arm was on my shoulders.I shook my head and looked at my hand.This is not what I planned but Xander and I kept dating since that failed night. My libido still rises when I’m alone, and whenever… I see Yael’s car.Unfortunately, when Xander and I tried to have sex, I seem to get dry and far from being turned on.It is weird. For me, it is. My mind was on it, that I am sure though my body won’t cooperate.Mind over matter, huh? In my sexual needs, I don’t
Chapter Fourteen Sabrina’s POV Ah! This is life! After half an hour of drive, I arrived at Twin Peaks Hotel and Resort. Owned by a friend of mine back at college. A man friend, of course. Too bad he’s not in the country at the moment, it’s good to meet old people since the ghost of past continues to come back. I sighed. My things are settled on the suite which I booked for a week. I plan on staying for a few days but just to be sure, I extended ahead of time. Wearing my red two-piece bikini with few black stripes inside my knitted white cover-up, I headed to the beach. I’m too pale and in need to be burned a little. Plus, the oceanic blue waters in front of me is too serene and relaxing. There’s only few guests since its not yet the peak season but I love the cold. Laying on the lounge chair,