I'm there. Right back there seeing her above me. Feeling her grind against me. She is a fucking tease. One I need to fuck, even just once.
"Right here Diesel, you could have me right here and now." I hear Jessie's words and feel her body pushing towards mine. "Look at me Diesel, I dare you to." Her words are tempting. "You could always fuck me and imagine I am her." I keep my eyes closed, still seeing her there. Seeing the look in her eyes, hearing that small moan that escaped her mouth.
"DIESEL!" I open my eyes to see Jessie stood naked, shit. "Are you still going to refuse? You have me here naked right now, to fuck."
Maybe it is a foolish move? But she is in my head and won't leave, and Jessie, well she just keeps throwing herself at me naked. Moving, I slam her against the wall, my lips attacking hers as I moan. My hands feel across her body and this is so fucked up. Fucked up because in my head I see her, I see her above me, the blade, I don't see Jessie.
I hear her small moan, my hips grinding against her, I slide my hands down her body, palming her ass I lift her so that her legs wrap around me.
"Diesel!" Her quiet plea makes me move, my hands unfastening my trousers.
"This will be quick and dirty, and mean nothing more than sex." My words sound savage but I don't fucking care. Maybe getting hurt by me will stop her?
"Do it, fuck me Diesel." I feel her hands roam down my skin, grasping my cock. The knocking has my body freeze.
"Diesel?" I hear Rooster and look up seeing Jessie. Shit, what the hell am I doing? Stepping back I stumble. Her smile widening.
"Get your fucking clothes on. I fasten my trousers and watch as she pulls the dress on. Unlocking the door I watch as Rooster walks in.
"You locked it?" He looks at me confused.
"She is drunk, I didn't feel like chasing her around the streets." I sit down, my eyes fixed on the floor.
"Sorry, I will tell her again tomorrow while she is sober." Rooster says.
"No, I will now." I stand up and walk to Jessie. She is that fucked she was going to let me fucking use her?
"You stay the hell away from me Jessie. You come here only if your dad is or you're in trouble! This." I point up and down her body. "Is childish, and I don't want a fucking child who throws herself at every guy for attention. You act too much like a kid, no man wants a kid." I step back, Rooster looking at me. Harsh but it needs to be fucking said.
"So now it is me drinking and dressing up? You're telling me you never fucked a woman like me?" She moves and pushes me.
"I have, more than one, but you know what happened after? I walked away and ignored them. I don't want a fucking child who gets drunk and stumbles into places begging guys for sex. As that is all I will give them, sex then I won't speak to them again." I have tried saying no nice and it never fucking works.
"Fine." I watch as she storms out. Turning I look at Rooster.
"Sorry, I love her Rooster, you know that. I can't keep doing it though." I have tried the nice approach.
"It is fine, I warned her if she keeps pushing it will push you further away and make you shout at her. I will get her home and let her sleep the booze off." I watch as he walks out. I walk to the car and try to fix it, yet every part of my is fixated on her. In that office, her body above mine.
The strange thing is, her grinding against me, that moan hardly comes into it. No, it was the way her eyes skimmed across my body and I saw the need burning in her eyes that does. That blade pushed against my neck making me fucking hard.
I can't concentrate on the car anymore. How can I when all I see is her? I try to forget, and find myself still there two hours later but now, the car is fixed. It is done and I can finally get rid of it and next time, I know to refuse.
I will be too busy to accept this shit again. It should be scrapped. I throw down my tools and wipe my hands before leaving. I lock up and walk home, two minutes later I walk in and go straight to the kitchen and grab a drink.
Maybe I should go back tomorrow? She said every few days, but maybe I should just go tomorrow and check in. Maybe not, I know her, Serena doesn't fuck anyone quick. From the stories she rarely seems interested in men. So maybe I need to refuse her? Seem uninterested, dangle women I am fucking in front of her?
I know from today she wants me, but she won't accept it. No, instead she will refuse and pretend she doesn't. So, I won't, I may tease but I won't make it known I want her. I slam the fridge closed and walk to the bathroom, climbing into the shower I rest my head against the wall as the images seem to be burned into them.
My hand grasps my cock and I begin palming it. Remembering her in my mine, seeing her straddle me. Only in my mind she naked, naked and grinding, not just once, no over and over. I picture it, imagining it is happening as my hand moves faster. Pumping harder as I chase the release I need.
I groan and my body shakes as my head falls back, the release flooding through me, but still not enough, still the need is there. Maybe dim, but it is still there. One day Princess, one day soon I will fuck you. Even if it is just quick and once to know how it feels.
I can guarentee I will win, I will fuck her and will beg me to. I laugh slightly, I am saying it in my head like it is a conquest, which it is. Serena has never fucked a guy, not to anyones knowledge, she hated the ones who stared at her, admired her.
So just when does she have sex if she scares away any man who seems interested? I smile, she can only ignore her feelings for so long. Soon she will want to act on them. Soon she will want to give in and fuck someone. That someone is me.
I watch as he walks out of my office. What the hell was that? I stay standing, staring at the chair where he had sat. The chair where for some reason he got a reaction from me. He made me want him. By what?I look at the chair considering it. He did nothing diferent to the other guys. Many acted like him, so why did I feel like that? All I can come to is thinking it is him. He is the reason. I don't need to check on him as long as I get that payment tomorrow. So why did I tell him to ensure he checks in every few days?Part of me knows it is because I want to see him again, I want to touch him, fuck me. Which is crazy. No man can come into this life. All the men will see this as fun, a way to gain power and take power from me.I won't stand down or become my mother. I don't want that. This is my city and I know most men will walk into here and a relationship and take over. They will expect me to sit quietly and do as I am told and nothing more.No, I want
I wave to the guy as he drives the shitty car out of my garage. Grateful it is gone. After yesterdays events today I just want a quiet day. I sit back in the seat and relax. Work is quiet, or kind of. "Hey, you got it?" I look towards Dean and nod. "Yes, shut the door." He closes it and walks farther in. "This is the location to collect it from. Here are the keys. Had a fresh paint, licence plates changed, heres the docs." I hand him the keys and papers. "Ten k right?" He looks at me. "That is what we agreed for the car." He places the envelope down and walks out. It's a side business, kind of. I have a guy working for me outsidde the city. He takes a car, I clean it up, refresh it and sell it. They know it is stolen but ten k for a decent car that would cost ten times that is a good deal. I get to work on fixing the car that was brought in this morning. Hours passing as I do. My mind goes to Serena. I hear his bike first, then his boots stomp
I sit and look at the screen. He paid, but he paid less than he was meant to. Why? I feel annoyed, maybe because it means now I have to find him. Sure I can send some guards to get him and bring him back but that clearly didn't work last time.So, this time I will go. I find myself working most of the day, most people have heard about Sam so they are all too eager to agree and pay. It means I barely have to threaten anyone, which is great because I know Mr Lewis will put up a fight.Why not pay? That is what I don't understand. If he didn't have enough why not say that when he was here? The only reason I can find or think of is he is trying to push me, does he want a reaction?I watch as Dwayne walks in."She brought a baby." He looks at me and is clearly pissed off."And? I don't see the issue, why is that an issue?""She should know to come alone. She brought the baby as a way to try protect herself." He stands clearly annoyed."Oh,
Waking, I roll over to find my bed empty. Just like always, Mel has this thing where she dissapears before I wake. It kind of confirms that this is nothing more than sex. I climb out of bed and walk to the kitchen, the empty bottles laid on the kitchen side.That is strange, normally she grabs them as she leaves. Shaking it off I walk to the bathroom, I don't remember last night. I do, actually. I remember the resturant, Serena's eyes on me as I came.I remember so much of that, then we got back here, drank, and spoke. Then nothing. I laugh slightly. Maybe drinking that much was the wrong thing. It's Sunday, so today I will just sit and relax.I hear the knocking and groan, or not relax. Walking to the door I open it and watch as Rooster walks in. I watch as he throws himself down on the ctair. His foot tapping, I have a bad feeling about this.I go to close the door and it gets stopped, I look up and see Jessie. Okay, was I that drunk I did something, me
I don't know why I agreed, but I did. His words were real, what happened in the resturant had an effect on me and nothing I say will change that. It was messed up, I shouldn't have found it alluring or a turn on.I stand looking in the mirror, unsure of why I keep getting changed. It is a business meeting, not a date. Even if he sees it as a date, it is nothing more than a business meeting. I glance to the dresses on the other side, pulling the hangers across and moving the clothes I pick one up.Elegent and red, the dress is tight and the plunging v line comes low. Just as the slit up the side comes up hight. Deciding to wear it I put it on and get ready.Stepping out Dwayne is waiting."Miss Pierce." His eyes stay on my face and I nod to him. "The car is waiting, how many guards would you like?" He stands and walks behind me."Just two, outside. They are not required inside the resturant." It is business, and I don't like talking business with my
I watch her leave and all I can do is smile, I am getting closer even if she doesn't realise it. Even if she refuses to accept the move, I am getting closer. I spent the morning digging up information.There was barely any there. She has dated a few people but nothing serious and it has me wondering why? There has to be a reason, so I will keep trying to find out what. She has secrets, but I am guessing those secrets we're shared close. So close they will die with her like they had her father."Well?" I look up to see Mel sit down."She loves me, what can I say?" I laugh as she joins in."Yeah, right. However, I found out something." She moves and gets closer, bringing up Facebook I look at her confused. "Just wait." I do, and I watch as she scrolls through and pulls up a profile, scrolling through it is pretty much blank.No profile picture, no town, no city nothing. All the posts are generic. Until she stops and I tilt my head."That's Ser
The business meeting with Diesel was awful. For some reason I found myself craving him, yet giving in to him isn't good. So I tried ignoring the intense need for him and then walked away.His business proposal was amazing, but everything else just felt like a joke."Miss Pierce." I look up to Dwayne."Yes.""Mr Prent is here.""Let him in." I turn to the computer and load up Mr Prent's files. I glance through them quickly. This is someone else I have never dealt with. I have no idea why he requsted to come here."Miss Pierce." I look up and smile."Mr Prent, please take a seat and tell me how I can help you.""Your father and I were close Miss Pierce." He leans forward putting items on my desk. "We were discussing and in the plan of making a new deal, a new business. As you acn see there. It was kept off the record as he was worried his PA may see it and speak of it. I am hoping, we can continue the deal and business together."
It has been a week, and I have heard nothing from Serena. I had thought she would message, but she didn't. I paid like a good little pup on time and the full amount.Still, nothing. I'm not sure what else to do? Rooster says slow, Mel is telling me to run for it, and taunt her. Taunting is fun. Yet, Rooster is right. If I continue to taunt Serena and she is broken, it will drive her away."Diesel." I look up and see Rooster."Hey, everything good?""No idea! Jessie has a job but won't tell me shit! I tried following her but I lost her.""You sure she isn't lying?" It wouldn't be a first for Jessie."I'm sure. I know you don't want to but can you talk to her? She won't tell me Diesel, and I am hoping she tells you."Oh great, I stare at him."Are you fucking crazy? This week has been silent! Not once as she tried stripping around me." I laugh.If I contact her it starts all over again!"Okay, forget it!" I watch as