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Serena - The Truth
I walk off, ensuring that Diesel can't follow.
Nothing seems to be stopping, each time I think we are free something new shows its face and rips us apart. I have a feeling while Jessie is in his life we are not going to move forward.
I escape to my office and lock the door. Felling like I just need the space from everyone. Part of me feels like I overreacted, had he told me before, or after it wouldn't be so bad. Yet somehow even while I was straddled on his lap fucking him, Jessie came into his mind.
My head falls back, and I know I was wrong. I overreacted, and likely now Diesel has had enough of me and my wild attitude.
I know I need to speak to him, figure out the way forward. A way to separate Jessie from us, and I know that way is to remove her entirely from my world. I thought I could help her, and give her the freedom she needs, but it isn't working.
So I guess now she can't work for me or live here anymore. I wanted to help her
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