Eighteen | Friends

Next morning I woke up in my bedroom with a note near my pillow.

I rubbed my sleepy eyes and read,

"Good morning, Neil. I understand that you were not in your senses and that is the reason you behaved that way. It's okay. You can take rest today and join office tomorrow.

- Akansha. "

Great. So she thought that I wasn't in my senses and said all that.. It's such a wonderful world, isn't it? At times I don't understand why it takes me so long to realize things..

When she loved me, I didn't love her.

When she cared for me, I didn't care for her.

And now when she is leaving, I need her.

And she thinks yesterday I was a drunk idiot who blabbered nonsense, and she was not going to take any of the words that I said seriously.

I woke up, my brain had nearly stopped working. The time seemed to pass so quickly.. That was because my brain was crammed with so many thoughts.. So many regrets.

Okay.. So now I cannot deny that I love her..

And the greatest irony of all is that I realize it w