**Act Porn** Tomorrow is the day of our practical chemistry and here I am forcing myself to focus on what I’ve tomorrow rather than the fear I find hard to vaporize. It’s been two days since we met the Ivan guy Lilly brought into my room. Worse yet, the trickle of fear that shadows my mind is ever-present. Fuck. It has shattered my mind. Two days have given me enough proof to confirm that I now have a psychotic disorder. Lily has pressed questions upon me since after our altercation in inviting the stranger into our room, however, I still haven’t reduced myself enough to tell her about my fears of being around people. Hell, I browsed about it that day I scolded Lilly for her overly nice gesture but the word I found that I can use to generalize this feeling rustling through me doesn’t seem fit. They called it Anthrophobia but I don’t buy the word yet I’m going to classify my endless fear of being around people as that. When I saw Ivan at the restaurant something in me told me tha
**Threesome.** I enter my makeshift office after calling on Leonid and Akim who had slept off after devouring the ginger nurse. My wounds have almost healed, and despite the fact that I said I’ll keep the girl for myself until I heal completely, I had a swift change of mind. I caught Akim pleasuring himself while watching a porn video earlier, and I knew he needs a real fuck. Even Leonid, though he’s great in controlling himself but never Akim. When the ginger girl came earlier to do her usual assignment, I gave Akim a cue to woo her. Surprisingly, she fell for his gimmick, and I knew there and then that sucking my dick didn’t satisfy her. She needs to be fucked. Too bad, I can’t help in that because my cock will be too big to fit into her. When she fell for Akim, Leonid also capitalized on it and they indulged in threesome, right in the living room. However, I entertained myself by watching them fuck the girl who soar in joy having her sexual fantasy come to fruition. Lots of wom
**Learn tricks about sex** I feel a rivulet of sweat chase down the base of my spine. It’s freezing cold but I’m sweating. It’s as if my body is plunged into water but it’s not. Beneath me, I feel the softness of my futon which reminds me that I’m not immersed in a puddle of water. I subconsciously roll around my bed, willing the voices and screams and stamping feet thrumming through my mind to stop. Unfortunately, it doesn’t. I’m not plunged into a puddle of water but into a dream that consumes me whole. My whirling on my bed doesn’t stop, it continues as the screams of fear, the whooshing bodies continues to fill my mind in a blur. I endeavor to glimpse the scene clearly but I can’t. It’s very vague. The small girl with a sharp, golden blonde hair clasps her hands on her ears, rivulet of tears skittering down her pale cheeks. Her jacket did little to shield her from the growing fear. She sees people running, throwing the placards that holds a picture of a man with a similar gol
**Dinner at my place.** I exit the laboratory the moment we finish the practical chemistry and from a distance, I can hear Lilly rejoicing about how successful it was, practically all she prepared for showed up. Soon we'll start our main exams.The hallway is filled with students who must have finished their own lectures and all. While treading the hallway quietly, aiming to head to my workplace, I see Matt shuffling toward me from a small distance.Okay…He isn’t literally heading toward me because he has already walked past me without sending smiles my way. Not like I care. Matt is just one son of a bitch that follows Mae because of money. What can he give in return except for his dick?I’ve heard Mae talking to Mercy about Matt's cock and that technically girls on the campus follow him around because of his sized cock. That’s the reason Mae accommodated him in her upscale studio apartment because she doesn’t want Matt dipping his sized cock into every pussy he comes by.I don’t kno
***Sexy*** Ocean blue eyes.Full, glossy lips.Golden blonde hair.Slavic face.Petite and silky looking skin.My eyes can’t bat a tad because I assume that if I mistakenly do, this figment of imagination of mine will clear. Gently, I take strides toward the body that has these features my mind conjured now.Scents of fresh snow and the salty smell of the sea fills my nostrils as my legs barrel me forward. Hell, I’ve never perceive a mixture of such strong, tantalizing smell.I need to confirm that my mind isn’t fucking playing tricks on me about the girl whose images I had in my mind all day is standing a few feet away from me. Although my imagination can’t conjure such a powerful scent yet the doubt still reels through me so I’ve to confirm.To think I didn’t even bother to stuff my cock fully into my pants and zip up my pants. I just want to near that figure and fortunately I do.Standing in front of the girl, I raise my fingers and graze it on the side of her cheek. The sharp, sof
**I'm coming for her.** “Sorry gentlemen, let’s proceed with the meeting.” I say when I push the door to Benson’s study open and trail inside. The men spare me a glance. My stride into the study is majestic. I walk like that to show them I can decide what will happen in the next minute. Feds or no Feds I can end whoever I choose to. But this isn’t my territory and I’m not here for conquest. Had it been we’re in Russia these Feds looking everywhere for me will be handled by my boys. Not just them but their families as well. When I got Benson’s message for a brief meeting about what brought me to the states, I made my way here. Surprisingly, I see another man who Benson called the president’s current P. A that came to alert me about their current move against me. My my…this fucking government really wants to lay their hands on me. If anything should happen to me, my boys will unleash their anger and it'll be a war between the government and the ruler of the underworld. “T
***Unreasonable Jealousy.*** Mr. Kozlov. The bullets. The bartender. The suit man and the stampede that happened at the night of the New Year. The words rumble in my mind like a thunder, searching for ways to fix the puzzle together which gets me confused all the more and…scared. The moment I saw him a while ago in the closet with his fingers grazing my skin my whole body was on fire. The zinging I felt the first night he took my lips in a kiss returned. It took every ounce of self control to exit the bathroom when Mae called out for me, and in my mind I was gnawing and blaming myself for not leaning into him to taste those lips again. The air around us before was so thick and so sensual. As if he feels exactly that firestorm blazing within me. All the while I was out here with Mae chatting about what I actually don’t know, thoughts about him occupied my mind. I can’t believe I set my eyes on this dangerous stranger that makes me wet, but right now, I’m filled with fear for hi
***Wounds of the past*** I’m not mindful of the strides I take across the asphalt, leading to the garage of Benson’s house. I’m just cognizant of the hard bulge between my legs. My cock is hard, so hard it’s driving me crazy. This is the second time tonight I feel the strong urge to fuck. Not just to fuck any pussy but Dawn’s pussy. I can tell Mae who’s falling into steps beside me can see the thick bulge in my pants because her eyes is roaming around my body. She’s fawning over me. I can see the light drool from the corners of her mouth. She’s the girl I was supposed to fuck in peace but she thought of outsmarting me and her father by arranging her friend in her place. Too bad, I’m not only interested in having her friend’s pussy but I want to keep her as mine. As my ultimate possession. I can’t believe I’m now strung in this madness called possession. Stalin had warned me about it earlier. He told me that one day, I’ll feel the urge to make someone my possession and now that mer