Nova
He did not make love feel easy..."Oh God, what is that noise.." I groan and place my pillow over my ears, but that doesn't seem to make the infuriating noise stop. I can still hear it! "Mum! Turn it off please!" God even my voice hurts to listen to.I open my eyes gently trying to take in my surroundings, oh good I'm half naked.I'm never taking alcohol again.I lie with my back on the bed staring at the ceiling. Moving my hands around I search for my phone and turn to my side to face my nightstand.There's aspirin and a cup of water on it.I know very well my parents don't care enough to do this for me."Oh, my God!" My eyes widen in realization ad happiness. I get up from my bed and quickly put on the first shirt and joggers I could find before I run out the door, ignoring my throbbing head, I run to my brother's room.I'm hit with disappointment after I push his door open only to find his room empty, just the way it has been since he left."Oh," I sigh loudly as I fall with a thud on his bed.I'm tired, I'm fucking tired! I'm all alone in this house, literally. I have two parents that live with me but are never here. My brother has been gone for almost five years with the promise of "I'll come back"My parents are only focused on money even with all they have, instead of just paying attention for once! To their nineteen-year-old daughter.They didn't even remember my birthday. I scoffGod, why am I thinking and crying so fucking much! I hate alcohol!I get up and leave the room to head to mine. I open the door and see my dad coming out of his room."Oh hey Nova, I'm sure your mum forgot to tell you, the Elrods are coming over for dinner." He smiled widely "The dad and I hit this huge deal at work and....anyway, we decided to celebrate over dinner" his smile widened with prideWhat!"Dad... Deshawn and I broke up. I'm not going to be comfortable with him around, not to talk of his entire family here" I crossed my arms over my chestHe looked down at his phone typing on it "Oh sorry" He raised his head to look at me "Don't worry I'm sure it's just like any young love feud, y'all gonna get over it" he smiled patting my headMy hands fall to my side "Wha-what? I'm telling you I broke up with him and you're saying that? Dad, he humiliated me in front of a lot of people...." I run my hands across my face in frustrationHe laughs "Oh baby, that just shows he loves you don't worry I'm sure you guys will work it out tonight" he smiles and walks awayOh my God...I go into my room and lock the doors behind me before grabbing the aspirin and water completely forgetting that I was worried about who placed them there."God I hate my life!" I exclaim out loud, to myself.The will to cry and scream is so strong, but they don't deserve it not at allI can't wait to leave this fucking place, this house, this town just leave everything and disappear, I have nothing here anyway.Nothing to lose.I look around and pick my phone up. No calls or texts from Jeremiah.What did you expect you're not even friends...True. We met on a school group chat.He sent a broadcast message, I guess my number appeared there mistakenly because he didn't have an idea who I was, no one does.Well, they do now, after my humiliation party.I check out the rest of my notifications and see one from my Uber app. How I got home last night is extremely blurry. I remember paying the Uber guy and him rejecting it... I can't make out the rest it's all kinda scrambled.So this, is what alcohol does to people.I click on the Uber notifications and I'm surprised when it reads that my ride was canceled.I sit up on my bed "What do you mean canceled, I got in the Uber" I click on the driver's profile, his name is Tyler.I don't remember anything from last night concerning his name.His profile picture is what takes me aback... Why does Tyler from last night not look like his Uber profile?It could be the alcohol right? Is this what people call a blackout I can barely remember shit I don't even know if the Tyler I met is the right Tyler.Tesoro...I remember that word! I quickly go to G****e Translate to check the word out.Okay, I'm pretty sure the name Tyler is not Italian.Tesoro is an Italian term for endearment."I give up" I sigh in defeat as I throw my phone on the bed beside meI'm too drunk to be acting like a detective anyway. I can barely even remember shit to help me solve whatever this is.God my life is a mess! I groan loudly and pick up my phone again. I have no idea what to even do, it's not like I have anyone I'm talking to.The only things I ever use my phone for are Tiktok and youtube... Yeah, I'm that big of a loner.I sigh again. I've been doing that a lot todayWatch pornMy subconscious chirps at me.I mean I've never actually watched porn, but I've seen a lot of movies and read a lot of novels with smut in them, but watching people do it?.... it's never even crossed my mind.I pick up my phone and go to G****e, my hands are hovering over the keyboard and I have no idea why I'm delaying. There's no one here so nothing's holding me back.Fuck it! I'm too inquisitive to stop now.I type the word porn into the search bar. I bite my lips nervously as I wait patiently for it to load.Oh..my.God!2,406 results! And more!Who acts that much pornography? And the names, oh my god the names of these videos. I scroll slowly as I search for anyone that might captivate my attention, but none.I'm still scrolling when I come across a video with the name "Girl masturbating on live cam" and I click on it.I watch as the dots on the screen go around repeatedly like two times before a girl, completely naked and in front of her camera with her legs spread apart.She grabs one of her breasts and moans before taking her second hand down between her legs and rubbing her clit slowly.She continues the movement slowly and after some time she increases her pace. Her moans are becoming loud and it's really hard for me to even tell if she's enjoying whatever she's doing or not.I continue to watch her and my hand moves slowly to the waistband of my joggers before sliding underneath. I copy everything she does, my hand moves past my underwear waistline and directly to my vagina.I can feel the wetness all over my vagina as I run my fingers over It, up and down before settling on my clit.I look at my phone again and see how she's touching herself.She takes two fingers and puts them inside her... my eyes immediately widen at that action.I don't think I'll be doing that part.I take my hand and start rubbing my clit slowly... It feels... Good.She takes her fingers out and starts rubbing her clit again in a circular motion, so I do it.I drop the phone horizontally on the stand beside me that way I can still see it.Rubbing my clit slowly, I use my other free hand to play with my nipples. I can feel them harden immediately.I try to focus on what I'm feeling right now, the sensations in my body, the build-up I'm feeling in my stomach, it's far but I can feel it drawing nearer.So I increase my pace, my toes curl at the end of the bed as I lift my waist off the bed a little bit."Oh, fuck!" I moan out. I quickly take my hands off my breast to cover my mouth but I don't stop rubbing. I turn my head sideways towards the phone and watch the movement of what the girl on the screen is doing.As if on cue, with my eyes still on her, her legs begin to shake as she cums all over her fingers not long after I follow behind.Oh my God.My breathing is heavy, my chest is heaving very fast and I can still feel my legs and belly tingling from the experience"Wow," I exclaim after I come down from my high.My first orgasm.My legs collapse onto the bed as I try to catch my breath and rest before I shower.After resting for a little while, I get up and head into my bathroom to shower unknown to me that I had just entertained him.Also gave him a boner.People inspire you or drain you, He did both...Nova"It's nice to see you Mr and Mrs Elrod" I smile and stretch my hand out to shake both of them."Oh don't be a stranger my dear" Mrs Elrod laughs and hugs me, and so does Mr Elrod before he goes in to say hi to my parents. "How are you? Any nerves for university" she chucklesI smile at the thought that i'll be leaving this place soon "Not at all ma'am, I'm ready"She smiles widely and hugs me again "Oh Nova I'm gonna miss you so much, my dear." She pulls away and holds my cheek "Remember you and Deshawn need to come to visit a lot okay?"What? "Uh.. sure," I stutter uncontrollably "uh excuse me please I need to check on the chicken"There's no chicken.How don't they know I'm no longer dating their son?I can't go through this dinner like this, not if I want to survive the night.I go upstairs to my room and search for my backpack. I open it and take out what I came for.The vodka I had drunkenly taken from someone from the bar the
He did to her what he did best, ruin......"Call me whatever you want Aiden, you should know I don't care" I smirk at him before taking a sip of my bourbon."You're crazy. I wonder why I'm friends with any of you. I'm beginning to think you're crazier than Roman. And that's saying a lot" Aiden shakes his head as he checks his phone again for the thirteenth time in fifty seconds."Hey! What did I do?" Roman demands from where he's seated. His attention finally was on the rest of us and not his wife."You're crazy that's what you did" Aiden answers"Aiden says the rate at which this Italian bastard is going, he might just be crazier than you" Nate another friend of mine answers"Shutup! I'm not crazy" Roman defends"Yeah right. Coming from the guy who threatened his woman's best friend, just so she'd go on a date with him" Aiden rolled his eyes, pouring himself another drink.We all laughed at the memory "Hey! That doesn't mean I'm crazy. That can be any of you guys, you know?" Roman sa
if I could choose whom to love, I'd never choose you. I never knew how much of a permanent scar you'd be on my heart.Nova"We're gonna miss you so much baby," My dad said with his arm around my shoulder in a side hug. While I stood awkwardly as he pretended to care. But we both know his main focus is on the phone in his hand.I sighed defeatedly and walked past both parents who were completely unaware of me because they were talking about their next so call business deal. I made my way to my room and picked up the last of my belongings that I would be needing.I walk down with my things in hand, not giving a single glance back to my room.It was merely accommodation for my temporary stay in this house. It was never a home.I get to where my parents are standing "Mom, Dad. I'm all set to leave""Yeah, safe trip honey" my mum dismissed with a wave of her hand without even glancing at me.I know it's routine, but that still hurt.I walk out of the door and suck in my breath before exhal
Everyone around them knew, that he'd set himself on fire to keep her warm.Nova."So uh... yeah I'm still driving, just got on the road again after last night." I rambled as I try to figure out what to say into the phone in my hand "Oh oh yeah! I met a girl last night. Not that type of meeting a girl but ughh, I helped her scare off this creep and gave her a ride" I smile to myself as if Chance was here in the car next to me listening. And I was not leaving him another voicemail.I park by the side of the road and turn my radio down a little as I continue spilling out my last night's fiasco into the phone."Turns out, she didn't even know the dude, you know. Just some creepy, disgusting man that thinks he's superior or whatever." My left hand on the wheels tightened as I remembered the slimy bastard. "I hate men, they're so fucking infuriating. Except you, Chance. I love you" I giggle after that last part "A-and I know it's not all of them, but it's really hard to think that now to be
Everyone thinks I ruined her. I did.NovaI've always hated mornings.But there's something about the night, that's welcoming to me. The way darkness engulfs me in its warmth, doing its best to shield me from prying eyes. This is how best I can describe the night.I could also go on and on about it. But I'm stuck in this line waiting to get my coffee. With this dumbass male specie in front of me, that keeps, not so subtly if I may add. Trying to check out my boobs.He should be thankful I have too much weighing on my mind right now.Human beings infuriate me. Scratch that.Straight men infuriate me.I woke up this morning, happy about my new life in college and a house that's free what more could I possibly want?That's a lie.I woke up this morning and my mind immediately went to the letter that was left for that guy. Yesterday was my first day in college, I met that guy yesterday. All these thoughts bombarded my head and all I could think of to calm myself down is coffee.But here I
Our love was toxic but it was still our love.Leonardo"You remember the plan right?" I asked the doctor attending to me"Yes sir" he nods and answers in haste"Good" I turn to face him before placing my hand on his shoulder and drawing his face closer to mine "Because I'm pretty sure that, as a doctor, you need your hands for work." I give him a pat on the back and he scurries out"What was that?" Nova chuckles as she walks to me and hands me one of the cups in her hand."I.. have no idea. Just mumbled some shit about a patient and left" I shrugged while feigning innocence. I took a sip of my coffeeShe let out a loud sigh "You won't believe where I had to go to get these" she placed the coffee down on the table beside me before presenting a small bag I'm guessing contained muffins"Where?" I kept my eyes on her as she spoke"The other side of the hospital!" She exclaimed defeatedlyI chuckled "I was expecting to hear you drove away from here or something else""I might as well have
If we're being honest, I think she did more damage than I did.LeonardoAs I sit in the corner, watching the rise and fall of her chest while she breathes. All I can think of is how badly I want to be in that bed with her.Holding her, caressing her. But I can't, not yet at least. But soon enough my love, soon.She receives a message on her phone, and I immediately take the one in my hand that's linked to hers, to check it.The message is from a girl named Tiffany asking if she's still coming to the party.I'm guessing this must be her tour guide. She hasn't met any other person since she got here, maybe during class.Not like she talks to anyone there also.Good thing I persuaded the woman at the admissions office to attend to her any time she arrives. And also give her the new Inn that was specifically made for her.I move from where I'm sat, close to her to another section of the house. This spot is darker.I'm sure those girls will call anytime soon.And then the phone rings "Just
Please touch me...Nova I open my eyes slowly and immediately squint when I'm met with the harsh reflection of morning sunlight from my window.Too lazy to stand up and still slightly drunk, with a raging hangover to be able to decipher my current location.I'm laying on my side in a bed, I'm very sure it's not mine.I drop my hand from my body trying to feel around for anything like my phone or anyone perhaps but nothing. I close my eyes and stretch drawing the sheets up to my face unknowingly and that's when I see it.Blood."Oh, my God!" I gasp to myself as my memories from last night begin to come back bit by bit.I don't get up from the bed, too scared that whoever I slept with is still around somewhere or he has gone and I have to face the scary moment when I realize what has happened.I wanted to have sex. At least drunk me did I remember Tiffany bringing up the idea and at that moment it sounded like an amazing one.My first thought was just to get rid of it. Get o