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CHAPTER SIXTEEN
MARCUS'S POV
That summer had changed everything between us. It felt like it happened yesterday but it's been years and the pain is still fucking raw.
Her smile still haunted me in my dreams even if I didn't want to admit my thoughts always drifted to her and a part of me missed her.
I placed the cigarette between my lips and inhaled the smoke. The darkness inside me roared with excitement. It loved being fed hate,anger,regret, it just craved nasty emotions.
She had left a big scar on my heart. I don't even know why I allowed her inside in the first place. But it's been years and all I feel for her is hatred.
She created a monster and left it untamed. My favourite song played in the background as I recalled the last memories of Chelsea.
Cold and broken down
It’s all I knew
I let it corner me in
And hide where my tracks lead
Now I’m waking up
And all I do
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