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Let me in tears Hanzel-16
I'm really inlove with Magen and I can't deny it. I was hurt by loving him and I'm aware with that but still I'm hoping that this love turn into wonderful privileges. I hope that this love will lead me to a serene path. Kung saan ay tahimik at maayos. Kung saan walang pag-iyak at pagluha. Kung saan walang nakakapagod at nagpapapagod.I love him and I'm still willing to take the risk by loving him. Loving someone looks like choosing a color that you want to mixed with another one. For me, love is like a white color in palette. Once we look at it because of our own judgement or own sided then it's hard to figure out the essential of it but when we look at the both side or another judgement then we will find that it's not useless. Na... ah, mahalaga rin pala 'to. Color white, we thought it just useless or not capable on giving us benefit but in another way it was very important because that was the one who makes everything beautiful.Sa pagmamahal kapag tayo ay nasasaktan we will always
Let me in tears back-17
It's hard to forgive someone who cheated. The scars and wounds are very hard to heal. You can forgive someone but you will never forget what he did to you. It's hard especially when you saw it cleary. That the person who trusted you once, cheated."Stay," Hanzel stopped me when I was about to go out.I stare at him, hindi na siya sobrang putla sa ngayon. Tita and Tito thanked me for bringing Hanz here. Hanzel looked at his parents and it's a signal for them. I know Hanzel want to talk to me. I can sense it with his gaze. His eyes is telling something."I need to go home at Manchy's condo. Wala siyang kasama do'n," I said seriously.Nakipaglabanan pa ako ng titigan sa kaniya. He smiled weakly, bitterly. I know Hanz with the months passed by with him. I knew how much he loves me but maybe that love is not enough to go on and try again.In the other side, I think about Magen. I knew... I saw too how Magen cheated. Pero hindi ko alam kung bakit nagawa ko parin humanap ng dahilan para mapa
Let me in tears drunk-18
"You can stay there..." I pointed my fingers on other room beside my room.I'm seating here on the couch while playing and curling some strand of my hair. I combed my hair using my fingers and lifted my head to look at Anica.She roamed her gaze inside my unit her lips is half parted while holding her backpack. "Ang ganda dito..." she murmured still looking around.The amusement on her face drawn. She's still standing and walking forward and backward.I just smiled at her "Go on, Put your bag inside the room,"She nodded, I watched her entered the room. I pouted when I remembered that Magen will not show up here. He stayed on his office! He said that Anica might know our secret that's why he's not here. Halos mapatalon ako ng biglang bumukas ang pinto ng unit ko!"Bullshit, Denver!" I scolded my cousin, loudly! "Why you have that plastic trumpet horn?!" I shouted.Pakiramdam ko umukit ang ugat ko sa leeg sa malakas kong sigaw habang tinatakpan ang tainga ko. Napapikit ako ng nakita ko
Let me in tears painful agonies-19
I tied my white apron on my waist and bunned my hair with my sky blue scrunchie and put a hairnet. I'm just wearing a fitted white t-shirt partnered with my denim skirt and skin tone sandals. I didn't bother to wear a chef's uniform because I felt that, I didn't deserve to hold that title."Chef Heart, spicy parmesan shrimp pasta for today's recipe. Good for 3 servings and the total time of waiting will take only for 45 minutes," Rain, our head chef said."Got it," tamad kong sabi.I prepare the ingredients that other chefs gave me. I started to cooked it like what I've learned while watching them for the past few days. It's been five days since I started working here."When are you coming back dad?" I asked dad while holding the telephone.I'm here at his office, I looked at my nails while swaying his swivel chair.I heard his chuckled "Tomorrow morning, Poena. Sinabi ni Chef Rain ana marami daw ang nagustuhan ang performance mo d'yan," masayang sabi niya.I just nodded even he can't
Let me in tears back off-20
Sobrang bilis ng pagkalabog ng dibdib ko. Nangangatog ang tuhod ko at nagtataas at baba na ang balikat ko habang walang humpay ang pagtulo ng mga luha sa aking pisnge.He left me again.Sa totoo lang nahihirapan ako. I know na hindi pa ga'no katagal ko siyang kilala. Wala pang isang taon pero ba't nasasaktan ako na para bang nadama ko 'to ng mahigit sampung taon?The tears... this tears keep on betraying me. This feeling betrayed me.I want to ask him, sa lumipas ba na mga araw habang kasama ako ay naging masaya siya? Kahit sikreto lang? Nakaramdam ba siya ng kakaibang feelings? Nakaramdam ba siya ng onting pagmamahal para sa'kin? Naattached ba siya? Pero... wala, napapanghinaan ako. Kasi alam ko na naman ang sagot sa mga itatanong ko.Kasi nga... hindi niya ako mahal. Hindi niya naman talaga ako minahal.I'm aware with it."M-magen! L-let's talk properly! P-please!" I cried while knocking at his door.I stood up properly as I closed my fist to gain more strength. No one can hear me e
Let me in tears office-21
Ngayon ko lang napansin ang suot niya. He is now wearing a white longsleeve folded into his elbow partnered with his black slacks and his favorite white loafers. I can smeel his scent all over this room."M-magen," I called him while fixing my eyeglasses.He is not sitting on his gray swivel chair while playing his ballpen. His attention is fully on the papers on his table but when I called him he immediately lifted his head to look at me. I was seating here on the couch inside his office. Simula no'ng nangyari kanina ay hinila na niya ako papasok dito. I wanted to ask him about it but there's something about me that stopping me."Ano?" Matigas niyang tanong.He even raised his brows reason why I felt nervous even more. Pinaikot niya ang parker niyang ballpen sa kaniyang daliri habang tinititigan ako at hinihintay ang sagot ko. I admit it, I can see hopes when he said those words to Rain but I know that I can't be happy without the fully assurance.Hindi ako totally pwede na mag-assum
Let me in tears happy-22
It was as if I was in a vast and quiet forest and his words echoed around me as if deafening. I did not let go of his scorching stares at me. He slowly remove my eyeglasses. I caught all his blistering gaze even though my confused heart was pounding."M-magen..." mahinang tawag ko sa kaniya bago mag-iwas ng tingin.My knees are still shaking even though I am sitting here at his desk. His two hands were on both sides of me so he cornered me. I will admit that I cannot think too much because his face is too close to me. He planted again a kissed on my forehead.I felt his lips so soft that it feels like a marshmallow. "Honey..." he whispered again before facing me with a smile on his face "As time went on I felt more and more interested in you ..." my eyes widened in shock "Habang tumatagal parang rumurupok 'yung... heart button ko," he chuckled "Kaya lalo akong natatakot," umiwas siya ng tingin bago umayos ng pagkakatayo.Pinanood ko siya na prenteng nakatayo habang dahan-dahan na pina
Let me in tears davies-23
Gusto ko tanungin si Magen. Why he broke up with me and used Phoebe's comeback as a reason. If in the first place ayaw niya namin pag-usapan si Phoebe?But there's something about me that stopping me and keep on reminding me that it's alright as long as we're in good terms.Gano'n naman talaga diba?If you love someone you will always take a gander into the magical rationalization beyond his grasp even in the chambic frame part of your mind, it can't."Feeling ko talaga may boyfriend kana," Hailey mouthed and sat on my bed and pouted.I was watching some vlogs on youtube when she entered my room. Umayos ako ng pagkakasandal sa headboard bago i-shutdown ang aking laptop."Siya 'yung lalaki na nakilala ko no'ng birthday ni Lonch and our relationship is a secret. We broke up but we still keep in touch. Like, walang label pero parang mayro'n," ilusyunada kong pagmamayabang bago ilagay sa loob ng bag ang laptop ko."What? Bakit secret? I want to meet him!"Umirap ako at bumaba ng kama. I p
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