Chapter 16

Gwen and I's relationship also lasted more than two years. But we also broke up soon after I discovered that he was returning to his old routine. I thought that he had changed and was ready to give up all his past for my sake, but I was wrong.

I was deeply hurt by his cheating on me. That's where I learned to get into vices, drink alcohol, complain, get into trouble and often have relationships with girls once a week. I can say that Gwen was the first woman I ever took seriously and loved so much more than my own life.

I almost accepted his whole personality and past, but he only gave me betrayal. We still often see each other inside the school, especially when we always cross paths. So it's a little different every time we see each other. There is still pain and suffering in my heart and love that I just keep to myself.

I still often see her with different men and sometimes we meet each other's eyes, but I myself avoid and stay away from her.

Maybe he just used me to pass the time. M