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Why? Why does it have to be me? Why not someone else? Why me??We both stared at each other, the silence so loud you could hear a pin drop, my heart beating fast was heard. Or was that his?How can something so pretty be so cruel? "Why?" I ask blinking back the tears about to fallWhy is he treating me this way? What did I do?"What was my fault in all these?"I ask again. I want an answer."You existed" he pushed away from me. Not sparing me another glance he walked out of the room banging the door shut.That's it? He treats me this way because I'm alive?I slide down the wall sitting on the floor, the tears drooping freely.I tried to forget the accident. I tried to move on and be happy. I tried to think I was going to be okay. But right now, I wish I died too along with them.Someone knocked at my door before it opened. Did Nico come to say something? Can't be Nico he won't knock.Andrei walked Into the room, holding a plate of waffles. I hastily clean my eyes with my hand."Kitten?
The entire car ride was quiet. None of us saying anything. I reach for the radio the same moment he did and our fingers brushes. "Sorry" I mumble, retracting my hand. My cheek heats up and I turn away before he can see it What is wrong with me?? Why am I acting like a child?"You okay?" He asks and I nod.He puts the music on and some random song starts playing.'I know I'm not yours and I belong to anotherAnd it doesn't help that we want each otherBut baby I'm begging just for tonightDon't let me go baby, hold me tight'Okay. Okay. Okay.This is weird. Am I the only one that thinks so?Or am I reading too much into it?I steal a glance at him and he's eyes are on the road. I take this opportunity to study him.He has thick, dark hair with few strand standing due to the amount of times he ran his hands through it. His eyebrows are bushy, and his eyes are dark and intense. He is muscular with broad shoulders. His body is obviously covered in tattoos, but I only see the ones on his
The day went by fast, the horse ride was a bit awkward at first with Andrei sitting behind me and controlling Luc but it got better and I loved the feeling. We left late when the weather changed. A storm was coming and we had to leave or we would get caught in the storm.Now we were close to the mansion and I was staring out the window listening to soft jams on the radio."Just so you know, Nico would be really pissed, so you have to calm him down" Andrei tells me. He had to just tell me now?I tense when I see Nick standing outside with his hands at his back. Oh shit. We're doomed. I am doomed.He does not look happy. He looks pissed. Super pissed."I thought you told me not to worry about him?" I screeched,tensed. Oh no. Oh no. I am freaking out right now."I said not to worry about him when we were leaving not when we were coming back" Andrei says.I resist the urge to face palm myself. Is he being for real?I have to think of how to get out of this.I still have time to escape, I
I stare at the closed door, my heart racing. What just happened? I take deep breaths, trying to calm myself. my thoughts racing. my thoughts racing as I pace around the room. Nico is one confusing human, giving me mixed signals, this moment he is cold towards me, the next he is kissing me, did this kiss mean anything to him? Or is it just one of his games. I groan in frustration because I am just as confused as ever.I need to leave this room, staying here isnât helping matters.I open the door to go out, but my path is blocked by two men who are definitely not Matteo and Antonio.âBoss said not to let you outâ One of them answers his arms folded across his chestâWhat about Matteo and Antonio?â I ask them.Did Nico replace my bodyguards? Why would he do that?âBoss said they were incapable of taking care of you, so he had them changedâ the same one answered again, keeping his eyes straight.âWhere is he?â I demanded. They both looked down at me, before looking straight ahead, igno
"Go to sleep" He pats my cheek. "You would be going back to school tomorrow"I forgot about school. I forgot tomorrow is Monday. Shoot. I don't think I'm ready to start school tomorrow. I don't want to start school tomorrow. Can't I just quit?Now my previous fear was gone, and I had a different thing on my mind"Can't I just stay? I'd be good I swear" I plead with him, giving him the puppy dog eyes. He stares at me blankly."You're in your final year. You need to go to school. Sleep now" He stares down at me, trying to get me to submit to his orders and sleep"Still too early to sleep" Folding my arms around my chest, I stare back, holding eye contact with him.He likes telling me no, doesn't he. Let's see if he'd like me telling him no too."For someone who was afraid of me right now, you defy my order. I can get you killed right now for defying me" He threatens but his lip quirks up in amusement.It's just an empty threat. He wouldn't do that. "I wasn't afraid of you" I deny loo
Domenico Perez POV*"I will not stay here and watch you accuse my wife of something just because of her last name" Banging my fist on the table, I glare straight at him.Isabella isn't like that. She's not a backstabber or a mole. I watched her for ten years, she is anything but a mole."Nico?" A soft voice called from the door and I turned. Bella was standing there, staring at me with her doe eyes. It was obvious she was just waking. Her brown hair stood at different angles and her eyes drooping cause of how sleepy she was. It seemed like she's using a lot of effort to stay up right now.Was that my shirt she was wearing?I rubbed my chest due to the uncomfortable feeling i was getting right now.Why am I feeling this way? What is wrong with me?"Nico" She calls softly again, dragging her feet slowly towards me."Why are you awake? I asked you to sleep, didn't I?" Scolding her softly, I pulled her to me and she fell on me, straddling me. Oh God. She smells just like me."Didn't see y
Huffing,I walk past him heading to the breakfast table, he follows behind.Nico was sitting alone, with breakfast on the table. But he wasn't eating. Why?I sit and someone comes and serves me different dishes, piling my plate up"It's too much, I can't eat them all" I protested."You need food to grow. You don't eat much, you're starting to get lean" Nico says dismissing the person.A blush crept up my neck, he noticed I was loosing weight?I'd only eat what I can.I start eating, ignoring Nico staring at me. Why isn't he eating? Why is he staring?After what happened in the room, this is just awkward."Nico!" Chiara storms in glaring furiously at him.Oh boy. Drama to go with the food"Where is Amy?" She asked. She was pissed off, but why?"I sent her off" He says nonchalantly.He did? The girl that claimed him is gone?Finally!"Why?" Chiara demanded."While you're in no place to question me and my decisions, I'd only answer because she was your ward" He tells her."I won't have s
Where d..did you⊠" I stutter. It was crucial for Alessandro to take a liking to Nick and vice versa.He could take me out of that house if he wanted and I don't want to leave."Alessia told me, though she was more concerned about the properties and the mafia but she mentioned it" Alessia knew about the mafia? And they kept me in the dark??"Wait, mafia??" Andrea ask behind me. I forgot about her. She's isn't meant to know about it."What mafia?" She yells and people around turn to stare. "Shhhh" I shush her looking around. "Keep your voice down, people are staring""What I said has nothing to do with you. Don't put your nose where it's not supposed to be" He tells her coldly staring down at her.The relationship between this two is terrible, and when i say terrible i mean Mr Krabs and Plankton kind of terrible. They can't stand each other. Why can't my best friend and favorite family member get along? Is that too much to ask for?They both stared, more like glared at each other, b