Her PovYeah about training today? I don't know because things are a bit shitty.First I woke up late because I couldn't sleep until 4 am.When I got downstairs, Diego didn't seem to be in a nice mood.I didn't get to meet him, but he kept continuously shooting , back to back, refiling the gun as soon as the bullet finished.I looked at Jamal and when he noticed me, he quickly signalled me to leave.That wasn't good.Okay just last night everything was okay and he was enjoying teasing the hell outta me, so what's up this morning.I was heading back to the house when I bumped into Martins."Hey uhm, what's up with Your friend?", I asked."I don't know, sometimes he's like that. No wait he's always like that, then sometimes he's in a good mood", he explained."Does it usually affect everybody?" I asked again."Oh yeah, try not to piss him off , he could unintentionally vent out his shit on anyone, best is to avoid him till you think he's better" he explained.I nodded.Okay, stay in my
Martins true to his words came home by 5:45pm with a bucket of chocolate ice cream.I was surprised cuz I even forgot about it.... completely because of excessive training with Diego."Sorry, I wanted to get you strawberry but they were all out", he said handing me the ice cream."Are you kidding me? this is my favorite. Thanks", I said.Diego then came downstairs and met us in the living room.He still had that cold look he had on his face since morning."Where you heading?", Martins asked."No where serious, just out of town. Might come back tonight, might not," he said.Martins nodded and gave him a fist bump before he walked out of the house."Why is he always like that? this cold?", I asked.Martins shrugged."That's Diego for you, if he isn't like that then it's weird", he replied."How long has he been like this... this cold?", I asked."Uhm, well... he's been like this since we were kids, he's always cold towards everyone, especially after his dad died and uhm, then it changed
Martins had gone back to his house later that evening leaving me alone in the living room.It was 3am in the morning and sleep was the least thing close to me.I didn't even fall asleep at all..I just sat on the couch staring at the ceiling, rethinking what Martins had told me earlier about Diego.If I had that kinda shitty Life, I'd be torn apart too.But the truth is , I choose to be happy.I choose not to think about my past.I choose not to think about everything surrounding me and how painful my life is.I make myself happy by being happy and not choosing to think about my circumstances.If I wanna follow the way my life is going, I would have committed suicide a long time ago, but whenever I think about the fact that I'm still alive till now, I know there's a reason for my existence and so I'm gonna live my life every day, every moment, making sure I make the best of it, and nothing is going to stop me.Not even Mario The door suddenly opens slowly and Diego walks in."Why are
"what?',I asked so surprised because... why not?! "I'm sorry, I meant... what my eyes looks like ",he said casually. But his facial expressions told it all... he was lying ."They're the same Color as yours, "I said. "How do you know that? staring at me all day? ',he teased. Well it's not like he was lying. I shrugged... "Not a yes, and definitely not a no, "I said. We walked towards the Lil bridge that stopped by the water bank and sat on it. The silence was calm and soothing. "I have a thing for nature... I don't know, it's pretty weird but I rather spend my whole night here than at home, "he said. I allowed my back to fall to the ground and I stayed still, looking at the sky... the moon..."Do you sometimes wish you're not a Mafian, you don't have to carry on from one shitty family business, ever feel like you want to have a normal life?,"I asked. "Yeah, " he replied. "But it's just a wish, it's not gonna happen, and I'll just have to stick to that for the rest of my life
I get nervous Everytime we step out of his territory.I get nervous Everytime I'm in between Diego and Martins.But I don't know which one makes me more nervous.With them or leaving his territory.I mean, what if we get attacked and I get kidnapped.What if something happens to us on the way?!!But my nerves only increased when we got closer to his Aunt's empire.I swallowed hard.I've been here before... countless times.But it has always with my Dad...my family!!Martins squeezed my hands, noticing I was tensed.I exhaled, I needed that.Okay, this place had crazy security.From the automatic security car checker at the gate, to the security guard at the entrance of the territory, everything.Soon as they noticed it was Diego, they stopped checking.We got out his car and all his security guards surrounded us.Diego interlocked his hands with mine."You ready?," he asked.I nodded.I need help...I need serious help...She's the person to help me.We walked into her house..no wai
In all my life, I have never seen a woman so fierce and unafraid, unshaken, and powerful.Mario addressed her with high respect even tho he doesn't want to, He listens to her, he actually listened to her !!No wonder Diego was unafraid from his threats, not when you have an aunt like that.She took a deep breath and and then released it.She rubbed her temples and sighed, trying to control her temper.She forced a smile."Now that's taken care of, you'll need time to gather yourself up again and get your territory back, I'm going to be of help to you in any way you want. If you feel like you're not comfortable staying with my nephew, you can stay with me in till whenever you're ready to face that beast", she said calmly.I looked across to Diego.She was indirectly inviting me to come stay with her, meaning I won't be staying with them any longer.Diego didn't have any expression on his face, he ate his food silently.Martins wasn't good at hiding feelings, it was boldly written on hi
So, this is me laying on my bed, face to the ceiling thinking about my life.Martins and I just had a long conversation and I realized I haven't done anything in my life apart from running.And my life was pretty shitty.The beginning of my childhood was filled with my dad locking us up always in his mansion because he said it was dangerous for us to come out, mainly because he had a lot of enemies that were out to get us.So till I was 7, I home schooled.I finally started going to school, but I couldn't socialize because I wasn't fond of human beings that didn't stay with me at home.I didn't have a brother by then, so all I did at home was to play the piano and stick with my mother.Coming out was very hard for me, I couldn't talk to anyone, I was scared of everything I did.That was when Desdemona switched over to my school and I started talking to her a little.When I got into highschool, it became worse.I was so introverted, and the worsen it all, I was bullied.Not even by peo
As a Mafian you must this...As a Mafian you must that..you'll need this and that...you cannot think...you cannot that...blah blah blah...I sat down for 4 straight hours listening to this old man talk to me about the the do's and don'ts of the Mafian territory.He claimed he was the greatest Mafian in his time and I swear I. never heard his name in all my years of doing history.Honestly I should have more classes with this man at night so I could fall asleep instantly.So it's been 3 months now since I started training.And it's been 5 months since I've stayed here.So far, I think I'm 80% ready for Mario.Both physically and otherwise.I'm going to kill him, that's certain.I'm not even considering Mercy as an option.And I'm going to get my revenge on him.My stay here overall has been cool.Martins had become my Best friend...he was so nice, sweet and annoying at the same time.He use to call me his little sister and I call him my big brother.Oh and Diego...Yeah like I sai