I don't know how Steven got my number. He called several times before I answered. He was very angry when he found out that I left his condo. I didn't say anything and hung up on him.
I always think and ask myself why I didn't stop myself last night. I sent on a whim.A few days ago I received a call from Boss that he had sent what I would wear to the party. Just as I hung up, there was a knock on the door."Are you Miss Suarez?" the delivery man greeted me when I opened the door.I nodded. "Yes."He put the box on the floor and handed me a folder."Just sign it please," he said and then handed me the ball pen.I nodded and accepted the ball pen and signed. "Thank you."When he left, I looked down at the box. I smiled and carried the box inside and closed the door.I put it on the bed and opened it. When I opened it I was amazed at the beauty. I gently put down the cover of the box and then stared at the contents. I smiled while caressing the fabric of the gown. This is the first time I will wear something this beautiful. I shifted my gaze to the mask and then took it. It is red in color mixed with white. There is a feather on the side.I stood up and thought about measuring the mask. I will see if it suits me or not. When I faced the mirror, my chest tightened at the same time as my tears fell. My heart was squeezed and the mask was immediately taken down. I won't be recognized, but no matter how much I cover and hide, I still can't hide that I'm a disgusting woman. I bit my bottom lip while turning away from the mirror."You're so beautiful, Qotorie!" I was praised by Aling Mae, the landlady of my rental.I smiled at him and straightened myself. Today is the day of the party and I'm waiting for Sir Ethan. He said he would take me here. "Thank you."I didn't have to wait long because Sir Ethan arrived immediately in his Black Mercedez-Benz C-Class. I smiled at Aling Maria while waving at her."Enjoy the party, hija!" And he turned to close the gate.When Sir Ethan got out of his car I was amazed at his clothes. He was wearing a black tuxedo and he had a new haircut. Undercut is suitable for her gentle face. He smiled at me and opened his car door."Shall we?"I laughed because he was trying hard at what he was doing."Thank you." I bit my lower lip and went inside."You're welcome, Qotorie." And he closed the door himself before turning towards the driver's seat.He glanced at me as he sat down and started the engine."I hope you are not scared of me, Qotorie." He smiled at me. "I am very approachable!"I laughed and turned to him. "It looks like it, Sir."When we got to the party I was surprised because of the masks covering their eyes. I will never hope to see Steven again.I was surprised when Sir Ethan extended his arm to me. He smiled at me while sniffing his arm."Shall we?"I nodded and held his arm. I'm new because this is the first time I can attend a ball. It's a formal party because my boss usually attends.We entered the grand mansion together with my hand on his arm. I'm not comfortable to be honest but I have to get along because it's part of my job. Many congratulated us when we finally entered.There were other women murmuring, wondering who Sir Ethan was with. I also smiled when someone complimented my gown. Well, I am wearing a red see-through ball gown with white see-through gloves. My hair is in a messy bun. Because my gown is red, my lipstick is also red. We stopped walking when we were stopped by a bald, rather fat, but well-built man of rather old age. His grin widened as he looked at us."Wow" he said while smiling at me. "Whoever you are gorgeous, you two look good together."I bit my lip and gave him a sweet smile. "Thank you."The old man turned to Sir Ethan, who was turning everywhere, maybe he wasn't used to this either. I smiled to get his attention and turned to face the old man."Uhm. Sir, This is Mr. Mike Ethan Lamosao Marquez, the heir and the only son of Mr. And Mrs. Marquez of GRM Group of Companies," I introduced Sir Ethan to the old man whose lips were parted.I can already hear the music that the musicians are playing on the stage and I think that the program brought by this party is about to begin.Oh shocked the old man's reaction as he turned back to Sir Ethan who was now smiling. The old man immediately extended his hand."Nice to meet you, Mr. Marquez," said the old man happily and his grin widened when Sir Ethan accepted his hand without hesitation."Nice to meet you too, Mr.." Sir Ethan hung up on what he said.The old man laughed when he realized that Sir Ethan didn't know him. I just stayed in my position and acted as Sir's guide because I think he didn't know yetthese."I'm John Arellano. I know your Dad," he said and laughed again. "So, are you gonna be the next Mr. Marquez?"I didn't listen to what they were talking about because I was already looking for a place to sit. There are many vacant tables and seats. I also lifted my gown a little to be able to walk properly.My response to those I meet is a smile. I don't even know them, but it's not bad to smile at strangers, especially since that's what should be done at parties.When I found a seat, I pulled up and decided that I would just wait here for Sir Ethan because he seemed to be enjoying talking to the old man who looked like a comforter.I turned my eyes and head to the right side where I heard the gentle laughter of women. I think our ages are not far apart.I would have ignored them but they got my attention because of what they talked about. I didn't make it obvious that I was listening to them.I sat up and bit my bottom lip hard."Omg! I am so happy for you, Megan. Maybe Steven realized that he misses you a lot. Look at you, you're beautiful and sexy!"My lips parted and I turned to them in shock when I heard Steven's name. I swallowed and looked at the girls talking. The woman with the golden gown color gown spoke. It was wearing a mask but I knew that behind the mask was a beautiful woman."I know, right?" the woman replied with a smile and held her hand."I'm so happy that Steven is back home, Allysa. I feel like he's planning to fix our marriage instead of having an annulment."My heart sank when I looked at the woman. I could clearly see the joy on her face as she caressed her ring finger. It was like my heart was being torn apart little by little because I realized that this woman was none other than Steven's wife. I looked away and rubbed my forehead."Hey, are you okay?"I was shocked and immediately grabbed my chest when I saw Sir Ethan standing in front of me. I blinked my eyes and nodded weakly."It's okay, Sir Ethan." I adjusted my seat.I looked away. I saw him nod and pulled a chair in front of me. A waiter came and served us drinks. I didn't listen to what the two were talking about because I might go even more crazy trying to figure out a solution to get away from Steven. But from what I heard, it looks like he won't do that anymore."Your communication skills are great."I turned to Sir Ethan who was looking at the stage. I glanced at the stage for a moment before bowing."Yes," I answered. "I'm used to it since I worked at your parent's company."I'm now staring at the drink on our table. I took a deep breath and thought about drinking it. I quickly swallowed it and I almost fainted because it was so bitter and my throat felt numb. I rubbed my neck and swallowed."Are you okay?" Sir Ethan asked, his eyes no longer on the stage but on me."It's okay." And looked away."And now, the masquerade ball is about to start. Get your partners, folks!" the Emcee said happily before getting off the stage.Sir put his wine glass on the table and looked at me."I'm not a good dancer" He shook his head.I laughed and nodded. "We're the same."I have no talent in dancing. It's not like Minda who almost knows how to twerk. Because she is a party girl and has had many boyfriends."Let's just stay here.""Where is Steven, Megan? He still hasn't arrived?" I heard the woman ask Steven's wife."No.""You don't get along?""No, he said that I would go first and I did. But where is he?" Steven's wife asked sadly.I could feel her sadness because it was obvious in her voice. My chest tightened because I was one of the causes of her suffering and sadness. I closed my eyes and bowed.Steven, please give your wife a chance. She doesn't deserve the bait. She doesn't deserve this. Please... be a good husband to her at least.I stood up when I felt like I was about to pee. I saw that Sir Ethan was shocked because of what I did."Where are you going?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.I swallowed and bit my bottom lip."I'm going to take a wash first."He nodded and snorted, playing with the glass with his hand. "Alright."I nodded and walked towards the restroom. I even asked a waiter where and it was a bit far to walk. Besides peeing, I also want to leave because every time I hear Steven's wife's sad voice, my chest tightens.After I peed I adjusted myself in front of the mirror. I removed the mask and saw that my eyes were red. It's already watering and if I didn't stop it, it might have been leaking before now."I'm the worst," I said to myself as I stared lifelessly in the mirror.I spent a few minutes before I went out. I put my mask back on and went to the parking lot. I thought about going home but I can't because Sir Ethan is still here and I can't leave him. I'm also not suitable for this event.I feel, I don't deserve the world and I repeatedly ask God for forgiveness for what I have done.When I got enough air, I was about to go back inside when I suddenly felt dizzy. I leaned one hand on the side of a car and one hand was already holding my head.I shook my head quickly when my vision suddenly blurred. I didn't know what was happening to me but I felt scared. I tried to take another step but I was just fumbling.I blinked my eyes.My world is spinning and I'm about to fall. What is happening to me? Why am I doing this?I was about to fall down when someone suddenly grabbed me and violently pulled me to a chest before I passed out.I was dizzy because of my headache and I smelled cigarette smoke. I slowly opened my eyes and a ceiling opened up to me. At first it was nothing to me and I was still squinting but when I realized what happened to me last night I quickly got up.My lips parted in amazement when I saw how beautiful the room was, especially the paint that matched the rest of the room. I lay on my head when I felt a slight pain. I gasped as an idea entered my mind. I put it in my mouth and swallowed.Why am I dizzy and who caught me?I shook my head and bowed."You're awake."I took a breath and looked up at the speaker. My lips parted when I saw Steven. I looked down at his finger with a cigarette stuck in it. My heart was beating fast."Steven?" I called his name in surprise and couldn't help but look at my clothes.I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw that I was still wearing my gown from last night. When I looked up again I was startled to see that Steven had put the dying cigarette in the ashtray
"Miss Suarez, this is so sudden," Ma'am Tea said in shock mixed with sadness.She tried to convince me not to resign and even offered to raise my salary but I refused. I don't want to see Steven anymore. what should be done to completely lose the connection between the two of us. If he doesn't want to stay away from me, I will stay away. I was hurt and Steven's wife and I were hurt. He just fooled us both.I bowed while standing in front of Ma'am Tea's desk. I want to cry. Because I have nothing to say about my problem. I couldn't tell Minda about what happened to me because she didn't know that I had a boyfriend.Ma'am Tea grabbed my hand that was on the desk and caressed it. "Did we do something wrong? Did something happen at the party, hija? Did my son do something to you?"I bit my bottom lip and looked up at her. I could see the plea in Ma'am Tea's eyes."No, Ma'am," I denied. "You are very kind and none of what you said is the reason why I am resigning from work. I have a deeper
"Welcome to Badian Island, Hija!"I was surprised when someone hung a flower necklace on me when I arrived. I wonder because they happily welcome whoever comes to their Island. Mostly the elderly.An old man grabbed my arm."I know you're confused hija, but this is how we greet our guests. Are you from the city, Hija?"I immediately shook my head and saw the young man placing my suitcase on the sand near me."No," I answered. "I'm also from Badian."I looked around the whole Island and I can say that it is clean and beautiful. Abundant in the sea, also abundant in the trees. I can say it's like paradise."What are you doing here, hija?"I turned to the old man who was still looking at me. I noticed that his hair is white and his skin is a bit wrinkled but it is still undeniable that he is a beautiful old man. Maybe, she was beautiful when she was young."I'm here to find a job," I admitted. "Besides, I want to live quietly. I think this is a good place for me.""Really?" he asked happ
"Tori, are you going to work?"I stopped putting on my shoes when Aunt Merna asked me. He was holding the broom while looking at me."Yes," I answered and walked towards the gate after putting on my shoes. "I'm early today because there are many guests coming.""Zellor?" I was stunned when the gate opened and turned to Tiya."Sleep," I answered politely and opened the gate. "There is milk ready on the table. Give him a drink when he cries.""You can count, hija." She smiled at me and went back to sweeping.Who is Zellor? He is one of the reasons why I still can't forget him. Zellor is the result of Steven and I's sin and what he said that I might be pregnant came true.I accepted my son with all my heart and I did not imitate my mother who almost hated me. I don't want my child to experience what I experienced. Steven didn't know we had a child. Why should I say more? I'm the one who wants to stay away from him. You just found out I'm pregnant here. And I can't forget him that easily
I didn't work overtime. I told Ma'am Emma that I won't be long and I just excused my daughter to send me home. I don't want to stay in a place where I know Steven is nearby. And it's true that my son needs me.I didn't stay far away from him to be honest. Badian Island is not far from Moalboal. I just couldn't run far and I didn't expect that there was Zellor in my stomach then. I still love Steven until now. I just don't want to mess up my already quiet life again. I am suffering for my sin. I don't want to sin again and my child is more important.So many ideas came to my mind that just made my head hurt. Steven's family is not an ordinary family. They're millionaires, businessmen, and politicians. They are the people whose lives are very private without much media exposure. They're too powerful.But if I will lose my son, I don't know. No matter how powerful they are, I will fight them. I won't let him have my son if he finds out. I will fight for my son because he is my only hope
It's been a week since that happened and I haven't heard from him. Joel said he left. My heart ached and I knew why. I pushed him away myself. I pushed him away so why am I hurt?No woman wants to be a hooker.I never dreamed of that. I love him so much and it will only stay that way. If I have to lie all the time, I will do it just to keep him away from me forever. So it's a good thing he's gone so I can go back to my normal nervousness. I am a sinful woman. I grew up disowned by my mother. Growing up with so many judgmental people around me. I can live alone. I can live without a man. I can take good care of myself. I accepted my own mistake and walked away.Saturday, my day-off.I thought of taking my son to the market. We only do this once in a while and now is my chance to bond with my son.I put an angry birds hat on my son and then picked him up. I wore a simple white floral dress and let my hair down to my shoulders."Be careful!" Aunt Merna waved as we were at the gate.I tur
"Jusko, I don't know what to do!" Aunt Merna cried while walking back and forth.I fixed my clothes because today I will make money with Steven. I tightened the tie in my hair and swallowed while looking in front of the mirror. I still can't believe that he had such a plan. Why? Does he have a hidden agenda? Why do people need to be evicted? Is he that greedy for his land?I looked at Tiya who is still anxious. "Aunt Merna, just calm down," I said while adjusting the collar of my dress. "Everything will be fine. I'm sure you won't leave this island."He nodded and sat in the chair.He cupped his forehead and turned to me nodding. "I hope so, Qotorie. Because if not, many people will be affected, especially the children. We know that the land was just loaned to us, I just can't believe that the owner's son has already sold it."I can't help feeling sorry for them. Me, when I get kicked out, I'll have someone else to live with, but those who have been here for a long time, where can the
"I will temporarily stay in the island. Maybe at the Casa Resort."I glanced at him while I was eating. I saw that he was done and was just looking at me. Every time I took a bite, it was as if he was watching over me, so I suddenly vomited.I sat down and immediately reached for a glass of water and drank it. But, I almost spit out my drink when he suddenly stood up and walked towards me. I almost held my breath when he gently patted my back while I continued coughing and rubbing my neck.When I looked up at him, our eyes met. I was about to avoid it when he suddenly grabbed my chin and made me face him. I gasped because of what he did and my heart was racing again."Tsk!"The side of his lips lifted and took a tissue from the table while wiping the side of my lips. His lips twitched because of what he did. He also took the glass in my hand and placed it on the table."Tsk, you're still a baby, huh?" He laughed and continued. "I also have some business to attend so we will see each o