Kyra-
This can’t be real, it just can’t. When I left, I had been happy, then I find out I am pregnant, and everything seemed perfect. How could everything go so wrong, so quickly? This had to be a nightmare and I needed to wake up.
I don’t know how long I have been sitting here. My legs felt numb and tingly everything about me felt numb. Every so often I thought I could hear Caleb’s voice, but I figured that maybe I was just trying to hold onto something that wasn’t there so I could find a way to cope with what was really happening.
As much as I tried, I didn’t think Caleb would ever return, at least not for me. Maybe it was time I just let him go. It was obvious he wanted nothing to do with me any longer. In all these years, he made it clear he had no intention to respond to me. If it hadn’t been for the fact Hunter and he kept contact, I would have thought maybe he just hadn’t heard me.
I needed to stop thinking about Caleb, it was bad enough I lost
I wanted to wish everyone a Happy New year. I know I have neglected this story for a bit, but I wanted to let you know that this Trilogy will be my main focus now. I will be updating regularly now since I am finishing up the other book I had been focused on.
Caleb-It has been fourteen hours since I brought Kyra inside. She has not moved at all, just slept, or at least I think she was sleeping. The comatose state she was in wasn’t natural. This wasn’t the first time I have witnessed someone losing their mate, but this was the first time I have seen someone respond like this.Instead of taking her to her room, I had placed her on the couch. I wanted to keep an eye on her and hoped that if she was surrounded by family it would help. While I watched her, I worried that she wasn’t going to come out of this. If it weren’t for the slight rise and fall of her chest, I wouldn’t think she was even breathing.Everyone took turns sitting with her, just holding her hand to let her know they were there. I, on the other hand, haven’t left her side, other than to use the restroom at times. There was no way I was going to chance not being here when she woke up.It wasn’t as if I thou
Caleb-“Honestly, I am not sure, but it seems as if Hunter’s wolf found a way to connect to her. It isn’t the same as ours, meaning she can’t shift or anything into him, but he is fully present within her mind. I can sense him just as I can sense your wolf.” Tristan said.Nothing he was saying was making any sense to me. Never in my life have I heard of a wolf spirit transferring to another. Then again, I guess I shouldn’t be too surprised if what he was saying was true. When it came to Kyra, I have learned to accept the impossible. Was it because of Hunter’s wolf that Kyra was the way she was?“Can you connect to Ace?” I asked Maddox, thinking maybe there was a way to find out what was going on.“I can.” My wolf responded after a few minutes.“See if you can find out what is going on.” I said, wishing more than anything that I was able to hear what Ace was saying.
Caleb-“Are you okay?” I heard Zeke’s voice ask.Still outside on my hands and knees, I was trying to catch my bearings. My tears have long dried up, but I had stayed as I was. Once my vertigo had passed, I was feeling better, but the pain in my heart was still very much there.“I am fine.” I said, barely above a whisper.“Don’t lie to me.” Zeke said, sounding as if he was getting closer.With my eyes closed, I pushed myself back until I was sitting on the heels of my feet. The simple movement made it feel as if all the blood just rushed to my head. I wasn’t sure how long I had been like I was, but I must have been a while. When the feeling passed, I opened my eyes and found Zeke standing just a few feet away.“What do you want?” I asked.“I thought I would check on you and see how you were doing.” Zeke spoke.I knew I was being difficult, but now I j
Caleb-“I can see you are mad.” Zeke said, without giving me an answer to my question.“Mad? That isn’t even remotely close to what I am feeling. I am pissed. Because I listened to you, I thought that it was better for everyone that I left. If I would have known it was something else, I would have never left in the first place. Now because of what you told me, as well as the secrets you and Selene like to keep, I learn that I just spent the last two centuries nearly, alone. I hurt Kyra and Hunter because none of you could tell me the truth.” I yelled, standing up from the couch until I was practically towering over Zeke.“It isn’t his fault.” I heard Selene say, but when I turned around to confront her, I didn’t see her.“Where the fuck are you?” I yelled, no longer caring that I was ready to give in to the rage that was consuming me.“I will not reveal myself until you are cal
Kyra-My mind was still in a fog when I woke up, or at least I thought I had woken up. Now I wasn’t so sure. The first thing I saw was Caleb’s face when I opened my eyes, so I thought maybe I was dreaming or something. It has been a long time since I saw him, so I wasn’t sure if what I was seeing was real.Maybe I just needed to sit up, to wake up. As much as I wanted to see Caleb, I didn’t know if I could handle it right now. I felt numb like my body and mind were shut down. No doubt I was in shock still, but at least now I wasn’t breaking down.It was bad enough that I keep hearing Ace in my head, like a constant reminder that Hunter was no longer here. I don’t know how it is possible, but I can feel Ace in the same way I felt Alexia when I had her. Okay, maybe not in the same way.Sitting up, I kept my eyes on Caleb. He moved back slightly to give me room to get up, but after blinking a few more times, he was still h
Hunter-My lungs felt like they were going to explode. I don’t understand why I felt as if I couldn’t breathe, I should be dead right now. It was as if something was pressing down on my chest, and I couldn’t catch a breath.Gasping for air, I struggled to sit up, but I was pinned down by something. I couldn’t see anything, nor could I move my hands to feel for whatever was on top of me. If I wasn’t dead, then I needed to find a way to get to Kyra. Where was I though?“Ace?” I called out to my wolf in my head.The only thing I heard was the echo of my voice though, it was like I had spoken out loud. Panic began to fill me, as I continued to struggle against what had my wrists and ankles bound. I was a werewolf, so why could I not see in the darkness that surrounded me?“No wolf here.” I heard someone, or thing say, I couldn’t be sure what had spoken, it sounded nothing like human or beast.
Caleb-For the next two nights, Kyra slept in my bed, while I slept in the chair. As much as I tried, I couldn’t get her to leave the room for anything. Since she wasn’t taking in any fluids, she was barely even getting up to use the restroom.I was at my wit’s end, unsure of what I could do to convince her she needed to eat. If she kept going the way she was, she was going to follow Hunter in death. Everything I have tried hasn’t worked. Now more than ever I needed to keep my promise to Hunter.I didn’t believe she was far enough along to hear the baby’s heartbeat, but I was pretty sure it wasn’t going to survive at the rate Kyra was going. It was as if she has just given up and was refusing to move forward with her life, without her mate. I had to do something, even if it meant forcing her to eat and get fluids in her.Only two days wasn’t going to do any substantial damage to Kyra, but that didn’t m
Kyra- “Please.” I said, hoping that they would just leave me alone. I didn’t know what they were planning to do, but it really wasn’t important. They were going to put something in my nose that was going to keep me alive. I thought long and hard about everything and I just couldn’t live in a world where Hunter wasn’t here. “I hope you forgive me for what I am about to do.” I heard my friend Mel say, but I couldn’t see her. When I tried to turn my head, Caleb tightened his grip so I couldn’t move. It wasn’t that he was hurting me, I just felt too drained to even try to fight it. All my energy just felt as if it had been drained. “What are you going to do?” I asked. “I am going to place this tube inside of you, through your nose. This is so we can feed you through the tube and you can start regaining your strength. You will feel pressure while I insert it. It will help if you continue to swallow so it isn’t as uncomfortable for you.” Mel