Chapter 16 Sad history

Diana Rodrigues

You are my best friend, but I was ashamed of you who were always so good. I prostituted myself for a while. I worked in another hotel and there I met this world. I resisted a few times, but I needed to pay the rent and the money wasn't enough, so I subjected myself to going out with other men for money. I don't repudiate those who do it, but it is difficult, words from someone who has been through that life. Some people like to do it, others because they need to and others because they get stoned.

"Some men would come into the hotel and check in and say they were waiting for a person. When the person arrived and identified themselves, I was horrified, many of them had their wedding rings on their finger and pictures of their children and wife in their wallet when they went to pay. I found it so disgusting. At that time I had not yet assumed that I was homosexual. I watched everything that happened until the invitation was made to me. I refused a few times, I didn't wan