Freya's POV When I got up to my room I leaned against my bedroom door, my breathing picked up because of how anxious I was feeling.What happened in the truck?The way her brushed his thumb on my thigh, his hand moving up my leg a bit more, the way he looked at me like he was going to kiss me, maybe?No I have to be reading to much into it, he just wanted to know what was bothering me, but how could I possibly say it was because of the way he didn't refuse Addy's flirting or her putting her number in his phone?The way that he let her touch on him repeatedly or how he actually laughed at her stupid jokes, I know they are stupid, I've heard them all before, she isn't that funny."Ugh!" what us wrong with me!? I need to just tell him I'm sorry, say that I just had a weird day but I'm not upset so I shouldn't have been 'pissy' as he said.Looking at the bathroom door I pushed myself off my bedroom door, dropping my bag in my chair at my desk before walking to the door.I opened the door
Freya's POV After we had finished eating, silence surrounding us as we constantly stole glances at one another until we heard the door open upstairs.I watched his body stiffen slightly at the sound before he relaxed again, a cocky smirk dawning his face suddenly making me feel a bit of unease.Instead of trying to figure out what he was thinking I stood up from my seat before I began to clear most of the table.His mother came down the stairs as I brought the plates into the kitchen that she and I had used along with the salad so that I could put it away."Oh Freya, you don't have to do that, I was coming down to get that done."She walks into the kitchen as I put myself in front of her, stopping her instantly."In this house, if you cook you don't clean."I smiled but wouldn't budge as she smiled back at me, her eyes lit up with actual happiness when she laughed a bit before turning her head put to look at Andrew who was watching us."You could learn some things from this girl ya k
Freya's POV Continued All the questions, normally perfectly good ones from my best friend, at any other time I wouldn't feel the urge to slam my phone down at the sight of his name coming from her but instead I feel jealous, angry, because she can, she can ask about him, ask if he talks about her or what he may think of her it's me, I can't do that, I can't reveal that I have those feelings for him, I have to bite my tongue instead which ties my stomach in knots that I have no one I can talk to about this.I have no outlet, no one to bounce my wants or doubts off on about this subject, because, I mean, would she even understand?Maybe she would, I mean, she sees how hot he is, she knows he's not my brother, or that we grew up as such. Should I talk to her about it?Fuck it!Me: Addy.... I like him, I know you seem to also, but... ugh... idk girl, I like him and it feels wrong that I do.I sat there with my finger over the send button, my hesitation growing stronger when a knock on t
Andrew's POV This girl, sitting in front of me, her legs wrapped tightly around my waist as she pulls me into her closer, so close I can feel my strained hard on pressing into the warmth between her legs making me twitch.How is this actually happening, she let me pull her shirt off of her, exposing herself while wearing only a thinly laced bra that barely held much to the imagination.She was like a Goddess sitting here, with me, my hands caressing every part of her that she allows to be laid out in front of me.I can still taste her on my lips as I lick them while taking in the beauty sitting in front of me.Her skin is perfect, not a single flaw, a dust of freckles surrounding her shoulders from being exposed to the sun, every inch of her smooth and soft as I run my fingers along her body.Touching her breasts, watching her nipples harden under my light touches, my heart thundering in my chest as I watch her eyes flutter closed, her skin pebble from the feel of me making me want so
Andrew's POV Continued After she kissed me, she reluctantly left the room to go take a shower.Her shy voice, flushed cheeks, were a sight. Knowing I held a first for her, something so intimate made my chest swell when she smiled at me before she pulled the door closed behind her. Hearing the water running from the shower I laid back on my bed, her scent still surrounding me, the smell of her was intoxicating, it covered my bed now making me want to inhale every last bit of it.She had been so candid with me, so raw and honest as she spoke to me, telling me she had only ever kissed a boy before, her courage shined through the embarrassment along with fear of my reaction that she initially held."I'm a virgin" she said to me, my heart leapt, I knew we weren't going to go there, it wouldn't have been right but I couldn't contain myself in the moment with what I did, I wanted to see all of her, taste her, so I did, with her permission of course.What I feared to tell her was my truth,
Freya's POV Standing in the shower as the hot water runs down my body, my legs felt weak, my breathing still a bit heavy as I thought about what had just happened between Andrew and I. How can I be okay with a one off with him, after what had occurred between us just now. How can we go back from that?The water began to run colder so I quicklywashed my hair then body before getting out. The water was dripping off of me onto the floor as I looked around to realize I never went into my own room to grab my towel.Cursing myself internally as I ran to my room grabbing my towel, wrapping it around me when I went back to the bathroom to open his door."Goodnight Andrew" I whispered unsure if he would even hear me when his fingers wrapped around mine that held his door, sparks flew through my hand giving me those butterflies again as I felt myself blush even though he couldn't see me. "Goodnight Freya, if you can't sleep you can always come in here."He whispered back to me when his thumb
Freya's POV My alarm started going off, quieter than I was used to because I had turned the volume down so I wouldn't wake up Andrew again. Turning to grab my phone I hit the x to turn it off when I felt movement next to me when arms pulled me back against the warm body in my bed making me gasp at the action.Shock ran through me momentarily until everything came rushing back to me, our conversation last night, how we laid together talking until we fell asleep.My heart fluttered at the thought, my skin pebbled from his touch as his fingers gently skimmed down my neck after he moved my hair away.I felt his lips press to my bare shoulder making me shiver at the act before I turned to face him. His eyes were still closed but he had the most tired, gorgeous smile on his face when his eyes finally opened, looking at me, his smile getting bigger."Good morning beautiful girl."I couldn't help the ridiculous smile that formed on my face as I felt my face heat all the way to my ears makin
Andrew's POV Waking up to her, her scent surrounding me, the feelnof her skin touching mine, I was overwhelmed with emotions and thoughts.Her kisses burned through my system as it shot straight down between my legs.Laying with her, sleeping with her, being able to touch her was everything I'd ever imagined and so much more than that as well. When I had handed her my shirt, the waybher eyes lit up, the pure joy and excitement that took over her features made my heart jump, such a simple act made her so incredibly happy.This girl was something else, I truly doubt there is anyone else like her in this world.When I got downstairs I figured I make her some eggs and toast so she could eat something but her reaction to them caught me off guard.I couldn't understand why she was so thankful until she said that she wasn't used to it, the fact that her dad always left before she even woke up for school, of course she wasn't used to someone cooking. Makes sense why she was so thrown yet ov