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Maverick’s pov- I was at Nina’s side before her hands had hit the grass. Her screams of agony like a dagger to my chest as I watched powerlessly at the pain that took her. “What the fuck have you done” Carson fired, anger rolling from him and aimed for me. “I- I lost control” I tried to defend but I was totally distracted by Nina as she writhed on the floor, my touch doing nothing to sooth her and her reaction to my mark. This was not supposed to happen, she was only supposed to feel pain for a short couple of seconds at most. “Nina” I tried to sooth but every time my hand touched her, she screamed even louder. “What’s happening to her?” I asked no one in particular as I reached out again her skin on fire, burning to touch as I tried to still her, to calm her. I could not understand as to why not even my touch was enough only seemingly making it worse. “She’s human Mav, you marked your human mate with your wolfs fangs” Levi watched Nina with a look of horror, speaking his mind wi
Maverick’s pov- Two days, two days she has been unconscious. Two days she has left me sinking and feeling all and every bit of the guilt that I deserved to be feeling. I was pacing, I haven’t stopped pacing at her bedside since she said those words. She hates me. I don’t blame her; I would hate me too. My family and Jesse have incessantly searched around the clock, expiring all and every turn as they searched for a reason behind her shift. They come up short with nothing other than that it wasn’t supposed to happen. My mark wasn’t supposed to entice a shift, it was mere impossible for a wolf to appear within a human unless they were born with the gene or physically turned by an alpha on a full moon and she had neither. She was not born by a wolf, nor was she turned by an alpha. The moon goddess was testing me. I wasn’t sure as to what that test was, and I didn’t know why or like the fact that Nina had to be the one to suffer in the way she so painfully was and still is all in the nam
Nina’s Pov- Darkness, engulfed in a pit inside of my own mind and encasing me in the pitcher than pitches of the darkest black. I was trapped inside an infinity room, A room that had no walls. A room that had no light or bulb for me to switch on. I wasn’t here and I wasn’t out there, I wasn’t anywhere, I was just being. I was nowhere, at a standstill and I don’t know for how long I’ve been here or why it was that I was here, but I didn’t want to be here, wherever here was I was stuck with no exit for me to take. “We will find them, and they will have answers. She will be ok brother” The familiar voices echoed, matching the faces that have been enclosed in my darkness with me. It is strange, I can hear them, and I can see a sort of faded visual of them but it’s not actually them, more like a memory of them. kind of like the memory games you play as a child where you match the picture to the sound. It was tormenting because I could feel them, whether it was someone’s real emotions or
Nina’s pov- “You’re afraid of me” Maverick’s lips stretched into a thin line with a defeated look, thankfully dropping his hold of my wrist, the action clearing my senses enough for me to feel the anger and fear that I should be feeling towards him. “You tried to kill me” I backed away from him, my lip quivering and I wasn’t even going to attempt to make it still because he had already seen it. I can see it in his eyes, he sees everything. He clenched his teeth together as a ferocious noise ripped from between them brining forward the image of him in my mind. Him with his golden eyes, his powerful aura as he tore a sound very similar to the one that he had just made. What the fuck? It was so clear, a flashback of the whimper that left my own mouth as I bowed to the boy I trusted. I blinked as if the action would make the picture disappear and I shook my head focusing my eyes on my hands with revulsion. They looked as normal as ever but the image of them in my mind was far from norma
Nina’s pov- I wanted to get air, to walk, run. To just be anywhere that I can breathe clearer in order to make sense and get an understanding of the mind tricks that my mind was so obviously playing with me. “That’s not a good idea Darlin” Maverick gulped with a tense jaw. “And why not? Because your stupid fog won’t be able to reach me for you to be able control me anymore?” I fired at him, my anger on the rise and I was hit with this strength and energy that I wanted to use, to burn off. “It’s not safe” he raised his voice his fine jaw line ticking with his own rising anger. I scoffed at the ridiculousness of his words. The audacity this guy has to even speak those words to me like he has a single ounce of care for my safety after he was the one who had attacked me, he fucking bit me. “of course I care for your safety, and I didn’t attack you” he defended trying to keep his calm but the balled-up fists of his where the dead giveaway. ‘In a human’s point of view, you kinda did br
Maverick’s pov- I was pacing at the bottom of the staircase with a need, all I seem to do lately is pace and pace. The upstairs of the house was in an unnerving silence, it had been that way for the past ten minutes since father attempted to give Nina a clearer mind. An although they hadn’t spoken a word to each other since she admitted her fears I kept shamelessly eavesdropping and robbing yet another thing from her. She deserved her privacy, of course she deserved her privacy, but I couldn’t give her that when I was so on edge, when she was so on edge so much so that she was making it near impossible for me to block out her mind from my own. She really truly believes that I had purposely wanted to bring harm to her, that I wanted to kill her. She has to know that I would never willingly want to see her in pain. She was confused, her mind was tormented with the lack of understanding of what I had dragged her into. I wanted nothing more than to march myself up those stairs and force h
Nina’s pov- “I-Im scared” I struggled to get my words out as I broke in my uncle’s arms. The sense of comfort and homely feeling that he wrapped me up in did nothing to help build my broken barriers back up. It was clear to me that my life had made a drastic change, never capable of returning to what was my level of normality. My life would never be normal, I would never be on the same level as the other teens my age, I was physically not normal anymore. This thing inside of me was a constant, I can feel it like it was waiting for the perfect time to posses me. I was afraid of what it would make me do if I gave it the power to control me. Maverick had the same beast inside of him, he was so much stronger than me and even he could not keep it down. How was I supposed to keep it from getting out, keep it from hurting others. I wasn’t strong enough to fight it so it’s inevitable that it will one day get out and God forbid bring harm to an unsuspecting victim. How was I to live with that?
Maverick’s - Distance was what was best for her. I had taken away so much from her that the least I could do was remove myself from her sight, she didn’t need the reminder that I was the reason for her suffering. Peace of mind was what she deserved and the only way I could give her that was to be unseen. So here I was hiding away in the stables with the horses, forcing myself to block her thoughts from mine. My brothers respectfully had done the same, it was only right that we gave her that solitude of privacy until she learned how to keep it strictly selective. How to not let others into that beautiful mind of hers should be the first on Jesse’s training list. “I knew I’d find you sulking out here” Carson spoke before appearing in the open doorway. I ignored his remark rising from my spot on the haystack. I was going to need a cigarette if I was to deal with him and his obvious hatred towards me for what I had done to Nina. “Don’t leave on my account” he said, his lips tucked into