Chapter17-A dream or a reality

I ran after him to get to him as soon as possible. The last thing I would want is to be tortured. It has been more than two weeks since he had forced himself on me and I really want it to stay that way.

On getting to his room he wasn't there, I turn around to leave when I heard the shower running. "Omg!" I panic, "is he going to sleep with me? Can I handle him?" Fear paralyze me washing me with goose pimples as my heart was skyrocketing high than normal. My heartbeat was quicker than usual.

I was terrified.

As I sat on the floor waiting for him to come out; a lot of thoughts filled my mind as I wonder if he was going to sleep with me. I don't know, a little part of me wishes for him to while that rational part of me wishes he doesn't.

I was torn apart. I know that If he touches me he might kill me, especially with this my not-so-good health.

My thought was swindling searching for clues why he would send for me but find none. I was still lost in my thought when the door swarmed o