He clouded my shitty mind the whole day.I don’t know what I should think of his actions. I also don’t know what he wants to prove. But other than those things I didn’t know, I wasn’t even more sure what I was supposed to feel.I somehow feel confused and mad, I don’t know why.”U-uhm, Ms. Brook… you can just pass it to me whenever you feel like it. ” Miss Helena told me awkwardly. I answered him quickly.“Uhm, no miss. I’ll pass this to you right away. ” I smiled lightly politely.She hesitated and couldn't look at me nodding then left in front of my table. I rubbed my face and sighed loudly because of the look. At Miss Helena's table I even saw how they whispered one another in there, obviously about me. I sighed and bit my lip pretending not to know what’s happening. I couldn’t help but look around even further across the floor and I could still see how they couldn’t even look at me.This is exactly the reason why I don’t know why I should feel. I’m fuming mad inside because of th
That was his decision, so that prevailed.What he wanted to happen happened. He asked me to eat in his office every lunch time. But that doesn’t end in there.”So what are you now? Some sort of dating huh?”Sir John asked me when he visited my table for a paper work. I couldn’t help but look him in the eyes. I don't know what to answer. If I tell the truth the issue will get worse. And if not, I'm sure will be lying too.He smirked when he saw that I don’t have any option but to not answer him. I kept my mouth shut because it’s better that way."Just so you know, you're playing with a dangerous fire, Angel."I glanced at him confused. Did he think I didn't notice how he treated me differently? Starting that night that he asked me for a coffee break he became different."Hugh." he uttere, defining who he was talking about.My forehead furrowed. He didn’t use any honorifics and that irritated me a bit."What do you mean?"I knew my question didn't make sense because he didn't know what
"Miss Brook,"I looked at the man who Hugh was sending to my floor to pick me up for Lunch. It’s past one in the afternoon already, which means lunch is already done. The workers are all complete in here already, busy with their own world."Tell him that it's past lunch, I won't be able to join him." with a shaky voice I said.I can see in my peripheral view that Sir John is trying to listen to out conversation.“But Mr. President told me to- ”"Please Admiral, just tell him that I had my lunch already."I could see the awkwardness in his reaction to what I’ve just said. For sure he’s torn between following my orders and his boss’s order. Fortunately, after he nodded he left again.He is followed by the gaze of a few at once they turn to me. Probably wondering why I did not go with Admiral, which means why I’m not having lunch with Hugh. The truth is I didn’t have lunch. After that conversation with that blonde woman, I walked straight in here. Hugh didn’t arrive either, maybe he’s t
"Baby,"I stared at him as he seriously brushed my head lightly with his palm.Sometimes, we prefer to stay in the dream so that we can escape the reality of life. But what is it for people who don’t know the difference between the two?I sighed hard as I can still remember what happened that day. This can not be. That cannot be repeated. I know the day will come and it will all end as well. As I wish, I wish everything was just a dream. But I also hope to know what is really true or the reality. This is too much for me to take. He clouded my mind for those times that he didn’t know. And I’m not hoping that he feels the sameFor me, I just want all of these to end. As soon as possible. Before things would get more complicated."You look tired, do you want to rest now?" he asked me.The two of us sat on the couch and he was behind me. His arms are slightly wrapped around me. In short he’s embracing me. While I was not on my own watching the events outside.The shady sky, now even darke
He what?I blinked my eyes fast as I can’t contemplate that article that I’m reading. This is him right? I am not mistaken, am I?I scanned the article and see through it if it’s recent and damn, this is his interview just about the mid of the year! Heck.I scratched my forehead because of the incomprehensible incident. He is the owner of this surrogate company I’m at? I thought… I thought he was just some sort of client or what?"What the hell,"I don’t understand if he was just lying in his interview. But why the hell in this world would he hire me as a surrogate if he doesn’t have plans of having kids? And why didn’t he tell me all this time that he’s the owner of this company?I gulped and got up to go to the balcony. My legs are weakening because of the information being known. Maybe I'm just mistaken? Maybe he just changed his mind so now he wanted to have a child.But why? What is the reason? I almost tweak myself in the chaos of the mind. I don’t know a damn thing about busine
I stared at him. I can’t mentally process what to do next. Should I avoid him? Pretend that I didn't see him? Or meet him and deal with everything that happened today?The cold wind blew my hair but the two of us still looked at each other. On the road I saw the wet concrete that says the rain just poured. I tried to calm my heart while pretending that everything was normal. I smiled a little but it didn’t reach my eyes. I step forward trying to act as if everything is just normal."Are you just going home now?"I almost bit my tongue. Of all the questions in the book why is that even more I thought to ask? I also don't know how to start.He didn’t answer me. He was still leaning against his car as his eyes looked back and forth at me and the flowers in my hand. I looked at the flowers as well. I cleared my throat and spoke."Are you waiting for someone?" I asked again.I also didn't expect him to be waiting for me. I didn’t even receive a text or call saying he would take me to the c
“Mi Amore! Do you go home this late everyday? ” Echo greeted me.My eyes glitched as I saw him standing outside. The scene feels familiar, but last night's scene was nothing compared to it. I shook my head lightly to get rid of that thought. I don't want to think anymore because I already feel bad and heavy."The lights are almost out!"Echo groaned as he walked into my direction. He held my arms and his forehead furrowed when his skin touched mine.“Oh, hell. You’re hot. ”He put his hand on my forehead and tried to feel my temperature. I averted my face slightly to stop him from what he was doing.“Who the hell of an intern goes home this late? Are they abusing you? Just tell me, Angel. ” he said seriously.I smiled lightly and shook my head.”No. Don’t worry about me, it’s probably just because of the weather. ”I answer him. I didn’t seem to convince him based on his reaction.”And what about going home late? How can you explain that? ”"Uhm, I finished all of my work so I can jus
"That'll be the last."I woke in the middle of the night with the growling noise of heavens. I feel like I haven't slept for a while because I'm still feeling heavy. I looked at the sliding door on the balcony and saw the curtain flying there because of the force of the wind.I glanced at myself and saw that I’m till wearing the same clothes. I fell asleep in tears and was not able to change or clean my body. Though terrified I hurried to close the door. I ran to the bed again to cover myself because of the force of the thunder and lightning. I breathed fast as I kept on hearing the loud growling noise.I feel, at times like this that heaven does not favor me. Isn't it possible to just rain some other day? Isn't it possible to just thunder or lightning someday? Why is it necessary now? Why is it necessary now when I feel so heavy?I’m startled again when another set of thunder and lightning enveloped the entire sky. I put my hands over my ears just so they wouldn't be heard. I’m shaki