DAMIEN Why was my mate being so difficult? I've showed her, given her hints, shown her the signs of how much I love her, how much of a great Luna she'd be and how I was going to spend the rest of my life with her, and yet she doubts me.Didn't she realize how much she kept hurting me and my wolf each time she pulled away from us or acted withdrawn to herself. I knew the real Amaira was sweet, kind, innocent and compassionate, but life had made her cautious around people who wanted access into her heart. She highly doubts I love her and thinks I only want her for her body. I do love Amaira. And of course I want her for her body. I want her for her body, soul, heart, for who she is. The Amaira I know she is, and not the person telling me to leave her alone. She was driving me crazy and I feared I might just snap and kidnap her instead. But doing that would only convince her of who the person she really thinks I am is. After what she did Tonight, I was convinced that even if she
AMAIRA The house feels empty like my heart as I wash up in the kitchen, reminiscing everything that happened last night. Olivia was mad at me and won't talk to me since, and I've been having this dreadful feeling that sickened me in my heart like as if I've done something wrong. I've been telling Damien to leave me alone and go find someone else, but why was it that I couldn't handle it when he did leave me alone and did as I wished?Ever since he left the house, there's an unknown unsettling feeling that had stayed somewhere deep in my heart. I'm deep in thought and don't hear the Omega calling from behind until she roughly yanks my hair and I turn to her, reflexively grabbing my hurt scalp. "Luna Tessa sends for you in the garden." She snickers at me, and I bite back a word as I leave the kitchen. Once I actually do, my feet begins shuffling across the ground as I'm reluctant to face that woman again. But I knew eventually, I had to get there, and arriving there late would ge
AMAIRAI focus on the television and ignored his words hoping he'd give up immediately and head back to the kitchen. I was not stupid and definitely not naive, I was completely sure of his intentions by asking me into his kitchen, and I knew they weren't good. I wasn't his maid, and I didn't plan on doing what he just said. "Amaira... didn't you hear what he said? Do you expect either of us to do the dirty dishes?" I hear Audrey's spiteful voice and turn to see the venomous look in her eyes. I stared blankly at her, forgetting to lower my eyes to the ground. Was she just ignorant or was she that dumb? Did she really think Josh had good intentions by asking me to come wash his dirty dishes? I didn't dare her by refuting her order because that would mean challenging her, and who knew what she was capable of doing?I meekly get up and she gets absorbed into what she's watching and doesn't notice Josh raking his eyes across my body as we both head for the kitchen. Once we arrive, t
AMAIRAI suddenly choke and my two hands reach down to pull her two hands away from my neck where she had held it in a tight grip. I shut my eyes, feeling blood ooze my neck, my breath seizing as she increased her grip. "Audrey. Stop." Josh said, but the coward didn't bother getting close to her. "H.. He... " I began forcing words out my mouth. "He tried to touch me... He wanted to get intimate with me behind your back." I finally said and felt her hand loosen around my neck, but the next second, I was thrown across the floor; on the ground where I groaned in pain when I hit the ground and rolled against it. I managed to lift my head after Olivia helps me suppress the pain, and I see Audrey advancing towards Josh who steps back with each stride she takes forward. "Tell me she's lying... " Audrey starts shedding tears and they roll down her cheeks, accentuating down to her jaw before they drop on the ground in whip splashes. "She... " "Tell me you weren't just about to fuck my m
AMAIRA "Where's Audrey? I didn't see her during lunch and now she's absent from dinner." Alpha Henry said while he cut the chicken on his plate, a curious look on his face. "That's right honey." Luna Tessa turned to me and I stiffen when her gaze reaches my face. "Where's she? Isn't she supposed to be back from wherever she went to today?" I bow, fidgeting inside. "She slept off quite early today. I don't think she'll be available for dinner." I knew they couldn't conclude she was sick because it was almost impossible for werewolf to get sick, but with the glance they exchanged, I was sure they were suspicious about something. I just hoped they didn't go upstairs to talk to her. Audrey was an emotional wreck. She was bundled up on her bed, face buried deep in her pillows, tissues sprawled all over the floor, with her tears which continuously ran down her cheeks, wetting the spot where she lay. I hated humans. Be it hunters or not, humans were generally in the unending list of
DAMIEN"Damien, you can't force her to accept you," She puts a hand on my shoulders, and my shoulders sag like the weight I've been carrying on them was too much to bear. "I don't know what exactly is going on, but I'm sorry, if you can't convince her to be your Luna, you're going to have to find another."Thinking about that night, and how Amaira had rejected me and made it clear that she didn't want anything to do with me, I suddenly sit up and grab the files Vanessa dropped on the table. If she didn't want me, then I had to move on. The future of my pack was my priority. It would hurt, and it would hurt more if later in the future I realize that I truly had to spend the rest of my life without her, but Vanessa is right. I couldn't force her. I couldn't let an unwillingly woman be the Luna of my pack. I do want to love Amaira and give her the life she deserves, but I live her too much too force her into doing what she doesn't want to do. "So what am I looking at here?" I blankly
DAMIEN I was standing before the mirror, staring at my reflection while solemnly putting on a shirt, buttoning slowly with a somber look on my face. Today, I visit Blue Stone's pack to see Amanda and the day after that was the rest. But I knew no matter how good they were or how beautiful they may look or appear, or whomever I happened to end up with, I knew no one could fill in that gap Amaira left in my heart. After dressing up, I mind-linked Raiden to get the car ready. I headed to my office to check out late emails the elders probably sent during breakfast in my dining room. There was one email from one of the Elders. Elder parker. I was considering answering it later, but I expected it to be a brief message, so I clicked on it, hands braced on the table as I read the contents along side the picture that was attached to the mail. With each word I read, my eyes darkened until I saw black. On the side was Audrey's picture. Daughter of Alpha Henry of Moon Claw's pack, and Eld
AMAIRA I was dumbstruck. I didn't realize what I had done. If Audrey did give birth, Luna Tessa will assume she had a child for Alpha Damien, and it will only get worse from there because she cannot deny it since it will be quite shameful if they found out she was pregnant for a mere human who had even forgotten about her. I bit my lower lip as I thought about this; that I didn't realize I was already in Audrey's room and didn't notice as she pulled out a suitcase from underneath her bed. "I never thought about Alpha Damien that way, but I've decided to just get along with dad's bizarre plan of getting us together. It was my mistake of even thinking a human would be capable of being trustworthy and loyal. They're just blood suckers and leeches who only want something off you and never really want to reciprocate, but once I become Damien's Luna, I'm definitely sure I'll be able to be given the treatment I truly deserve... " I bite my tongue hard as I restrained myself from lashing