CHAPTER 137

AVA:

I had spent the night all alone in a room, unable to sleep and although Leo wouldn't stop asking how I felt and if he could come in, I didn't let him.

This was the first time in my life that I was feeling so insecure.

The belief that if a man hurt you, you wouldn't like to go to a male gender must be true because right at the moment, I felt so insecure.

My thoughts wouldn't stop rioting with thoughts of what-ifs.

That Damien came here yesterday and I stepped all over him couldn't erase the fact that I had no child to call my own.

I'm afraid that my marriage with Leo would come to an end in a heartbeat after he couldn't tolerate a woman who was not able to bear a child.

I had been happy, Leo had always made me happy, but Damien's presence yesterday reminded me of the fact that I didn't have mine yet.

I was supposed to feel happy Android grateful that I had a supportive second chance mate, but it was simply impossible to feel fulfilled.

I also felt guilty because I hadn't been abl