Chapter Forty-Two

~AMBER~

I've always carried my burden and bear my pains alone because I don't want people I love to get worried or feel pain over my own pain. I know that's not a good way to deal with my burdens. It is good to share, but I don't want to see people I love depriving themselves of their happiness because of me.

“Do you remember now why you fainted last night in the restroom at the cinema?” Liam asked, getting me out of my thoughts.

“No I haven't. If I try to think about it, I will feel pain in my head, and if I insist and try to force it, the pain will be excruciating. I've given up for now. Maybe the memory will come on its own.” I replied.

“Don't force it, okay. If you can't remember anything, don't push hard. I will try to find out what happened myself.”

It looks like I was wrong. Maybe Liam doesn't know why I fainted. Liam cares so much about me. He will never lie to me. I'm sure that if he knows why I fainted, he would have told me. I should stop doubting him. I know most things a