The luminous stars is shining brightly on the pitch black sky. For me that speaks something. Sa kabila ng kadiliman mayroong maliit na liwanag na mag papaganda sa dilim na ito. People love star gazing but do you think the stars will be able to shine brightly if it weren't for the darkness? I don't think so. And I think this same question applies in a real life situation too. Na kapag ba nasa dilim ka hahayaan mo lang na lamunin ka nito o mas mag liliwanag ka pa? Kadalasan ang tao akala nila na kapag may problema wala ng pag-asa.
" Good morning po! " I said lively to my lola who's now looking at me weirdly. Siguro iniisip niya kung anong nakain ko at bakit ako ganito sa kaniya. Well, obviously we're not like other households where the parent-children relationship is fruitful. I am living in a toxic household with a toxic mindset and attitude. Subalit ngayon ay tila gusto kong maging ganito. To greet her a joyful good morning is the first thing I wanted to accomplish. Iba talaga ang pag mamahal ni Elijah.Ganito ba talaga kapag in love? Nevertheless, at least risking my heart reaps a big blessing. Siguro naiisip ko rin na kung sakali mang mag tagumpay ako sa plano ko at makaalis kami dito ayoko namang iwan siya na hindi kami okay. The thing is I'm still grateful for her because technically she nurtured us still. Hindi kagaya ng ama ko na wala na nga dito mas priority pa ang girlfriend niya.Since nakapag luto na akong agahan ay ipinag handa ko na rin si lola ng pagkain
Pag karating namin sa parking lot ng school ay kinalas ko agad ang seatbelt. Tumingin ako sa wrist watch kong suot at 6 :55 am pa lang naman. Thank God we're early today. He stared at me and I know now what he wants. I grabbed his face, the small stubbles are already visible and feels so spiky against my palm. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang gusto ko clearly stubbles can make him more manly but even without it, he's still a hottie.The peck turns out to be a passionate kiss. Buti na lang tinted itong sasakyan niya kaya walang makakakita samin.His tongue seeks for an entrance so I allowed him. The smooth but skillful tongue of his explores my mouth like a anthropologists seeking for artifacts in a cave. Slow, wet and of course my own tongue clashed with his. Hindi ko alam pero alam ko na parehas naming namimiss ang isa't isa. Hindi pa naman matagal nung huli kaming nag halikan. However, what do you expect from a teenager with raging hormones and from a man like Elijah? Eto
Our first subject in the morning was done and it's time for our classes with Elijah. I feel so giddy and excited! A student-professor romantic relationship is forbidden but why does it feel so thrilling? Yung alam mong bawal pero masarap gawin? This kind of relationship is unethical but one of the kind." Uyy peram namang liptint dali! Parating na si Sir pogi! " Biglang sumimangot ang buong mukha ko ng marinig ko ang mga kaklase kong nag-aagawan sa liptint. Seriously their face our full of cosmetics already! Every period ata nag re retouch sila.Of course, I'm not the only one who's excited with his arrival. What did they called him? Sir Pogi? Well, I can't deny the fact that he's undeniably handsome but hearing other people fantasizing about your soon to be boyfriend is infuriating!" Wait lang ako muna. " Agaw ng kaklase kong bakla sa liptint at salamin. I understand why they're acting this way alright? Kahit nga ako noong una ko siyang makita halos mag laway di
The clouded blue sky is boasting it's majestic self to me as I look up here from the window of my seat. Whenever my orbs see the white fluffy looking like a cotton ball on the sky, I often think God is there. Sitting, watching, and observing people do their stupid monkey businesses.Narinig ko dati sa isang pastor na ang ulap daw ay parang alikabok sa paa ng Panginoon. The sky is his pathway as he walks every single day or just sit above the clouds to look down to his creations.Sabi niya pa kapag daw nakakakita ka ng ulap ibig sabihin nandon si Lord. Kaya heto ako ngayon nag-iisip ng ganito dahil nakakita ako ng ulap. Kaya lang naisip ko naman so ibig sabihin pag walang ulap wala rin Siya? Of course not, God is omnipresent. Meaning He's existing everywhere thus whether clouds are visible or not on the sky God is there.Anyway, Elijah is lecturing about patterns. That's why my mind wandered to my surroundings, my eyes roamed around the patterns
There are students who are going to cafeteria because it's their breaktime. Halo halo ang amoy sa kapaligiran. The scents from the nature, people and animals are perfectly combined creating a scent of life. Nag lalakad ako papuntang faculty kung saan niya ako pinapunta. While walking I observed other students do their own businesses. May mga mag kaibigan na nag-tatawanan, meron namang nag-aaral, syempre hindi mawawala ang mga nag- haharutan I smiled at that thought. On my way to the faculty I glanced to my secret garden. My lips forms a smirk as I have seen all the anemone flowers blooming beautifully. Dati kapag tinitignan ko ito medyo nalulungkot ako pero ngayon nabubuhay ang pag-asa sa aking puso.Someone grabbed me and put his palm to my mouth to prevent me from screaming. Kinakabahan kong tinanggal ang kamay nito at handa na sanang sipain sa golden part ng lalaki pero si Elijah pala ito." You scared me! " I terrifyingly uttered my eyes are almost popping out of m
I came for the first time in my life. Kagaya nga ng sinabi ko hindi ako inosente at marami akong alam. Reading books is one of my past time and there are book themes for that kind of escapade. Erotica as we all know. However, I never touch myself even though my body is responding in the same way the characters in the book is feeling. Hindi ko alam na masarap pala ito sa pakiramdam. Maybe because I'm doing it with the person I like...love.We're both panting really hard after he licked and finger fucked me. He lifted me up but my uniform is dirty.He smirked evilly." You look hot. " umirap ako sa sinabi niya at napatingin sa gitna ng pantalon niya. He followed where my eyes are." How about that? " bigla akong namula ng maalala lahat ng ginawa namin kanina. I never thought I can do that. Bend so willingly on the grass and let him do me!" Nah, I can't took your virginity here in this dirty place. It's your first time so it should be in
Days passed by like a wind so fast and everything went smoothly with my relationship with Elijah. Every single day he's making me special not just by giving me bouquet of flowers. It's counted but the way he takes care of me is what makes my heart flutters. Mapapatingin ka na lang talaga sa kaniya at mag papasalamat sa Diyos na binigyan ka ng ganitong lalaki. We're still not official and I'm thinking ways to utter my sweetest "yes" in a most memorable way. Yung hindi niya makakalimutan kasi wala pang nakakagawa. The Saturday morning doesn't makes me feel sluggish, it boosted my energy even.After I got up from the bed, a wide grin is already plastered on my face. Hearing the birds tweeting, I averted my gaze outside our house and as I see the trees dancing along with the rhythm of the wind, the urge to also sway my body is strong.Kaya kinuha ko ang cellphone ko sa loob ng kuwarto at namili ng kantang mapapasayaw ka talaga. Cleaning without music is s
I swallowed the lump on my throat and carry my feet to the living room where my father is. Back when I was a child I remembered the astonishment I have for him. My father in my eyes is the kindest, bravest and the best father in the world. Maybe because we didn't see and be with him as we grow up. The need to work outside the country to provide for our needs is what they prioritized. Bata pa lang ako iinuukit ko na sa isip ko kung anong itsura ni Papa. Kagaya ba ng mga tatay ng kaklase ko? Malaki rin kali ang katawan niya? What about his voice? Does it lies in a bass timbre of voice? As it should be because he's a man? or Is he soft spoken?I was in a kindergarten that time when my mother broke the news. For the first time in my life, my father will not be faceless in my mind anymore. The silouhette inside the young Athena's mind soon will have an eyes, ears, mouth, and a lips. But what she wants to see, more so to feel is a fatherly love. Ano bang pakiramda