[Hyacinth]
It feels weird, being home again. So much seems the same. The town gate, the streets, the bland color of the houses, and the rolling hills. The Temple of the Moon Goddess is still standing, glowing white and pure in the afternoon sun as devotees enter for midday prayers. My cheeks flush with remembered fear and anger as I think of that temple and how I was shamed before the pack.
And yet, through the haze of my strong emotions, I can also see that a lot has changed. The pack has grown considerably. There are new buildings and more homes. The people milling around on the streets seem happier and more carefree than before, their clothing nicer, their cars newer. I start to blush when I see a young couple sitting on a park bench, in a public display of affection that should have been unseemly, even amongst mates.
Things have definitely changed here. Or maybe it is just me who has changed.
I was hoping to see improvement in Blake on the ride here, but my tonic alone wasn’t enough. She needs real medicine, and machines for monitoring both her and her pup. As we arrive at the clinic I feel my anxiety rise. Afraid of being recognized, I take a deep breath, braid my hair, and hide it under a hat. Grabbing Drew’s aviator sunglasses, I place them on my face.
Taking a quick look in the mirror I am pleased with my disguise.
“I shouldn’t be here long,” I inform Drew as I open my door, “I’ll text you when I am done.”
Carefully I guide Blake out and we head to the main doors. I plan to find the pack doctor, hand over her care, and leave as fast as possible. I assumed it would be an easy thing to do. But much to my surprise, I discover there is no pack doctor on site.
“Is he at home?” I ask, baffled. “Can’t you just call him and tell him it is an emergency?”“Unfortunately no,” the receptionist has a sour look on her face. I don’t think she’s recognized me yet, but I still find myself looking over my shoulder. “Our last doctor retired last year and we haven’t been able to find a doctor willing to come this far away from the city,”
“Who’s been tending your sick?” I inquire, stunned that they have been able to manage for so long without someone to oversee the workings of a clinic serving so many.
“Anyone with any medical background,” she shrugs. “We do what we can.”
I no longer want to leave Blake here. I wouldn’t leave anyone to the mercy of a ragtag crew of “medical professionals” who are doing the best they can with no guidance, direction, or proper training. If I knew somewhere better to take her, I would.
Changing my stance I stand up taller. “I am a doctor,” I announce. The nurse's ears perk up as she considers me. “I need immediate access to a room with a heart rate monitor, a clean and comfortable bed, and an ultrasound machine.”
The nurse, recognizing a doctor when she hears one, simply nods, leading me to the nearest examination room.
Speaking with the nurse I learned that the Tribunal of Elders was disbanded six years ago and replaced by a new young Alpha who began making changes almost immediately, especially regarding pack law. She tells me enthusiastically about how many wolves from all over the area, including herself, came just to work and live in this pack because their new Alpha, Slate Danvers, has done such an excellent job not only caring for the pack but also helping it thrive.
“It doesn’t hurt that the Alpha is also very handsome,” she blushes as she unlocks the door to the examination room. “He has a chosen Luna but they aren’t married and it's been six years.” She whispers conspiratorially. “Some think it’s because he doesn’t like her. I think it’s because he’s still looking for his fated mate.”
“Well, Lisa,” I read her name on her nametag as I lay Blake down on the bed. “ Thank you for your help so far. If you could also call Alpha Danvers and tell him his sister has arrived…”
“You?!” she shouts maybe a little louder than she intends, putting her hand over her mouth.
I shake my head, pointing at my patient. “No, I’m…” What should I call myself? I cannot give them my real name. “I’m ‘The Healer.’”
Her eyes widened at my code name, recognizing it. Rushing forward she gives me an unexpected hug. “Oh my god, it’s you! Thank you for coming to our little pack.”
“I’m sorry I…”
Lisa releases me, wiping her eyes. “You helped my sister, Eva, last summer. Thanks to you she has made a full recovery.” She stands up a little straighter. “I would be honored to fetch the Alpha for you.”
The nurse leaves us alone with the gentle click of a closing door. Turning to Blake, I quickly help her get comfortable, giving her privacy as she changes from her clothing into the waiting dressing gown. A quick examination tells me what I already know, that she is extremely dehydrated and undernourished. I call the front desk and requested an IV be brought in with fluids and nutrients. I will need to do further bloodwork to be sure, but based on her coloring and energy levels, I am sure I will find that she is anemic. A quick ultrasound shows that her pup, while a little undersized, is doing well, although her placenta is in a worrying location.
If she were my patient, I’d recommend continual monitoring with the understanding that she may need bed rest in the near future if she wants her pup to survive.
There is a gentle knock on the door.
Ah, this must be the alpha.
“Enter,” I quietly call out. The door creaks slightly as it opens and he enters. My back is turned to him as I busily record notes.
“Doctor,” his voice is deep and soothing.“Can we speak outside?”
He doesn’t wait for me to answer. I follow him out into the hallway and turn to face him. The first thing I notice about him is how very young he is. He looks my age, maybe a year or two older. That feels a bit young to be in charge of a pack, but as I discuss his sister’s condition and her care needs, I find myself instantly at ease with him.
I can also see why the nurse was blushing while speaking about him. He's almost too handsome with his dark brown hair, bright blue eyes, and chiseled features fit for a Greek god. Tall and fit, with a delicious woodsy scent, like sandalwood and pine I can imagine most she-wolves who meet him swoon.
“Unfortunately, your sister’s condition is going to require constant care. I understand that your pack does not have a doctor, so I recommend transferring her to a pack that has a well-staffed facility.”
“Lisa told me that you are the infamous rogue doctor ‘The Healer,’” Slate confronts me.
“Yes,” I admit. “But I am unavailable. I need to leave as soon as we are done with this conversation I..”
“As a rogue, you do not have a pack nor a home. I’d be willing to offer you both. Stay here, care for my sister, become our new doctor and I can give you security, income, and a pack to call home,” moving in closer he adds. “Many of our pack came here as rogues. We won’t hold that against you.”
“While I appreciate your offer I…”
My words are cut off by the sound of heels clicking behind me. “There you are, Slate. I’ve been looking all over for you. Do you know how embarrassing it is for me as Luna to be chasing you down all over the pack?”
That voice. My whole body freezes. It can’t be.
Turning around, I try not to gasp.
It’s my sister.
Ashlynd.
And she’s Alpha Slate’s Luna.
[Hyacinth] Ash starts screaming. She is angry to see me. Not just angry, livid. She yanks my hat and sunglasses from my face, pointing and shouting. I expected her to be surprised if we were to come across one another, but our relationship had always been jovial. Before the incident, we were the best of friends. Why would she be so angry to see me?“Cindy! What are you doing here?! You need to leave, NOW!”I don’t get a chance to respond before the Alpha grabs her arm and begins to drag her out of the clinic grumbling under his breath something about “behaving like a proper Luna.”I stand there, stunned for a moment as I take a few deep breaths to even out my breathing. My hands shaking, I reach down to pick up the hat and glasses, useless now that I’ve been exposed. I expected some negativity when I was finally uncovered, but that reaction from my sister hurt me deeply. She was angry to see me, but why? What have I ever done to make her hate me?Something else is going on here. Some
[Hyacinth]“She called you a bad name,” his face is hard with anger. “She’s a bad guy. She needs to pay.”Ash continues to twitch.“We’ve talked about this,” I keep my tone steady and calm. “You need to let her go.”He takes a deep breath, gives Ash one more contemptuous gaze, and then releases her mind. Ash goes very still. A little too still.“Drew,” I try to keep my tone light, but inside I’m worried that Bash has finally taken things too far. “Can you take Bash to pick up burgers and then head home? I need to make sure she is okay.”Drew leads my son away, his face concerned as he looks back to make sure I’m okay. I’m not, but I give a little wave, reassuring him that I have the situation under control. I wish I could say that this is an unusual occurrence, that it has never happened before but I can’t. My son developed this “ability” around the time he started talking about his wolf, a wolf he is FAR too young to have. Over the last two years, Drew and I have had to learn how
[Slate] [Flashback–At the Clinic] The sound of Ashlynd’s voice when she whines sounds like nails raking across a chalkboard–scratchy and painful and slightly vomit-inducing. “Ash, I told you I’d meet you at the packhouse. Why are you here?” “Darling, you know I hate waiting,” she coos as she moves in closer, completely ignoring the fact that I was in the middle of a conversation. “How does it look to the others when you make your Luna wait an hour for you to arrive?” she huffs. I want to tell her I’m busy, but I don’t get a chance. She takes one sniff of the doctor and reaches forward to pull off her hat. “I knew it!” she shouts, pointing at the doctor and snatching off her glasses, “Cindy! What are you doing here?! You need to leave, NOW!” The doctor, Cindy, just stands there, taking the verbal abuse spewing from the mouth of my fiance. Feeling oddly protective of this woman I just met, I grab Ashlynd’s hand and growl softly, “Let’s go.” I pull Ash aside, the nurses and othe
[Hyacinth]“Yes,” I look the alpha straight in the eye as I lie. “I did hurt Ashlynd. She was saying some very unkind things in front of my son. I had a moment of weakness.”The alpha is sitting across from me at my kitchen table drinking a warm cup of instant apple cider. I wish I had something better to offer him, but Bash likes apple juice and we haven’t really gone shopping for food yet. He doesn’t seem to mind as he takes another sip from my “World’s Greatest Mom” cup. “And do you have these moments of weakness often,” he looks down at his beverage. “You don’t seem to me to be the type of person who loses her temper frequently.”“I try not to be,” I admit. Hopefully, the alpha won’t pry too much into the reason behind it all. I don’t want to draw any attention to my son. He takes another big drink of his cider, wincing as the hot fluid makes its way down his throat. “I hate to ask this, but since you are admitting to having…hurt Ashlynd in a fit of anger, I need to ask about so
[Hyacinth] When Lisa showed me to my new office, I wanted to cry. There are papers piled everywhere. Boxes and boxes of them. It looks like in addition to an absent pack doctor, they also have a shortage of support staff. Before I could even make my first rounds, I found myself spending an hour clearing off enough paperwork to reclaim my desk and then another thirty minutes disinfecting it, scraping the grime of old coffee rings and melted candy bars. Part of me is tempted to just burn it all and start over, but I know that each one of those pieces of paper represents an important moment in somebody’s life. As I sift through the paperwork, I find a file with my name on it right next to one with my mother’s name on it. Interesting. Setting them in the newly cleaned-out top drawer of my desk, I promise myself that I will read those later. I have so many questions about myself and my mother. Maybe those files will give me some answers. Around 10 o'clock, I take a break from cleani
[Hyacinth] “The Alpha," Ashlynd repeats. "I need to talk to you right now about my fiance." I take a step back, giving her more space as she crowds herself into my office. There are so many boxes of paperwork piled around there is very little room for me to maneuver as I try to avoid standing in her space. The last thing I need is for her to trip over a box and accuse me of pushing her. I'm already on notice with the Alpha. If we had another incident so soon it would look really bad. I’m too tired and too hungry to engage with her right now. She looks ready for a fight and all I can think about is finding a nice shady corner outside and eating my apple and leftover fries. But instead I'm stuck here dealing with Ash's big feelings over some perceived slight. “I don’t know what I could tell you about him that would do any good,” I sigh, just wanting to be done with this conversation. “I don’t even know your Alpha. I've only met him twice.” “That's right, you don't know him," she
[EARLIER that same day--before Ash and Cindy's argument] [Slate] It’s been a long week. I am trying to pay attention to what Ash is saying, but my mind keeps wandering back to the Doctor. She is an enigma, a mystery that intrigues me and makes me want to learn everything about her. Despite being so strong and brave she also seems to be vulnerable sometimes. “You know what, Slate,” Ash huffs as she picks up the pack finances and puts them into her little pink purse. “I think lunch is over. You don’t seem to have your heart into it.” I can tell that she is irritated with me for not giving her the attention she needs and deserves. She’s right. We’ve been at the packhouse for the last 45 minutes and while she went over finances, I didn’t hear a single word she was saying. I sat there, watching the leaves blowing on the autumn breeze, thinking about a certain doctor whose eyes flashed a bright green, like the color of grass. I was also thinking of the strange changes I’ve been seeing
[Hyacinth] My body feels warm all over as I nod my acceptance while at the same time I feel a cold chill as if a cloud were sitting over my head. Regardless of what he says, Ashlynd will have a problem with this. It doesn’t matter that he says we are “just friends,” she will see this as a date. “Forget about that,” a voice in my head says, “follow your heart.” “Follow my heart,” I whisper. He looks up confused. “What? Were you saying something?” “No,” I lie, grinning. Part of me knows that if I wanted to be smart, I’d stay far far away from him, just like she warned me. Instead I let him guide me out of the office and out into the sunshine. I don’t know what I was expecting from lunch with the Alpha. Maybe someplace fancy with too many forks. It was refreshing when he took me to his favorite deli instead. The wolf behind the counter was a connoisseur of fine lunch meats and I soon found myself rejecting my sad peanut butter sandwich for a beautiful double-fisted sub sandwich