Arthur’s POV
Alicia stared around Micheal’s room as she waited for him to come back from the kitchen. They’ve been dating for four months and she still feels incredibly shy whenever she was at his dorm room. Micheal is in his second year and she’s just a fresher, it’s just that feeling of dating a senior that’s making her overwhelmed sometimes. She suddenly wondered if Jason was in his second or third year before shaking her head violently. She shouldn’t be thinking of another man when she’s in her boyfriend’s room.
She’s been practicing on what to say to Micheal. She obviously needed to apologize first and then perhaps tell him why she’s been acting that way and of course, omit the part where she’s been sexting another guy who happens to be her sexy cousin. She sat at the edge of the bed, her hands in between her legs as she waited. Anybody who walked in and saw her would think that was her first time being to a guy’s place. She was always this shy person, she still is but she realized she was different with Jason, he made her act like a completely different person and at times it scared her but other times, she loved it.
Micheal came back with a can of apple juice, Alicia’s favourite. He handed it to her and she took it, setting it beside her. Micheal cleared his throat and squatted right in front of her, taking her hands in his and giving her gentle strokes with his thumb before looking up at her.
“Are you ready to tell me what’s been going on with you lately?”
Alicia nodded like a child, eliciting a small chuckle from Micheal. He was comfortable enough squatting, he does it all the time that it’s become such a comfortable position for him.
“Then tell me, what’s going on?”
Alicia took a deep breath, looking up at him briefly before looking down at their hands intertwined. “I’m sorry for ignoring you, I shouldn’t have done that.” Alicia said in a small vulnerable voice, refusing to look at him.
“Why did you do it then?”
“I was upset, you made me feel like a complete fool that night.”
“But you make me feel like a complete idiot all the time because I never know what you want but instead of just being upfront about it, you think it’s better to ghost me and that’s a shitty thing to do.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Alicia, baby, what do you even want? One minute you’re telling me you don’t wanna come see me because you’re busy, the next you’re calling me to tell me you miss me and you want me with you and the next minute you’re upset about something you don’t even wanna tell me about and afterwards, you call me to have phone sex with you.”
Alicia feels her face flush and she fights back a whine, she’s embarrassed enough and Micheal isn’t making the situation any less humiliating.
“I’m sorry.”
“Stop with that and just tell me your problem.”
“I don’t have a problem.”
“You clearly do, you have a problem with me. Just say it already, what is it that I’m not doing that you want me to do?”
Alicia tried to pull her hands away but Micheal held her hands tighter.
“Don’t avoid the question because I know the minute you leave here, you’d be pissed about something else that you won’t tell me about but instead, you’d ghost me.”
“I-I just, it’s just that whenever I wanna do something, you always say no, you don’t love me.”
Micheal sighed, one of his hands coming up to gently caress Alicia’s cheeks. “Baby, saying no to you a couple of times doesn’t mean I don’t love you.”
“What does it mean then? I just want—I don’t like how you say no to me whenever I wanna explore with you sexually. It’s like you don’t even want me at all.”
“We both know that’s not true-”
“I don’t know shit.” Alicia interrupted him, frowning when she heard him laugh. “You must think I’m a joke, what’s funny?”
“Hey hey, I’m sorry, sorry, I just—you’re so adorable sometimes and I keep forgetting how innocent you are but hey, tell me, tell me the things you want, the things you’ve been dying to tell me.”
Alicia looked at him for a minute and looked away, she wasn’t sure it was a good idea but she wanted to tell him so he’d know that she might be innocent but her thoughts and fantasies aren’t. Micheal got up and sat beside her, gently lifting her up so she was sitting on his laps.
“I wanna have sex for a start,” Alicia looked at him, “I know what you’re gonna say, but Micheal, how long do you want me to wait? It’s not that easy to hold back you know when—I just wanna have sex, with you.”
“I know, I know and I do too but I do want it to be special for you, I don’t wanna hurt you.”
“Do you think I wanna be hurt? I want this as much as you do and you keep saying no and it makes me wonder if you really love me as you say.”
“Don’t use that against me, I do love you.”
“Then why don’t you wanna have sex with me and don’t give me the same ‘I wanna be careful with you’ line, I’m sick and tired of hearing it. You dated a sorority girl, everyone knows about that and when you were with her, I heard….so many things.” Alicia said the last part in a small voice, almost scared to tell Micheal the things she heard.
“What did you hear?”
Alicia fumbled with her fingers, her eyes stuck on Micheal’s hand that’s on top of hers while his other hand circled around her waist. Her eyes diverted to his pants and then his crotch area and she swallowed, she doesn’t even know what her boyfriend’s cock looks like and she hates it. She wonders if it’s huge or maybe if the head is flushed pink, perhaps there’s a beautiful vein running from the underside all the way to the tip of it—
“Alicia?”
She snapped out of it, looking at him and she sighed. “Everyone says you both had an adventurous sex life and I know it’s true, a friend of hers talks about what you both had while you were together and it makes me so jealous because I don’t even get to see that side of you, the Micheal with an adventurous sex life. Why’s the case different with me? Why are you playing safe with me?”
“I told you to stop listening to stuff like that.”
“Can you ignore what I’ve been listening to and just answer me? Do I not look exotic to you? Do I not turn you on? What exactly is holding you back from doing the things I’ve been begging for? Is it because I’m inexperienced? You could teach me, I—I’d devote my time to learning the things you like. You don’t even want me—you don’t want me to give you a blowjob, you don’t let me touch you past your chest, you don’t even let me grind down on you whenever we’re making out and I’m straddling you. You don’t know a lot of things about me.”
“What? I know a lot of things about you. I know how you like your fries unsalted, your burger served without pickles and Mayo, and how you love chicken breasts instead of the thighs—”
“Things other than that, Micheal. Micheal you don’t know the things that I like, sexually related things, you don’t know my fantasies,” Alicia fidgeted with her fingers, “I also want to have my hair pulled and marks sucked into my neck but you don’t know that and it makes me so upset.”
Micheal sighed and nodded. “Then tell me, tell me baby, what are the things you like? I’m listening.”
Alicia looked at him, she was going to be bold this time around and just say the things on her mind. She was tired of going around in circles, she was just going to lay it all down for him and whatever happens, it happens.
“I-ughmm..”
“Don’t get shy on me now, tell me everything.”
Alicia smiled a little, shifting on his lap, her eyes briefly snapping to his crotch area and she looked away.
“I want us to sext sometimes and I want to have phone sex with you.” Alicia watched him nod, she wasn’t sure if he was nodding because he was okay with stuff like that or if he was genuinely freaking out but pretending to be cool. “Even though you don’t want sex right now, I wanna try other stuff too.”
“Okay, like what?”
“Ughm….” Alicia let her hand wander off Micheal’s grip and she tentatively played with the waistband of Micheal’s shorts. She looked up at him, his eyes were fixed on her hand and she took a deep breath, “I want it in my mouth,” She said, her hands now moving downwards to give Micheal’s cock calming strokes through his shorts. She watched him suck in air and gently let go. “Is this okay?”
Micheal nodded, his eyes trained on Alicia while she continued rubbing his length that was getting harder after each stroke. Alicia wasn’t going to panic, with what she has felt and how much she’s still stroking Micheal’s length, it’s definitely as she imagined, big and thick and she doesn’t know when her hands slide past Micheal’s shorts, warmth enveloping her hand as she grabbed him and she heard Micheal hiss.
“Can I-is it okay to give you a handjob?”
Alicia’s POV “Can I—is it okay to give you a handjob?” It took every courage in me to say that and I waited, our eyes boring into each other’s soul. Was he going to say no? He wouldn’t, right? He did say it was okay to rub him through his shorts, he was enjoying it so why is he being hesitant now? It’s just a handjob. I asked for consent, that’s okay right? He’d let me do what I want for just tonight.“Micheal, do you not want me to?” I tried to mask the hurt I was starting to feel by speaking in a low voice, at least he won’t hear how I’m about to break down if he says no. I watched his eyes stare down at my hand that was still underneath his shorts, unmoving. He felt so big, I wanted to just take it out and stare at it till it feeds my ‘big dick kink’ but I’m this close to losing all the excitement bones in me because he’s not saying anything. “If you don’t want me to—”“I do, yes yes, go on.”Oh finally. I smiled at him and gently used my free hand to pull his shorts alongside his
Alicia’s POV We both sat side by side on the dining table and I suddenly couldn’t contain my thoughts. I suddenly wanted attention, all of his attention on me and I didn’t even need to ask the way I asked with Micheal but Jason was already giving me all that attention. I didn’t miss the way he glanced at me, thinking I didn’t notice or the way his legs would touch mine since we’re sitting close to each other. I was nervous, shaking and not because I wanted to bolt out of the room but because my hands were itching to touch him.It didn’t help that we were both close to being half naked. He’s shirtless and in sweatpants, I’m wearing booty shorts and my college shirt. I see him staring at my thighs and I’m not even uncomfortable because I want him to, I love that he can’t stop looking at me, I love that I don’t need to do anything extra to have him gawking at every part of me. It makes me feel wanted, the complete opposite of what Micheal makes me feel.The Mac-n-cheese was pleading to
Author’s pov “There’s absolutely no way she’d choose a freaking blonde over a redhead.” Alicia exclaimed, staring at the tv with so much seriousness and Jason just watched her, a fond look on his face. “Alicia, can I ask you something?” That snapped her out of her fight with the movie playing and she turned to Jason, quirking her eyebrows up. “Mm yeah.” Jason nodded, turning a bit to properly face her. “This might be weird to talk about but earlier today while we were having breakfast, your mum mentioned something concerning you. Uhm, are you really a virgin?” Oh God, Alicia wanted to faint. She didn’t want to talk about stuff like this and he just reluctantly brought it up. “This wasn’t what I thought our conversation would be like but yeah, I’m a virgin…” she forced a chuckle it, “a bit surprising there right." “You’re serious?” “Why would I lie about it? I’ve never had sex.” “Just sex, you haven’t done anything sexually related besides kissing?” Alicia shook her head, ni
Arthur’s POVAlicia feels lightheaded, she feels stuck in some kind of hypnosis and that’s over a mere kiss. It’s not just a kiss, it’s not some cheeky high school crush kinda kiss, it’s almost an nsfw with the amount of grinding involved in the kiss. Jason fits so perfectly in between her legs like a missing puzzle and he’s moving against Alicia’s aching pussy rhythmically with their lips. There’s biting, a lot of tongue sucking and both of their moans and groans disappearing into each other’s mouth.Alicia can feel her heart quickening, the sound of it making her feel dizzy, it just feels so good she doesn’t want it to end and when Jason is pulling awayfrom the kiss, she basically lets out a dry sob and tries to chase his lips and he indulges her, diving back in to close his mouth around her lower lip, sucking and pulling. Alicia kisses him with so much urgency, like she doesn’t want to let the moment slip away, her legs tightened around Jason’s waist, pulling the boy closer and buc
Arthur’s pov “It feels like I haven’t seen you in ages. Where the hell have you been?” Alicia rolls her eyes at her best friend, they’re walking to the university cafeteria and it’s filled up as usual, bunch of adults trying to get past the line and getting their asses dragged away by Whomever they’re trying to get past in the lines.“You saw me two days ago, it was the weekend for fucks sake and obviously I needed time to cry my eyes out after finding out my boyfriend was still messing around with his ex-girlfriend.”Anna sighs, she finally found an empty seat and dragged Alicia to sit with her so they’re facing each other. “How are you? You know I’m always here for you, yeah?”Alicia rolled her eyes, a small smile on her face. “Don’t get all sappy and shit and I’m fine, I swear. I just wish I was smart enough to realise that he wanted someone with so much experience like his ex and not me, the boring virgin.”Anna slapped her arm, “Don’t think of yourself that way, you’re gorgeous
Arthur’s POV Alicia’s eyes were still on the guy, Micheal’s friend. His name was Dylan and he definitely puts the D in ‘Dick’ with all the big dick energy he was radiating. She knew he was a fuckboy, everyone knew. She’s been in uni for two weeks and she’s had so much about him and his insane rizz. He had so much rizz you could feel it from a distance.“Uhmmm why the fuck are you and Dylan basically eye fucking each other?.” Andre asked, stealing a pickle from Anna’s plate.“He’s hot and I want him.” Alicia answered, giving Dylan a small smile before turning back to Andre.“Anna, is this Alicia because where did our innocent little 19 year old go?”Alicia rolled her eyes, “Shut up, he’s hot and I want something hot in my mouth.”“Okayyyyy ewwww, I’m gonna throw up.” Andre laments while Anna snickers beside him.“Alicia has always been this way, trust me, you don’t wanna know the things she’s capable of texting. She just loved keeping that side of her tucked away because her dumb boyf
Arthur’s POV Alicia’s best instinct was to get down from Micheal’s lap but he prevented her from doing so, holding her firmly against his lap. To be honest Alicia was sick of his excuses at this point. What would kill him if he just said he wasn’t attracted to her sexually? It couldn’t be that hard, right? They could just end everything and she could be with someone else or at least have fun with someone else. He’s basically holding her back and she almost feels trapped in the stupid relationship and one, he’s not even sincere about his true feelings and about the multiple girls he’s seeing behind her back.“It’s fine if you don’t wanna do stuff, I won’t pressure you but like I said, I have options and I’m very open to giving them a chance. You can leave, my mum is gonna be home soon.”Micheal sighed, rubbing her thighs. “I’m sorry. I don’t want you to think I don’t desire you that way because I do, I’m just scared you know.”Alicia scoffed, finally getting off his lap. “Just leave,
Arthur’s POV “What do I wear? I have nothing.” Alicia groaned, she was in Anna’s room while they tried to figure out what they were going to wear.“And whose fault is that? You’re always shopping for baggy stuff in the men’s section whenever we go to the mall and now that has come back to bite you in the butt. Wear one of those your masculine hoodies then.”Alicia threw a shoe at her, thankfully she missed. Anna’s bubbly laughter filled the room as she searched through her wardrobe. She pulled out a tiny black skirt with openings at the side and a rope criss crossed on those sides, masking the exposed part of the skirt a little.“Ouuu, this skirt would look so good on you, you have the body for it.” Alicia grabbed the skirt, looking at it. “Girl, this basically screams that I won’t have any underwear on, look at the sides, it’s exposed even though the ropes are trying to hide it a little bit.”“So? It’s a college party, what do you think and it’s gonna be dark anyways, it’s a night