VIOLET“ I am dead. ” Wolf deadpans.“ And I am the Orpheuns! ” I squint my eyes, saying.“ You want to break rules again. ” He concludes, folding his arms over his chest.I notice Wolf’s gesture and glance down at his folded arms. Now, he can’t grab my hand and he doesn’t want to unconsciously try either.“ I have 2 more chances left, you know… ” My tone softens while my eyes stay rooted at his arms.I was supposed to be able to touch him even if the world wasn’t able to do it…But…I can’t. “ They will call you back up. And taking a spirit out of Orphena will not be counted as merely breaking one rule. ” Wolf unfolds his arms, taking note of how I am now glaring at them.“ I don’t care. ” I breathe, lifting my gaze to his.“ Well, then you should! Because I do! ” He hisses and his eyes come alive again.“ Go back home. Don’t waste your time here. ” He tells, turning around once more.“ I am telling you there is a chance that we can be together again and you are giving me lectures abo
VIOLETSome time passes. I don’t know how many minutes or maybe hours or perhaps days. I sit down with my back against a tree. Tears keep threatening to spill out of my eyes but I hold them back.I am tempted to see what he is up to but I know he must be furious after finding out that I lied to him. Again. He was right to suspect me. I never planned on going back. I couldn’t, even If I wanted to. If I go back…I will have to send Wolf back here. Katrina escaped from here but Wolf was let go so it will be on my shoulders to bring him back right here. But, if I stay here…My soul will be held instead of his and he will be allowed to go. That’s how it works. That’s how it worked with my mother and the previous Orpheuns. Does it hurt me to be imprisoned here feeling like my bones are made of freezing iron? Yes. It does.But do I want to swap my place with Wolf? No, I don’t.This pain, this heartache, this imprisonment for eternity…everything was worth it if only Wolf could go back to Ste
VIOLETEdward. The moment I think about the man who was the Orpheuns before me, I begin falling again.I don’t like it at all. Why do I have to keep falling like this?It takes unusually longer than the last time and I remain in the harsh air, free falling like a rag doll.My soul cries out when I finally hit the ground, harder than the previous times.The stinging air makes me tickle. Opening my eyes, I stare at the blue smoke which surrounds me from all sides.Confused, I get up and look around. The familiar blue smoke covers everything, making it impossible for me to see anything.I wave my hand in the air, annoyed. The smoke parts like a living being and gives me way. I am standing in a hall…it’s all blue, the lightest shade of blue. I almost mistake the colour for white for a moment.There is only one door at the end of this hall and the rest of the space is closed off. Taking a deep breath, I march towards the door, hoping to find the man I came here to see on the other side of
VIOLETTime passes slow here. You never know how many weeks or maybe years have passed.Eventually, you lose it and forget that time even exists, because in a place where there is no day or night, everything seems the same — agonisingly same. I have done everything already.First, I cried. I cried so long that even my soul grew tired of it.Second, I visited all the places in Orphena until my imaginary heart felt heavy again.Third, I cursed at the higher ups as loud as I could in hopes that they would call me to the place where they reside.There are seven layers to Orphena and I have visited six of them. The seventh layer is the part where all the higher ups and their higher ups reside and surprisingly, no one can go there until those arrogant bastards summon them.After doing all of the above, I have settled in. I know I am not leaving, I know there is no hope for me so what’s the point of anything? This long time has made my soul go numb. I am not feeling anything anymore.Besid
VIOLETGetting summoned to Orphena is a different experience than that of last time. Last time, I was so desperate and bothered that I didn’t even pay attention to my surroundings that much.This time, I can pause and admire the black ceilings, the black floor, the vast black table placed in the middle of the room and the same people sitting around it, because I have no fear, no desire, no tension. I am ready for whatever they have in store for me.Isn’t ceasing to exist far more better than staying stuck here for the rest of the eternity anyway? Hell yes, in my opinion.“ What excuse do you have this time? ” The boy yawns as if he is bored.I purse my lips before marching towards them and plumping down on the only empty chair.All the higher ups make it their job to glare at me, but refuse to say anything.I glance at the boy first. I don’t know his name — never asked.Then, I look at the old man. I don’t know his name either and the old lady who supported me last time…I don’t know
KANEIn my whole life, I have never truly believed in miracles. But I saw one happen a week ago when Wolf came back to life, when his dead heart started to beat again, when even the wound of silver healed on his body, when he opened his eyes and said only one word ‘Violet’.Then, he went silent. Didn’t say anything at all. Although he came back to life, his soul had died.I hadn’t really gotten over this miracle when I came to a realisation that even miracles required sacrifices.He came back and she left us.Was this any less horrible, any less painful, any less heart—breaking? No. When her heart stopped beating, I began to feel the exact way I felt when I saw Wolf die.I didn’t know what happened to her. I didn’t know how she suddenly died. She was not gravely injured and even her wounds had healed, then what happened to her? How did she die?I got the answer to that when Viktor’s mother came and then Edward came. She was dead yet she cared about the living and all the promises she
KANEI am sure I saw her lips part and then press together as if she had mouthed a word.Squinting my eyes, I lean closer to her face while my ears unconsciously search for her heartbeat.Just a hint, Violet. Give me something. I silently pray staring down her at her motionless face.My hands reach out to her face, touching it to feel the warmth, a spark of life in her.“ What happened? ” Cassius comes to me, questioning and looks over my shoulder.“ Her lips moved. ” I whisper dumbly.“ That’s not possible, Kane. ” Stefan comes on the other side of me, squeezing my shoulder.I shake my head, still touching her cheeks and listening in for her heartbeat. She is not breathing, her heart is not beating either but I…I saw her lips move.“ Kane. This is affecting you. Why don’t you go take some rest? ” Cassius suggests, getting worried about me.I don’t know what expressions they are seeing on my face right now to be wanting to send me away at a crucial time but I know what I saw.“ Her li
WOLFI should have known by the way she looked at me. I should have known that she was planning on taking my place all along. I should have known that she was silently reaching out to me, telling me about the future.Yet, I didn’t know until it was too late.The moment I stepped inside that portal, I felt a trigger going off in my head and I knew. It felt like a piece of me was breaking away, chipping away. I looked at her, tried to reach out and yet failed.After a while, my body jerked awake and a gasp left my lips. ‘Violet’. That’s all I could think about as I searched for her frantically and found her dead body lying close to me a week ago. What would you do for a loved one? I have known killing others was the only answer when it came to protecting and then avenging the people you loved.That’s why I instantly went into the killing mode the moment I heard my mother died. Years went by and I didn’t recover from that state of mind. The truth is…I never even considered everything