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CHAPTER : 33
It hurts so much to feel hurt.
The slow thudding of her heart threatened to stop forever, while the unshed tears got clogged up where it shouldn't.
It felt like a big hole has been punched through her chest, while breathing became impossibly difficult.
She wanted to do so many things and by things, she meant possible ways to hurt herself so that the pain she felt inside could be subdued by the pain outside.
A million thoughts raced through her head and a million feelings coursed through her blood, making her delirious.
Nothing felt right, not even breathing.
No matter how much she tried to hold herself together, she always seemed to fall apart like the water slipping through fisted hands.
She screamed, she shouted, yet her lips were sealed shut.
The darkness around her and the unending agony in her heart blurred her vision until she fell and fell into the bottomless depths of nothingness.
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My ears
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