CHAPTER 88 HELEN's POV

I had been sitting in my office with my head down as I was in deep thought. There were a lot of memories still flooding into my head, even long after Tamika had left my office.

It was hard figuring out who to be mad at— Tamika, for using the story of my past against me, or Dolph, for telling her about us in the first place. It was hard keeping it together as I felt betrayed by Dolph who had leaked it all to her.

“Keep it together, Helen…” I said to myself. No one had ever made it through the iron armor around my heart, but Tamika had done that it made me angrier than I had expected. How could she…?

I had to admit to myself all over again that I missed my time with Dolph and that I had been in love with him. Even worse, there were still some subtle hints of jealousy in my very being.

It made me feel bad, but then, I just couldn't deny that I was feeling jealous at that point. There were a lot of things I had wanted to do with Dolph but I didn't get the chance to, as things happened t